Two Months Later:::---

World can be crowded and quiet at the same time I did not know. As I only knew it can be quite as I spent seventeen years of my life being quite ,  in  less crowded home.

But today , not even today this year of my eighteen year I have started seeing the tidbit of the outer world.

"You are sniffing , don't down your mask."

I was snapped back to reality as his voice hit the core of my brain. I hugged my overcoat around me more.

I passed a small smile to him knowing that was hidden behind my mask but my running nose was aloud enough to reach his ear.

"Ahem.....it's okay . Just my ear is ringing sometime along with my head."

I let him know cause he should  only know.  The weather is not bad today.  It was not even for last few days.

That day I did cross my limit. Standing under shower for those hours caused me see the ultimate doom of my health , ......

additionally fever , headache and I didn't remember what more but for sure he suffered tackling me.

So the aftermath is before you. That his antenna is that active. In this while I sat for the qualifying exam of that med school where he decided to admit me and today we are heading .

Pressing the air between our body he found my palm to clasp as I had to unlock my crossed arms. His hand felt warm to my chilling one.

"Welcome Sir , welcome madam , hope you have a safe journey. "

The airplane attendant wished us who was seemingly driven out with my fellow's appearance as her wandering eyes wished to see his demeanor hidden behind the black mask.

This was what I thought.

Settling ourself down on our seats , he was checking something out through his phone when I rested my swore shoulder back , but no long before attaching my forehead to the small window.

"Won ," a slight jerking made me squirm."Won , wake up ." A palm so big pressed against my forehead,  when I felt my throat was too dry to answer him .

Blinking  many times finally I saw him ogling at me with worried look in his eyes. To ease the tension I awkwardly ginned."Are they wrinkles on your flawless temple?"

He made me sit straight by this time as I heaved. "Won , eat first then I only can give you tablets."

I , cringing at the thought of those bitter buttons looked at him with a frown. I remember when I was a child I used to make a fuss about tablets .

As I couldn't swallow it bottles of bottles water would pass down my thought but that petty button. It would occasionally melt to let out its worst taste and making me vomit.

The later story can be said later but it actually same for human when they live with them same person day by day  , saying how much they love eachother they ultimately vigorously fell out of love .

Many women can't shift as because they entirely give in to the relation after so much of inner fight   , however the men they catch feeling as easy and soon as they lose it.

Heaving in despair of my own stupid thoughts I scolded my self. I don't count how many time I revoked myself to give no fucks to this 'Love- is -Livid'  thoughts but it never abide me.

I struggled most when it came to focus  on my studies always talking like a split personality,  to encourage my imagination .

I prayed and thanked God hundred times for having me selected in the entrance exam of that reputated school , I sometimes wonder that these are real.

Sometimes I just wanna throw my brain and get a brand new brain which will be like the before menarche me. So focused , blind eye to sensuality , sulking yet intelligent and studious and diligent .

I am so proud of my ownself and yet I lament it cause if I never grown how would I know what is Libido , and What the actual fuck is Pleasure .

I would have never known. And it's like drugs,  maybe better that drugs   . That you can quite it but when you once enter this world of sex , there is no way out.

"What's so amusing now?" He thinking I am lunatic flapped the wrap of spoons to let one come out . I then noticed his a small fine silk was coming in his eyes. Is it that hard to remove by his ownself!?.

He in a slow motion mixed whatever the food this airplane provided and stopped the full spoon before my mouth while eyeing the other menus.

"Ewww," I shrieked as he frowned."what's wrong ?"

I tuned my face shutting close tight .
"Won , don't start it here now, you are sick." My head was again feeling heaving and I was sleepy.

"Isn't there any liquid stuff, it looks gross and smells yuki."

He firstly snort then something in him changed that he retreat the spoon from my from.

Jeon's POV

This girl who never negotiated about anything in her life from anyone for the first time arguing about food. Strange.

It feels like she will be more sick eating what she hates.

So I put the utensil down to think a bit  . She was burning , I know doctor will scold me knowing at which condition I am making her fly for 3 hours.

However the sooner i leave her the sooner i am gonna get her  . She's probably dozzing off when I managed a  hot bowl of soup for her .

"Won..." it took no long for her to say back as she was not that deeply in sleep .

"You don't have to finish it, just few you can take the medicine."

Like a obedient child she took whatever I extended to her mouth as I saw her eyes getting heavy along with dryness of lips.

.

"Aaaahha." She wailed as she was hellbent to wake up to get ready for her first day of her College.

I knew what I had to do. I always saw a wonder in her eyes, a search. Maybe she wanted a reliable pillar who could by her side at her hardest time.

So she thought me to be her reliance , well I was but for my personal greed to achieve her in a way I should  never opt for.

See you in the next chapter...♡