Something crawling inside of me. Manything can be said. The business which were minded by my demised ancestors,  will today be seen by my only  own eyes.

I am not alone. People over there who took care of me in my stead , hope, still will cooperate me. But one thing that is not letting me concentrate that is her devasted state today.

How much one suffers is  close to impossible to make out for  just the observer. And then , how pathetically loner she was always ;  let it go in sarcasm.

I wish she never thought that my life has been an easy sh!t all through  . Rather mine where much horrible  . Feeling a different kind of thing inside of heart since ..... not know from when .

She fills my heart with warm  , luke feeling.  Her voice's  still ringing. I noticed today she talked in a way that a Woman do.

Little smiles with heavy words.

No matter what I have to deal the real fear of our life. I hate our Grandfather for a reason . So I hate his father as well  .

If he  hadn't, hadn't been barkshared after power , specially the power which never comes from the white way .

I curse me , me for having birth in this family,  yet my loathing get overpowered by the love.....maybe obsession hold on for my twin.

So , I love my peacefully resting mom and dad. After all they made her but, one mistake they did they do me , too.

This is the single reason what will fill her mind , eyes, hearts with pain . After all she is the most sane , mindful person in my eyes.

I tore my eyes from the dim day light of  outside with the information that we reached and someone already opened the door for.

"I can do my thing." The thud of door shuddered the person who did an unwanted favor for me.
 

Out of habit , pulling the coat , on the way to the corridor i buttoned it down.

"Welcome , welcome the third generation of The Jeons & Groups . Now it's your time to explore ,renovate and initiate.  All over to you."

Silently I was listening to our attorney , Min Yoongi. The  two men present in the room excluding me failed to save their old dear friends.

Huh, even now Won living hideously , isn't it because of them, definitely. I care none but I am just worried that she will be hurted at the end.

I nodded quietly.

"I know how much you hold for us... ," a hand laid on my shoulder, "...but son , we can do everything but loath you, you two."

My eyes got awake , did he just mention her . My blood is boiling . This man is given a lot of power from the government .

This not so steady looking man , not even seemingly police officer but he is. Got so many record but failed to save...them.

I gulp every single grudge checking how they lend  us their shoulder at our bad. When dad's car suddenly met the accident he was not in Korea .

His last and final business tour before the new Year. He said that we would celebrate this year only without Mother.

As he was that sorrowful he made his way to mom, being selfish leaving both of us alone. Noh, he left Won to me . But who thought of me ? Nobody .

"How's the other gem , doing?" The man with his glass , putting up asked .

And also the another one looked in anticipation.

Look

How

Greedy their ears are to

To hear her.....

"Well and sound  . Shouldn't she be?"

"Why not?"

Going for bringing a file from a self he said .

"After all she is under your care, we no need to be worried."  This short man appears to be admirable from face , may be he allured many girls at his early ages.

"Okay, so let's come to  the point." Mr. Yoongi sat on the swivel chair before the wide glass white table . Placing the file looked over me.

"Though the official,  announcement day got time , yet , would you like to have some look over the current affairs...."

"....Of your business ,  Mr. Jeon?"

The short man by this time stood by my left,  tapped on my back .

Licking the dry of my lips I trudged to the CEO chair .

My figure traced the rim . I loath this . This business. This company . This family. EVEYTHING!

I wished to stay away , but seems it's coming crawling to me , well then   . I will be the doom.

Letting the button undone I felt the softness under me. Annoyingly peaceful.

I despise.....It..

"I appreciate it , Officer Park".

It's dark everywhere. Though it was fun for me to know where what is.

Basically this house got many rooms. But when we were little Won and mine rooms were at the upper floor. Now a days out of work load I don't got there,  instead sleep here and there on couch and in some rooms.

Or , I don't sleep either .

But the house is so quite where is the another life? Why it feels so,dead.

It just the evening impossible for her to doze right there.

After few minutes when I came out of shower I heard fain beats , beats of music system . Well , that is not near me but coming from a far .

Where is she?

I was loosing my cool . Where is She ? Has everything happened when I was out?  Oh loard!

"Won, "

"Won...."

"Won!"

See you in the next chapter....♡