I don't know what to do.
Am I not good at anything?
How much more should I try?
How long should I keep going?

People see me trying again and again.
I'm desperate.
Sometimes, I feel sorry for myself.
Sometimes, I want to give up.

But then what?
When will I finally be good at something?
I'm stuck in the same place, unable to move forward.

Others are running past me, doing the things I wanted so badly to achieve.
They've all succeeded, but I'm still here, trying.

What's the purpose of my life?
Am I just a void filler?
Why can't I move forward, no matter how hard I try?
Is this where I'm meant to stay until the end?