Chapter 20
-Lucy's P.O.V-
My eyes opened as we slowly pulled apart. Bobby stared at me, his lips slightly parted, his hand still cupping my cheek. I blinked twice, that was amazing. I couldn't believe he just kissed me. But guilt instantly began to creep up on me, I could see it in Bobby too. What had we done. He finally took his hand away.
"Oh my god Lisa" Bobby rubbed his face with his hands as he spoke. "Fuck!"
"Bobby I'm so-"
"Don't, don't apologise there's nothing to be sorry for" He sighed and ran a hand through his hair. Bobby stood up and began pacing back and forth. I quietly played with the ends of my hair, not really knowing what to do with myself. He finally stopped and stood in front of me. "Come on let me take you home. I need to figure some things out"
I stood up, following him over to his motorcycle. He got on first and I hopped on behind him, putting on his helmet. He didn't move until I had it on. I wrapped my arms tightly around his waist, he flinched at my touch. The ride to my house was awkward. I didn't know how to feel. Part of me on the inside was doing somersaults, I mean...I just kissed Bobby!! Who wouldn't! The other part of me was sad, Bobby was in a relationship and he seemed happy with Lisa, I didn't want to get in between that. I became conflicted. We finally reached my house, I quickly jumped off, handing him helmet.
"Thank you for bringing me home" I muttered, staring at the ground. I turned to walk away but he grabbed my arm, pulling me into his embrace. I wrapped my arms around his neck. Neither of us said a word. I held onto him like the world was about to end.
"I have to go" he whispered. I nodded my head, signalling to him that I understood. I released my grip on him and stood back, watching him ride off without a second look back. I placed my hand on my forehead and turned to walk into my house.
"Hey sweetheart where were you?" My dad asked.
"With a friend" I replied bluntly.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing dad, I'm fine" I flashed him a fake smile before running to the phone and calling Lauren.
"This better be important whoever this is, I'm in the middle of a good meal!" I heard her say over the phone after she finally picked up.
"Lauren it's me...911. Bring Ella!"
"I'll be right there"
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"He kissed you?!" I nodded, confirming what I had just said. Both Ella and Lauren shared a glance before screaming in excitement. I placed my hands over my ears.
"How was it?"
"Did you like it?"
"Was it everything you ever dreamed of?"
"Did he use tongue?!"
"Oh my god stop!" I giggled. Lauren leaned forward, clearly eager to hear all of the juicy details. "It was amazing! He has the softest lips. His kiss is like a drug" I felt my face heat up as I thought back to earlier.
"Awww our Lucy's in love!" Ella teased.
"I feel like a proud mother!" Lauren wiped a non existent tear from her eye. "This is perfect"
"No it's not!" I argued back in frustration, covering my face with my pillow.
"Why not?"
"Lisa" Ella told her. Lauren frowned.
"Oh yeah. I forgot about her" She crossed her arms over her chest.
"So where do you guys go from here?" Ella questioned.
"I have no idea" I sighed.
-Bobby's P.O.V-
Johnny sat on the end of my bed, staring back up at me in disbelief, I looked back at him, my lips pressed tightly together. He was the only one I could trust out of the group.
"I hope you regret that shit" He said.
"I don't, that's the problem" I admitted. I watched Johnny face palm at my reply.
"Bobby your not helping yourself man"
"I can't help it. I'd be lying if I said I did! You don't understand Johnny, It felt right. She just seems so perfect for me. I really thought Lisa was the only girl for me and I never questioned that until now" I sat down next to him. "I really don't know what to do" I looked at him helpless.
"Well first thing you have to accept that you fucked up" He told me in a stern tone. I went to argue back, my forehead creasing, but then decided it's best not to. Instead I just nodded. "You're with Lisa Bobby, surely you're not gonna throw a now nine month relationship down the drain for some girl you've only known for a month. It makes no sense. Lisa loves you, it's not right"
"I know"
"Secondly, you need to fix this shit"
"How?"
"You have got to stop seeing her" He began. "Clearly this is all happening because you're spending too much time with the girl. Even when you don't need to be" He shot me a knowing look.
"How did you-"
"I caught you a few times, I just never mentioned it" He told me. "Anyway, I get that she's your 'project partner' and you don't have a choice in that regard but it has to stop there. Do you get what I'm saying?" I looked down at my feet and swallowed, taking in everything Johnny said.
"Johnny you can't tell Lisa, please" I looked up at him. Johnny looked at me as if I'd gone crazy.
"Bobby just because I don't agree with what you've done doesn't mean I'd tell. You've been my friend for way too long" I smiled to myself and gave him a high five.
"Thanks man" I took in a breath. "I like her though Johnny. I really do"
"Why, what's so special about her?"
"Everything" I rambled on, listing every reason there was to fall for her.
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I had been listening to Johnny talk for a good two hours. I now know what I needed to do. No matter how much it pained me. It was for the best. I became distracted from my thoughts when I heard a knock at my bedroom door. I bit my bottom lip and rushed over to get it. I smiled and pulled Lisa into my room. Slamming her against the door and hungrily attacking her mouth with mine. I ran my tongue along her bottom lip asking for entrance, which she gladly gave me. My hands snaked down to the back of her thighs and I lifted her up, her legs wrapping around my waist.
"What's gotten into you?" She asked, an excited expression plastered on her face.
"Nothing" I smirked as I carried her over to the bed.
Now I hoped this would do the trick and help the situation. But it didn't. I couldn't help but picture Lucy the whole time.
HEY GUYS!! I found time to write during these few hectic days! I hope you all had an amazing Christmas and hope you're all well. Stay Blessed xo
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