To: Mr. Bunny

3:00 am

You: hey guk!

Oops, it looks like Mr. Bunny's phone is disconnected for a while. We'll deliver your message they connect again.

You: i always hate it when that message shows up ^

You: anyways, how are you doing?

You: i hope you're fine

You: me? Don't worry, im doing good

You: well, not 'that' good since you're not here

You: i hope you know that i miss you so much

You: where are you?

You: if you're here, im sure you would've told me to go to sleep

You: but i can't

You: im still thinking about you, okay?

You: you're always on my mind, jungkook

You: please come back.. :(

You: maybe it's true

You: that this was all nonesense

You: maybe, destiny and time was just playing with us

You: maybe, we didn't love each other at all

You: maybe we were just carried away, maybe we were confused

You: maybe this was just another part of life

You: i don't know, but I still love you

You: everything i said was all true

You: but how about you?

You: do you still remember me?

You: do you still.. love me?

You: what am i saying

You: of course you do!

You: ..right?

You: ah--

You: i don't even know what im saying right now

You: these 3 am thoughts gets me all the time

You: anyways, im gonna try to sleep now

You: goodnight guk

You: it's night there right?

You: sleep well

You: i love youuuu so muchhh ♥♥♥

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Jungkook's POV

As I entered my room, I tiredly sat on my bed. It's that kind of night again, a night without her.

"Sleep now, you have to get up early tomorrow," our manager told me, I just nod at him. He slams the door shut and locks it. Leaving me trapped inside my room.

I laid down my bed, the room was still bright because I haven't turned off the light yet. I felt tears forming at the corners of my eyes as I stare to the ceiling for the hundredth time.

"I'm so sorry," I lifted my hands and covered my eyes. My tears were flowing uncontrollably again. "I-If I only knew.."

I cough as I wipe my tears away. Reaching out my hand towards my cellphone and opening the messaging app, to hopefully message her again.

Please check your network connection and try again.

"Of course.." I laugh. What did I expect? Of course they wouldn't let me talk with her.

I sat up and went to the study table near my bed and grabbed a pen and a paper.

"Maybe.. I should write her something," I mumble. "Then I should give it to her when we meet again!" I happily said and started writing. "If we meet again." I frowned and shook my head, negative thoughts should go away.

I bit the cap of the pen and thought for a minute. If I get the chance to meet her, I'll hug her. I'll tell her that I love her so much.

"Okay Jungkook, start writing, for her."

Dear Jagi,

How are you? I'm sorry if that was the first thing that came in to my mind. I just want to make sure that you're fine and healthy. Also, I'm sorry if I could not talk with you. I'm really trying my best but I really can't.

I hope that your mom is okay now. I hope she's safe and that she's healthy. Please smile even though I'm not present. I won't like it when you're sad. Because if you're sad, then I'm sad too. How's your social life? Did you find someone for you? Do you have a boyfriend now? I hope not. Because remember, I'll be the one who marries you. You can't have a boyfriend. You're mine, okay?

I'm a bit unhappy and stressed right now but don't worry. You're the one who gives me strength. I just think about you then tada! I'm all good. Also, I want you to know that I really really love y

I heard something click open. "Jungkook? What are you doing?" It was our manager again, he started to approach me. "Didn't I tell you to sleep? What's thi--" He was about to grab the letter but I snatched it away.

"This is nothing," I say as I hid it behind my back.

"No, let me see." He tried to grab it once more.

I stood up and hugged the letter, "NO!" I shout, "This is mine! D-Don't take it away from me!"

He sighed and snatched it from me, I wasn't alert so I didn't know. He started reading it, "Ah- for that girl again. Didn't we tell you that you need to forget her?"

He brought the paper in front of me and tore it apart, shredded it in pieces. Right in front of my eyes. As the paper fall down the floor, I felt my heart breaking into millions.

"DAMN YOU!" I scream, I didn't care if it's late at night, I wanted to shout as loud as I can. I fell down on my knees and started crying again. "Why did you do that?! That was the only thing I had! You took everything.. everything away from me. Her pictures, internet, my time.. you took control over my life. And I didn't even do anything to you. S-So why? That little piece of paper consisted all of my feelings. But you ju--"

"Enough." He cut me off and looked down at me.

"Is there something wrong?" A voice said, I lift my head up and saw Jin hyung there outside. "Oh god! Jungkook, why are you cryi--"

"That's it for today, go to sleep now Jungkook," our manager told me and started to leave. He told Jin to go back to his room and sleep too.

Another member peeked, "Kookie?" Jimin asked, he was about to enter my room but our manager stopped him.

"Go to sleep Jimin. Let Jungkook rest," He said.

I saw Jimin nod and look at me with concerned eyes. That was the last thing I saw outside my room that day. I was locked again.

I lay down the floor, gathering the piece he tore. Hugging it and remembering her once more.

"I-I'm sorry Y/N," I cry silently, "I love you so much."