" So,Miss Adult."

I threw daggers with my eyes looking at his already moving lips with words coming out.

" You should be presented something , don't you think?"

Presents must excite other girls of my ages or kids who belong to rich or middle class families . But never it did it to me.

I just loved the small priceless things. Like this word priceless little wishes from people whom I regard close to me or those who held me close to their heart.

Means a lot!

The birthday with my family, Mom ,Dad And Him. How coincidentally we celebrate it together.

If it weren't this time I would have felt lucky to celebrate it together  but this very reason makes it forbidden for us to be together.

Like  a curse.

Or am I thinking too much.

"Ah~" does he  smoke ? Or strawberries and cigarettes tastes like him .

His palms helding me tight to him . He should have a good grip otherwise it will be grief tomorrow.

We are actually siting at the edge of a cliff.

It's beautiful or not I don't remember cause last time when we came here Mama's body was laid on the Rocky land.

And at present It's dark . Thanking it more now because I don't want him see how flushed I am . How affirmatively my body is reacting to get vanished in him. Get blemished in him.

I wasn't breathing , the gasps  , coming through his teeths on my nose made me mimic him.

Heavy eyes felt shy to met his.

"Will You love me , Won?"

Love.. d..did he asked me out. By his own. Ah, my heart is so loud. Silence please let me think. Come on. I wanted to react by then but my body was hyped that it stopped responding only kept eyes hooked on his.

"Answer me now or you will be flying down there , won't be able to reply forever."

Jerk!

"No"

a whining mixed with grumpy sound left my vocals as I hugged him almost jumping.

"I want it."

"What do you what?"

A giddy kid was jumping in his voice who was trying to not show up.

"To be with you only."

"As what?"

I could not process words to deliver. He was being a great tease now.

"The way you want me.."

"In anyway I want you?"

He returned me another question.

"Hmm."

He separated us. Hold me by my neck and said , "As my Sister?"

He crushed the word under his teeth and with a curved lips revised his glance on my sweat drenched face.

I couldn't help jolting my eyebrows in displease.

"If not then...

"I don't see you as my brother and I see you more than any normal relationships."

"Well, I know that much. Be more precise."

Frustrated me lost it's shackle and let it go like  a water pipe with full pace.

" I want you to Touch me. "

I was shutting my eyes so tight that it hurted .

"I want you to Kiss ME."

He might be having fun seeing my this helpless state.

"I want you to LOVE me."

"Haha."

I was hearing some laughing sounds.

"Wait ... I..I am not done.

I want you to love me sincerely and not like other playful couples. Like Dad used do to Mom."

I don't know what occurred to him. His expression changed and started to get up and leave .

"Hey, you leaving me alone."

He jerked my hand off.

He started walking.

I quickly tried to get up . When I stood up I felt like my foot is numb that I almost lost my balance and a wailing left my throat.

He didn't went far but came back to me .
Then I saw I had enough land to stand by then. He hugged me tightly.

" Can't you look out?"

"Why being bothered now? You were leaving me alone ."

My anger was clear.

"So you have to repeat the same thing like mom?"

Mom. Mom fall from this cliff too. How could I forget.

His voice  was broken while uttering this.

"Dad didn't love Mom enough so he failed  to protect her. But i- "

"What you hmm? You love me even?"

"Ask yourself , Won."

"I asked myself many times and now it's making me stop from clinging on you."  He stills his looks on mine. " Should I listen  ?"