I could hear her words, but it felt like they couldn't reach me...

Why if everytime I am only sociable for mere times. A sigh escapes my lips with a smile, "She is happy... Anasthasia will be happy". I smile thinking in my mind as I realize she is going to bright someone else's life now while I rule over everyone. A sigh escapes my lips knowing this was going to happen. I was going to be alone sooner than later. In the end, everyone leaves me behind... can't believe Mamma was right. All I have to make sure is not to die, so Anathasia's happiness will never be taken away. I have to make sure to survive so she can lived happily forever. I promise that mamma I'll give up all hope for myself because to be honest... Who would love a monster like I?

I can put my power to good use by making sure Anasthasia is well protected though she'll be fine with her werewolf mate. A tear falls from the corner on my eyes as I speed away from the crowd without them noticing. They were celebrating Anasthasia got a mate meaning at least one of us Cliff's girls will be happy, right?.

My sister.
My heaven.
My earth.
My world is gone.

I'll do what any older sister would be happy too. I'll let her go. I won't hold on to to hard because last time I did mamma never returned. Mamma... I never said goodbye. I only demanded you to come back... You came back not in pieces. You hold onto until you gave me my last hug then I watch you turn into dust in front of my eyes as you took your last breath. You made me promise that Anasthasia will be happy. I did. Thank God you turn to dust before you could say, "Xutopia find happiness" because you died before that. I had to tell Anasthasia mamma was gone.

She found out because I took over Mamma's duties. Anasthasia made me promise not to leave. She made me promise not to leave her alone; however, I am happy she's leaving me because when I do leave for good. I won't feel so guilty anymore. I'll finally be with Mamma, and Anasthasia will have someone by her side protecting her at all times. They'll make her happy while I watch over her.

"Shhhh.. Think it like this X. The law won't apply to her anymore when Anasthasia is married with the werewolf. Her blood will be corrupted... Her decendants will not suffer the lost of someone to rule". He tells me this so calmly I can only feel myself crying more. My familiar holds me to him with a smile on his lips, "I wish I could take the pain away, my Queen".

"Kill me, Jacob". He froze on the spot. I waited patiently for my request to be fulfilled.

"That... I can't grant my Queen". He replies to me making me chuckle, "I know".

"We can stay here for as long as you want". He tells me with a smile.

"I don't want too... we should go home". I blurt out rest my head on his chest letting sleep take over me willingly. He looks down at me knowing I have sleep since I was 23 years old. At least not properly, last thing I thought I saw by the lake was mamma looking back at me. She was crying while disappointment covers her features.

I guess...
Mamma doesn't approve of my ways either. All I had done was to make peace ruled in our kingdom if that breaks to many rules then oh well...

The price for peace is the opportunity to have a happy ending. Along the way I am sure my mate got mutilated in all the fighting...

I might have accidentally kill them which it wouldn't surprise anyone not even Anasthasia. I am after all given up all hope at love. All I have left is my title that brings me so much closer to Mamma.