"No...."

Negative is represented by this word. No.

A guy was screaming in the middle of the lifeless wood. Maybe someone behind the line was not ready understand his situation.

The car was not that broad I felt it now.
"Won, your mind is elsewhere.." I gasped at his raspy voice . He was heavy with hormones. 

Making me aware he went back to tattoo the places back with his teeth. I was holding back for too long. Never expected any other human could be there except us. So, I can't make a noise but he was not doing any help.

"Jeon.." I tapped his bag looking the upper of the car. "Hmm."

"Get back to home , please ." I quietly said hoping to not dissapoint him.

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"Get out of the car!"
The entire car ride was pin drop silent. I almost startled . When I told him about us going back he neither protest nor nodded.

He simply get off of me and fixed us for the ride. I do not have any idea what more kills one but silence does in the best possible way.

The car door was aggressively opened as for once I thought it was going to break with the force he applied.

Cold wind instantly attacked me that now I regret ,because the inside of the car was too much warm and suffocating , however outside is like piercing teeth.

"Come on , not you testing me"
I blankly tried to understand what he meant to say but before I could my feet were hanging in the air.

I panicked to clutch his shirt and neck tight .

"I could__"

"Sheesh~"

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"I need to--"

"I better know what you need. You need rest!"

He laid me on the bed and was taking my heels off . When I started protest he towered over my half lying half seated body.

I felt the matrix under me sinking with his , his knee was digging in between my thighs and palms at the side of me .

I just wanted to stare at this Greek God tirelessly.  Then snap broke when it came in my mind that he is my sib~~

"Ah, his scent his making me go insane....should I push back or pull his closee"

"Sleep.."

He caressed my head and traced my face with palms, like whipping off something from my face. My eyes automatically went close and leaned on his touch.

But soon I felt nothing when he get down from bed and started turning the lights off.

I hesitated but brought it up ultimately .

"About earlier..."

"We can talk about it later on..."

"No ,no no. We need to settle it down right now."

"You never comply with me at once , do you?"

Finding him almost leaving I slided away the blanket and was to set my feet on ground but.

"You don't dare setting your feet down"

Frustration grown up. I raised my hand like I wanted him.

" I am certain..."

He achred his brow but at the same time striding towards me.

"About?"

By this time he was standing right infront of me.

I balanced my body on my knees so that I could see right into his eyes.

I touched  his  skin. "What do you think? Do you really ....oooff"

Could not hold it anymore and pressed my lips on his. I failed to restrain myself. I kisses and pecked . Trying best to justify it as consensual but failed.

I looked up  at him while our lips were still brushing .

"You don't want me?"

It worked as fuel or something he grabbed me around my waste and roughly kissed my mouth.

Gasped and averted, "there is nothing in this world that I desired this much . You are my never getting enough want."

I pulled him closed by grabbing his hairs and kissing the life out of eachother while loosing balance to fall on bed.

"I..Ih~ know we should not. But I can't help this feeling .... I am sorry. ".

"Shh...you should not be sorry." He hide my face in his chest. " I know this feeling. You never know how your soul mate in which form going to show up in your life."

He slowly making it accepting to me, making me guilt free.

"We need to be listening to our heart and strive for it."
He parted and looked into me.

"But the question is can you?"

"Can I?" I repeated the voice in my mind. He is my born soulmate, he said he knows the feeling , he could . So why not me!

I nodded .

He pulled my chin up , "Words Won, words."

"I love you and I can do anything for us , withstand and standby anything ."

I felt the frontal of his forehead and kissed.

That was the best birthday of my life  of eighteen years. We kisses all night. Embraced each other that I thought maybe I would smell like him from tomorrow.

Silly me.

Yes. I love this man. He does too, and I can feel it.