Darn it!

"Woah!"

With the black of my eyes which got mingled with the darkness of the room in oblivious I let our skin get a clash.  Aimlessly running my hand to the side of her body , gripping her forearms I kept pressing her towards the bed .

A protest rolled through her mouth but I was deaf. I pushed her until our bodies collapsed on the bed , she lying on her hand and I pressing my chest to her to prevent her all of the squirming what she continued to do missing a beat .

"Shhh....." I hissed  her , to the back of her earlobe. I felt her skin burning as  my lips felt a touch of the skin ; rendezvous to her back of the ear and the beginning of her neck.

Yes I knew that much precise of her ......... divinity.  The gorgeous of her what could only keet the insane me sane from outside.

My mind always been so occupied with her that I feared to tear her apart so I restrained our commotions. I isolated her from me.

A part of me is unable to understand why the other parts are behaving so desperately to have her , her glances , her eyes on them all of a sudden.

Can it be lonlineee that made me so focused on her that even for evry single minute  atleast twice her face flashes before me whether we exchanged words regularly or not.

When she , being a quick witted woman assumed what I was holding I knew there was no way to neglect her ,  those victorious yet wary eyes.

The luminous night made it clear for me as we were in front of the window then .

Something in me worked before my brain could respond and here I am wrapping her entirely from her back that  she just have come to a halt finding it of no use .

Again , if we are only for each other isn't it alright for her to know every single thing about me . About my tormen- no , not yet!

She is gasping . I don't want to her hurt .

"Let go , you ..." she heaved a long sigh, " ...you heavy - fat -PIG.... "

"heavy -fat -PIG"

The epithets kept resonating as I  felt unmindfully a light,   nudge on my chest . Yanking my grip she sat up on the bed while putting back her curls irritated behind her ear shell.

Huffing and mumbling some indecipherable words she shot her daggers to me.

"What are you doing  , you think?"  Her sentence did not complete here she said  a little words mutely , .....Punk?!

I settled myself on my back to get a good view of her.  I wonder this is the girl who fed me spicy food back the hours and currently preparing to bombard me with her words used to be the one quiet like an animal , engrossed in the cartoons, Disney Princess.

Princess watches Princesses. Classy, Won!...

And least interested in any kind of chaos a dead obedient daughter. Our Mom was as horrifying as goofy she was.

Countless , times I found this very girl talking to ownself standing before the mirror.  Silly . funny!  I feel sick imagining me smiling like fool remembering those.

" So  now you are smiling ....." She was definitely having an urge to have a hand with me but I mentioned before we never been that casual around eachother .....like....Siblings.

I intentionally,  let the tension in between us just  grow , what will cause good to her at the end  .

"Lay back . At 2 O'clock we can't start over again ." I instinctively raised my brows and pressed my lips with a twitch.

"  I didn't say anything for your misbehave out their... " I heaved before continuing. " .... doesn't mean I have thrown that outta my brain. "

"Now you decide how would you show your moves !"

Declaring perfect dread in my voice I turned to the other side and pulled the blanket up which was beside her sitting figure.  I was not wearing any upper so she was  looking only at my face.

She dares to meet my eyes no wonder but she should not dare to do any further. She always longed for a normal affair among us , however   , I am never going to be the one to provide her that.

Not Even Will Let Other to Make Her Feel The Things....

......She will only show her things to me .....

.....her thoughts.......

....her needs...

...her feelings......

               Only to Me....

See you in the next chapter.....♡