✿ Chapter 9 : Insecurities ✿
Shehnaaz enter inside and saw him standing there.
"Shehnaaz maine khana order kar diya hai thodi der me aata hoga tab tak tum change kar lo" he said and sat there.
Shehnaaz was fighting with her inner self, it's not like that she can't wear those clothes it's just she is self conscious, she always thought that her body is not beautiful.
"Shehnaaz what happened?" He again asked getting concern for her.
She smile nervously "nothing just thoda thak gai hu".
He nodded "acha aaj hum shaam me beach par chalenge phir kal properly ghumenge aaj thak gaye na"
"Okay" she said and finally pick a dress which was not so reveling. She wear a blue printed ruffle dress. She look herself in mirror but found nothing beautiful in her, she is always insecure towards herself,she bite her lips and sudden bitter memories flesh infront of her eyes.
"Ye kese kapde pehne hai tune" Shreya laughed on her.
Shehnaaz was looking at her in confusion "kese kapde pehne hai matlab theek to hai" she look herself in mirror, she found herself okay with a mid knee length dress.
"Ye theek hai sheeshe me dekha khudh ko mujhpar ache lagte hai iska matlab ye nahi ki har kisi par acha lage, apni body dekhi hai tune" Shreya laughed on her.
"Mumma dekho isko" Shehnaaz complaint her mother.
"Are tum behno ki baat hai main kya bolu ab aapas me dekh lo"
"Ja aur change kar le bean bag" Shreya laughed and left her, and from here her insecurities start begins for her body.
She come out getting nervous, Sidharth saw her and he went gone, she was looking beyond beautiful, the pendant and her nuptial chain was hanging in her neck, her hairline was filled with sindur, he don't know why but suddenly possessiveness run in his veins with the thought that boys will also look at her outside.
"Theek lag rahi hu?".
"You look beautiful, i saw you first time like this".
She huffed and said beside him "Meeti ne maine jo kapde pack kare the wo sab nikal diye aur aese sab bhar diye"
"Oh that's why tumhara mood off tha"
She nodded while looking down "mujhe aadat nhi hai na isliye, aapko koi problem to nhi hai na?".
He hold her hand and shook his head "mujhe kiu problem hogi it's your body, wear whatever you want infact ghar par bhi tumhe jo pehnna ho pehno ko rok tok nahi"
"Lekin mujh par ye acha nahi lagta na"
He cupped her face "kisne bola haan meri aakho se dekho khudh ko"
She got lost in his eyes, suddenly she found herself beautiful, the shine in his eyes reflect something else. Their eye lock broke when they here a knock, Sidharth went to open the door.
She smile with tears and wipe them before Sidharth saw.
He come back with their food trolley and place the food items on the table.
"Shehnaaz aa jaao" he called her in hall.
She came and sat beside him, he smile and serve her the food. They eat their food in silence. After eating their food they decided to explore the place nearby their hotel.
Sidharth and Shehnaaz walked to the lobby of the hotel. The receptionist had informed Sidharth about the guide and the driver.
It was already evening so they decided to headed towards the beach. They both start walking towards the beach. The Padang Padang beach is the most famous beach in the Bali, they reached there, Shehnaaz was awestrucked with the beauty of nature, the sky was painted with pink and orange color, the blend of crystal clear water with sky add more richness there.
"Wow it's so beautiful" Shehnaaz whispered looking at her surrounding.
"Indeed" he said looking at her with a soft smile. He hold her hand and move towards the water, Shehnaaz gasped when he hold her hand suddenly and look straight like nothing happened, she blush looking at their entangled hands, their fingers entangled with eachother like lost puzzles pieces meet eachother.
"Shehnaaz look the view is beautiful from here come I'll take your pictures there".
"Me?" She asked getting surprised.
"Yah go there".
Shehnaaz was taking her pictures in Diwali when Shreya went near her.
"What are you doing Shehnaaz?" She asked her.
"Taking pictures come let's make a picture together" Shehnaaz said politely.
Shreya laughed "picture wo bhi tumhare saath never".
"But why?"
"Just look at you yaar you look so ugly in this dress and about pictures have you ever seen your pictures, you look disgusting in them"
"Shreya shut up okay" Shehnaaz said angrily.
"Main to chup ho jaungi sach ko kese chup karogi it's the truth that you never look good in pictures" Shreya said and left from there.
Shehnaaz eyes filled with tears, she open her gallery and look at her picture suddenly she found her pictures ugly and disgusting, she delete all the pictures she clicked.
Sidharth snap his fingers in front of her "Shehnaaz kaha kho gai?" He asked her.
"Huh" she come in her sense and look at him.
"Come let me take your picture" he push her towards the bench.
"Sidharth nahi na please" she stop him, he narrowed his eyebrows.
"Why?"
"I... I don't look good in pictures"
"Who said that?"
She gulped down "mai... maine dekha hai please aap jaiye na main aapki pictures click karti hu".
"Shut up and go i have seen your pictures and look beautiful in them" he again push her but she again turn.
"Sidharth nahi na please meri sacchi achi pictures nahi aati"
He cupped her face and said "Shehnaaz i know the camera didn't do Justice with your beauty because hai to ye ek machine hi asli beauty ko kese capture karega but still don't worry i will make sure that you will look beautiful in it, mera bass chalta to apni aakho se tumhe capture karke photo nikalta because they always find you beautiful" he said in flirting tone and wink in the end.
She blush and giggle on his statement, he smile and told her to pose, she pose for few pictures according to him, he was clicking non stop pictures of us. He click some candid pictures also.
"Now stop aap aaiye main click karti hu" she push him towards the tree.
She was clicking his picture when they hear a voice from behind, it was elder Lady in her mid 50s, the lady was smiling looking at them.
"You both look beautiful together"
"Thank you" they both said.
"Are you newly wedded couple?" She asked looking at Shehnaaz who was wearing her wedding jewelry.
"Yes"
"Want some couple pictures?"
Before Shehnaaz could say no to her Sidharth said yes with a grin on his face, she look at him with open mouth.
"Yes why not" he give camera to the lady and drag Shehnaaz with him.
"Sidharth what are doing?" Shehnaaz whispered when he pulled her closer to him.
"What it's our honeymoon, ab honeymoon couple bhi to lagne chahiye na" he wink at her,she blush and look down. The lady click their picture, some are candids when Sidharth crack some jokes to make her laugh.
"Thank you so much mam" Sidharth said to the lady.
"It's okay dear may god bless you both" she bless them and left from there because her husband called her. Shehnaaz look at them and smile.
"They look so cute together is umar me bhi uncle kitna dhyan rakh rahe hai unka" Shehnaaz said to Sidharth.
"Don't worry i will also take care of you when we get old" he whispered in her ear, she look away to hide her blush.
He giggle and take her near the water.
"Sidharth no i have phobia of water" she stop him.
"Are kuch nahi hoga main hu na" he hold her hand and pulled her near him.
"But I'm scared"
"Do you trust me?"
"Yes" she said without thinking anything, he smile looking at her, he hold her hand and take her near the water. She gasped when the cold water touch her feets.
"It feels good na" he asked her.
While she was in her own world, her eyes were closed, her hairs were flowing in the air, a was having a small smile on her face, Sidharth was lost in her beauty, her hairs on her face was disturbing his view, he stood infront of her and tuck her hairs behind her ear.
She slowly open her eyes and look at him who was already lost in her eyes, they look at eachother like no body matters for them, the time was stop for them, they are lost in their world.
Suddenly Sidharth feel a push on his leg, they both look down and saw boy around 5 years old.
"Solly" he said sorry and run from there, they look at eachother than look away in shyness.
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