I am burning inside with the swelling of having this rendezvous on the other hand her boring gaze like a Blaze sizzling the place between my brows on the forehead.

Contemplating, I let the traditional Graduation Certificate in her hands. She is not accepting it the way she should. 

I am aware that my highness will negotiate my approaches,  this is just the beginning.

Yet, knowing rather than relying upon my intuition that she never dishonoured her hard work of the last five years I trusted it upon her to move on to the next stage of putting the cap on. 

Her stare is becoming more lifeless . Stoic . As if it is no longer a human look.

It is taking all of the parts to refrain from patting her hair and  let my knuckle feel her soft pale skin.

Giving in to my carnal wish I leaned in to give her my word of praise , being well aware it will definitely ignite something within her. 

The pent up hatred could recklessly howl over me in the midst of the crowd but it did not. Instead , giving me a chance  to think that  I would have subtly dealt with her manner , she heaved a breath as if she was holding it for excruciatingly long enough.

The host gave me the microphone to say something . I don't know the last time I felt uncomfortable giving a speech.

I am used to doing it. However,  in front of Won, why it is so hard?

Anyways I cut through the situation by passing the opportunity to the Dean , then Prof. Kim was once in my list of people who should keep their distance from Won’s life,  but must admit He did something that made her stand here tall in front of me.

This girl is making me take pride in her.

“Kaewon Jeon , I would not lie if I say once I was apprehensive , undecided about her . How would she become and how she was going on her path of life. 

However,  today when it is the last day for us to utilise the power of addressing you all and her as our disciple I would say she gave her part as a subordinate not less than a student. 

No matter when we needed , she would be the first and  the very last person whom we can find alongside the doctors and rely on her with our patients.....”

She is someone they want to take pride in , I must admit being honest,  I feel jealous when they all had her attention when she was away this far from me. 

My turn came and I felt most anxious like the moment I went through while leaving her behind all by herself. 

Jeon Groups, now known as The Jeon and Kim Industry always did it. It is something our parents started. I have heard that only. 

While I started taking over I did many changes but kept few things untouched which were for good. 

Sponsoring this medical school is one of them. Except that we have a Science Museum ,   a classic art gallery  and possibly a writing House. 

Asserting our continuous contribution will be unwavering and wishing all the students best I handed the device to the host . Of Course not forgetting to give credit to the professors who make these brilliant children along with aid them getting back to their path.

The statue, like stranded  Won, was one by one hugged by all the teachers present there and last but not the least the time for her graduation speech arrived. 

Me, if not as Jeongguk Jeon but definitely being the chief guest of this ceremony, was anticipating the last speech , for two reasons. 

One so that the ceremony comes to its end and I can save my time to look after other matters which need my attention. 

And second to hear what surprise of farce the last candidate consisted of. It was badly impossible to hold back when few did tongue twisters out of panic or dropped certificates while talking or stuttered. 

But at the end they have some experience and memories for their lives afterwards.

“ahem” She cleared her throat forgetting to cover the mic. “Don worry.  I know what I did.” She took another pause, like a Porsche before raging with the extreme pace. 

“First of all thank you everyone not for bearing with me for the last five years or cooperating with me the first one year but to bear with the drama I caused since the  moment my turn for accepting the usual arrived.” 

She stretched her lips and gulped looking down. “ Not many of you may know me.  But whatever happened in the last few minutes, you know that I am Jeon Kaewon.  It is totally embarrassing to stand here and give a boring speech making everyone listen with a thin smile on their face , but this is what we all do , every day , surely gonna do it here after. Even our mentors did it, displaying how much patience they have. “

She breathed and anxiously tapped the floor with her sandals. “It's getting long. Yet. Today I would especially like to thank Alina. She really owed it to me for a  Long time .“ 

A slow cheer up aroused with everybody's turning head toward a not so tall unattractive looking submissive featured girl , made it clear it was her. She did not even dare to smile back at her mention.  I swiped my attention to her. 

“don't ever ask me why ,” it went low. Standing here I could clearly see through  her. “And ofcourse Our Dean and Prof. Kim , thanks a lot for  looking out for me. No matter whom I didn't mention I owe everyone. “ She suddenly stopped and her head was low.. 

is she looking at me from her corner of the eyes

Thank you all who believed in me and made me able to achieve whatever I have today. Hope I keep up to your expectations. 

I won't give shallow hope to pay everything back , because that is not possible.. The emotion and thoughts are unplayable. 

Thank you for having me. Fella’s best of luck for everything here on.” 

Such a graceful lady you have become Won , isn't it just a few days back when you were all drowned in your writing and we are up all time to take you out. 

When you become this mature… or is it me who always underestimated you and your emotions and understandings.

Well, we have a long way to go , to find out.