"Get down!"

"Hmm" Sometimes impasse feels like a minimal seatbelt lock.

Yes. For straight 13 minutes I am pulling and tugging with this red button and black strap but as expected not helping me.

Vigorous shake of my body along with head made my messily tugged hair pony in rubber band .

"Hmm. Now someone is looking like a lost ghost." A person who was calmly standing just outside the door said looking at my state.

I was to say something bad to him for getting such a damn ass car but my eyes got locked to his already gawing one.

Being the rude punk and the gentle youngman is something only he can be. Beauty , softness   , adoration if had any viable form that must have to be Him.

Definitely him  . There must have to be something  , that those things.

"Looking at me , can you get rid of that lock?"

Unknowing I nodded my head. He smiled in a line and unlocked the door and bend before me near to my lap.

My pit of stomach clutched. I hold back myself pressing lips. While moving his hand to unhook it his elbow rested on my navel.

Blue....white sprinkles and a black wallpaper....galaxy right.  Just above my head a vast space. Loath I want to do to it. How can it be so free and be alone and individually admired and praised all the time.

I was like that too, I hate my transformation   , I have gone changed. Never in my life I thought standing here letting these thoughts running through my mind.

Letting my heart throb for my own sibling twin is something but losing control over the urge to confess and reach for the love and affection is a different thing.

Not being able to do justice to myself is an another thing. Not taking care of my life is a different thing. Being in a dark pit is a different thing . The escape  is nowhere.

Acceptance could have rescued me but no! It's pulling me more down. My desires becoming sky touching everyday. My determination getting crushed under desire...Lust!

A cold hand hit the nerves in my brain to straight come back to the reality . Only this man can make me teleport otherwise I would've been  stuck in my maze of a mind , forever.