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Day 5

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5:46 am.

"I wanna eat breakfast at your café, is that fine?" Taehyung asked you, giving you the cutest expression, Taehyung stans would be jealous. "I just missed that wonderful taste of coffee. Remember when you delivered it to me?"

You fixed your hair and stepped out of the hotel room, Taehyung followed after and locked the door. "I remember. I really thought that you were Jack, but I got surprised when I saw a god, also known as you."

He chuckled, "I have no plans for today, to be honest."

"What? Where do we go today then?"

"Take me around, be my tour guide for a day. I want to see where you grew up, where you used to play, where you used to study, where you used to run around with your friends," He smiled warmly at you, your heart suddenly melted.

"Okay, sounds good," You replied back with a smile plastered in your face. "I'll prepare tissues in case I suddenly cry when all the memories hit me."

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6:03 am.

"Good morning! Sir, ma'am. Can I-" The worker suddenly stopped speaking and looked at you. "Ah, y/n! I didn't know it was you. Should I tell your mother that you're here?"

You nodded and smiled, "Yes please. Thank you," The worker was going to leave when you remembered something. "Oh and, could you serve two classic coffee to us? Make it more special than usual."

The worker smiled back, nodded and bowed down. "Coming right up."

You diverted your gaze back at Taehyung, who was just plainly staring at you with those beautiful eyes of his. His stare was so intense yet so calm, it makes you feel embarrassed.

"Why are you such a girlfriend material?" He suddenly spoke out of the blue, making you flinch at your seat. He rested his chin on the palms of his hands, his eyes not leaving you. "Correction. Wife material. You're just so beautiful and nice, and everyday, I swear, you get even more gorgeous. How is that possible?"

He made you feel shy, your cheeks started to turn red, you closed your eyes, hoping that it will go away, and with all courage, you looked back at him and spoke. "I don't k-know what you're s-saying. But thank you I g-guess," You stuttered, biting your lip right after.

A group of girls were sitting just across the room, and they were giggling, talking and gossiping about stuff while repeatedly checking out Taehyung. You somehow felt pissed.

You grabbed his facemask and held his hand, "Hide your face. There might be other fans around, you know," You scanned the surroundings, including those girls, who started to glare at you for some unknown reason. "Let's just have breakfast at my mother's office room. Girls got their eyes all over you."

"Aww," He chimed, pinching your cheeks and ruffling your hair. "Are you jealous?"

"W-what?! N-no!" You exclaimed and tried to hide the truth from him, but unfortunately, your lying skills were not really that professional. "I'm just.. protecting you from rumors, and trouble."

He showed you his eye smile, "Thank you y/n," He cupped your cheeks and kissed it. His lips didn't touch your skin because he was wearing his facemask, but it still made you weak in the knees and in the heart. "Oops, I forgot to remove my mask to kiss you."

"Could y-you not do t-that?" You avoided eye contact. It's not that you hate being kissed by him, it's just, because it's wrong. It made you feel guilty, him kissing you makes you remember about Jungkook. He frowned and backed away from you. "I'm sorry, Taehyung."

"She turned him down. The heck," You heard the girls from the other table whisper to each other. It looks like they aren't familiar with Taehyung-- which is, a good thing of course. Or else they would've took endless pictures and tell other ARMYs that Taehyung has a secret girlfriend on a different country, and that they're spending time with each other.

The other girl responded to her friend, their eyes not leaving you and Taehyung's figure. "Shut up, we don't know their story, you know? They might have some awful past together."

"Could all of you just stop talking about strangers? That's not very nice," A girl wearing a brown jacket told her friends, making the group silent. You assumed that she was the eldest among all of them.

Your mother arrived at the table, she kissed your forehead before greeting the both of you. "Goodmorning sweetie, and Taehyung. How are you guys?"

Taehyung's eyes were still focused at the ground, it's like his eyes were glued there. "Goodmorning, I'm okay.. I guess."

"Huh? Everything alright Taehyung?" Your mother went beside him, looking worried. She looks at you with widened eyes, asking if you knew what happened to him, you just shrugged as a reply, lying to your mother. "Ah here, your coffee has arrived," Two cups of hot coffee were placed on the table, your mother sat beside you and elbowed your side.

"I'm okay, no worries," Taehyung responded, giving the both of you a small and weak smile. "Thanks for the coffee."

