Lee Jong Suk

Today's shoot was delayed, I can't wait to get home and hug the two most important people in my life, my wife and my daughter. A bolt from the blue sky, maybe that's the most accurate way to describe our relationship.

I still can't believe that the people who came into my life so suddenly evoke such strong emotions in me. I didn't even dare to dream of such a thing.

" I've only seen this in dramas before," I amused myself.

When I get home, I find the girls in the living room, Yong Soo in his chair and Soojin sleeping peacefully on her laptop.

For a while I just stand in the doorway and look at them, the happy feeling that I don't have to come home to a huge, empty apartment, but to them, to my family.

" Family... well, yes, it's been a long time since I belonged to someone. A lonely life is the life of a star. Many times they just want to get close to me because of fame or money. Even my own family." I think about it with a slight bitter taste in my mouth.

That's why it was surprising and refreshing when I realized that Soojin didn't recognize me. She sees me and not the star.

" She has no ulterior motives, in fact, I even had to fight for us to get closer to each other." and the sweet taste of memories washes away my previous bitterness.

I go in, carefully take the little girl out of her chair, put her in her crib, kiss her little forehead and wrap her up. Then I go outside, take Soojin in my arms, take her to the bedroom, put her in the bed, wrap her up, give her a careful kiss, she mumbles something in her sleep and continues to sleep peacefully.

I'm going to shave quickly and then take a shower.

I go to the kitchen to make myself a quick dinner when I notice the covered plates.

" She prepared dinner for me, she was waiting for me"

I have never had such a delicious dinner.

I wash the dishes after myself, and then I go to sleep too. I snuggle up next to my wife, hug her, pull her close, and after a few minutes I'm asleep too.

The next morning

" Whoah, whoah, whoah! "

" Sh-ssss, honey, don't wake up your daddy! " I hear lying with closed eyes, half asleep. " come, we'll go out, we'll make you something delicious. "

The door opens and then closes, and silence fills the room. But it bothers me more now than when Soo-ya was crying.

I get up and go outside after them.

Soojin is busy in the kitchen, and the little one is still complaining loudly in her chair. I go over there, take her out, hum softly to her, rock her until she shuts up, snuggles up to me and whispers quietly. Soojin looks up at the sudden silence and smiles when she sees us.

" Good morning, did you sleep well? Are not you tired? You came quite late. "

" Good morning to you too," I lean in for a kiss " I slept very well. The delicious dinner and the relaxing sleep with you filled me up. So I am rested despite the lack of sleep. "

During breakfast.

" How was yesterday, how was the visit with BTS? "

" Oh, very well, we quickly discussed why I went, they were a good band, they were nice, helpful, hospitable, we had a good conversation, and last but not least, they were in love with Yong Soo. They declared that from now on they are indeed the little one's oppas, and let us know if we need help at any time or visit them several times, let them babysit. Oh, and they all followed me on Instagram, and I got their numbers so I know they're serious. We also took pictures. The little girl fell asleep quickly, they were very sweet.

" I'm sure, who could resist such a cute, beautiful little thing?" I look at the now soundly sleeping baby.

" Unfortunately, we are still filming until late at night today too, so I won't be much help again today. "

" No problem, we'll figure it out, we're visiting a band today. I don't think it will be a problem here either. "

" I'm sorry that I can't support you more recently," I say bitterly, because it really bothers me.

" Don't blame yourself, do your job well and come home to us safely. "

" I will do my best. "

Not long after, we leave for work and say goodbye at the gate. It makes me sad that I won't be able to see them again until tonight.