A minute of silence filled the room, all you can hear was workers working at the kitchen, the group of girls still gossiping, Taehyung drinking his cup of coffee and your heartbeat beating so rapidly.

Your mom leaned in closer to your ear, "What did you do to Taehyung?"

"I didn't do anything, mom," You told her, giving an innocent look to prevent her from seeing through your little lies. "He just became like that, I don't know."

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4:00 pm.

"This is where I used to run around, while my mom kept on chasing me," You told Taehyung, who was still lost in thought at the moment, but he tries to respond to everything that you say.

"Oh," He plainly replied. "That's nice. I wish I was one of your childhood friends," He sat down to a nearby bench and signaled you to sit next to him, which you did.

There were less people around, it's getting dark too. The only people around at this time of the day were old couples, highschool students walking and passing by, some office workers who's heading home, and group of friends that are hanging out.

"Y/n?" He called out to you. You immediately looked at him and hummed as a reply. "I won't fulfill my promise to you, I'm sorry."

You tilted your head at the side, not knowing what he was saying. "Promise? What promise?"

He sighed and looked down, but quickly looking back to meet your eyes again. He stared at your for a minute before he spoke, "I'm leaving tomorrow."

And for some reason, it was like there was an arrow shot to your heart, because it started to ache for some reason. You didn't want him to leave any sooner. "Why? What happened?"

He closed his eyes and gulped down, holding the both of your hands together. "I just don't think I could take it anymore. I need to stop doing this to myself," He sniffed, his eyes getting watery and his nose turning into a shade of pink. "When I'm with you, I make mistakes, a lot of mistakes. I don't think I could continue this, I've had enough. I think I've had enough," He stuttered, biting his lower lip and trying so hard not to shed a tear.

"T-Taehyung.. I'm s-sorry," That was the only thing you could tell him at the moment. Everything was going so fast and you can't keep up that easily.

"It's okay y/n. It's okay. It's not your fault, it's all my fault. If I didn't tell Jungkook about you, none of this would happen. But I guess the both of you are meant to be, huh?" He chuckled, then a single tear fell down from the side of his face. "You don't know what happens to me every time you say something. It makes me both the happiest and the saddest person in this world."

He leaned closer to your face, his hot breath hitting your cheeks. He then started to burst out crying, you eventually cried out too, seeing his tears come down to his face made you hurt, and he was crying because of you, and you only.

"Just remember that I love you so much, okay? I would do anything to make you the happiest person in this whole universe, that's why I'm giving you back to Jungkook. Because I know that it would make you happy, so don't cry," He hugged you, tightly. You never knew that you would see one of your favorite idols crying because of you, you never knew that someone like Taehyung would fall in love to a person like you.

"Taehyung.. You're the guy every girl dreams of. You don't know how much pain I'm feeling while seeing you like this. You don't deserve me, you deserve someone better, someone who can return your love back to you."

"I don't think I could find someone better than you, it would take centuries," He smiled and freed you from his embrace. "I'm always here for you. If you need a friend, I'm here. Don't forget about me, and our memories, please."

"I won't forget you, Taehyung."

He hugged you again, his tears were uncontrollable, you could feel his heart beating so fast every time he tightens the embrace. His voice kept on cracking, his hands were so warm while he keeps on stroking the back of your head. You could feel his tears on your shoulders, and his sobs were so quiet yet so intense.

"I love you so much. Even when you don't love me back."

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what is this, what is this, what is this?!
GUYS I SWEAR I WOULD'VE MADE IT BETTER BUT MY LAZY ASS AND DRAINED OUT BRAIN WAS BEING A BOTHER, I'M SORRY.

I'm not really proud of this chapter tbh.
WHAT ARE THOSE CHOICE OF WORDS THAT I USED? WHAT THE HECK OML WHERE DID MY MOTIVATION AND INSPIRATION GO- just- what happened to me? Is this the effect of being disloyal?

I'm really sorry if it's boring or if it's a short chapter! Sorry if you see any mistakes too! My brain juices just got low, and I don't know why. Sorry again! (I'm disappointed at you, Dean)

wHat's aNgsT agAiN?

I HATE HOW I WROTE THIS AND I HATE MYSELF FOR HURTING TAEHYUNG IN THIS FIC I'M SORRY TAETAE I LOVE YOU.

Anyways, have a nice day!

Your bias loves you ♥