it felt like a repeat of yesterday, trying to keep his mind busy and eating. having a shower and going to sleep. this time he could not fall asleep, he couldn't especially when he had no idea where taehyung was. it felt like years, of waiting. he felt sick to his stomach. he was finding it hard to eat. 

jungkook was laying on his bed, he assumed it was at-least midnight. it had been awhile since everyone went into their cells. he turned to look at the door when it opened, expecting it to be officer choi as he was finding out for him where taehyung was. 

but he gasped as soon as taehyung walked in, clutching his stomach as he fell to the ground. the door was shut and jungkook rushed to the ground, picking taehyung up and placing him on the bed, the moon that was shining through the mini small window was enough light to see taehyung was badly beaten. his lip was bruised, cheeks were bruised, eyes. blood under his lip. 

"what happened tae" jungkook whispered, feeling his heart break when taehyung stared at the wall. not words coming out. his head shot towards the door when it opened, sighing when officer choi walked in. 

"sorry I am late. by the time I found out where he, he was coming back. they did not clean his wounds so I brought a first aid kit, knock on the door twice when you are ready to give it back." officer choi whispered, looking at taehyung who looked like he was not present. 

"what happened to him" jungkook asked, looking at choi who sighed. 

"I think he should be the one to tell you. I figured out what officer did this to him, I have already sent the information to namjoon under 'NN'" 

'NN' means 'not now' these emails that are being sent to namjoon, that get sent to jungkook's email. so that when jungkook gets back he has everything he needs to get payback. 

"great work choi, thanks" jungkook said, soon lifting taehyung's shirt up to clean his wounds as choi left the room. 

after cleaning taehyung and making sure everything else was okay he placed taehyung in the bed, placing covers over him. he quickly knocked on the door and handed the first aid kit to choi. 

"tell me, was he raped?" jungkook whispered to choi, who shook his head. if anything it made jungkook feel atleast a little bit relieved, it was a worry. especially with seeing how out of it taehyung looked. 

jungkook closed the door and sat on his bed, watching as taehyung soon fell asleep. he decided for the night to stay on his own bed, not planning to go to sleep. just wanting to make sure taehyung was okay and able to sleep okay. 

when taehyung woke up he let out a small groan, placing his hand on his stomach as he sat up. when his eyes adjusted to the light his eyes landed on jungkook who was leaning against the wall, on the opposite bed. his eyes were closed. taehyung sighed, feeling bad as he shuffled off the bed. he limped to the other side and placed his hand on jungkook's bed. 

it caught jungkook's attention and he flinched, opening his eyes and was met with taehyung who slowly sat next to him. the raven turned to look at taehyung, frowning as he looked at all the bruising on the males face. 

"why" the raven whispered, wanting to have an answer as to why an officer would hurt taehyung. 

"y-your going to h-hate me" the brunette dreaded this conversation, he knew when he was being beaten by the officers that he was going to tell jungkook, everything. he planned to after the last visitation but he got taken somewhere different. the guilt was eating him up, he was terrified of telling jungkook. 

"I could never" the raven whispered, sitting up when he realised taehyung was crying. 

"babe, whats wrong" jungkook asked, feeling anxious. he was always so use to knowing what was going on. when it came to taehyung though, it made him feel sick not knowing what was happening. 

"I w-was undercover for the officers" taehyung whispered, looking at jungkook who slowly moved his hand away from his thigh. 

"what" jungkook said, all softness in his voice disappearing. 

"I was a p-police officer in training before I came here. they wanted information a-about you and said if I wanted my sentence reduced that I h-had to get close to y-you and find information o-out" he explained, letting tears roll down his face. 

"so all this, all the kissing, the sex, the feelings. they were fake to you?!" jungkook asked, feeling so hurt and betrayed. his eyes on taehyung as the male shook his head, sniffling as he said "no! the feelings, the sex, the make outs, cuddling, the talks.. they were all real"

"all my visitations were with them, b-besides one with my dad. they w-would ask me what information I found out and I would say little things, exaggerate some things to get them to know I was serious about getting information about you so I can get out of here"

"when you helped me and took me under your wing, i felt so guilty. this whole time you have done nothing but help me and support me, protect me. when I got stabbed, they only cared about intel. after we kissed and I realised my feelings for you run deeper then what I thought"

"I knew I could not do it anymore, I would rather spend eternity with you in here rather than go back."

"so on my next visitation, I told them I had no intel and I want out. then they took me somewhere e-else a-and" taehyung started but tried to catch his breath, not wanting to cry or let out his tears. 

"what information did you share?" jungkook asked, mind spinning. 

after taehyung went through everything he said he nodded. none of it was bad where it could compromise anything. 

"they are trying to nail you in here for longer, they are trying to find a way to get a death sentence for you or keep you in here for life" the brunette said, and jungkook sighed and nodded. 

"I am s-so sorry j-jungkook. I know I have b-broken your t-trust. I was going to tell you about all of this after my last visitation but they took me somewhere else"

"why did they take you somewhere else and hurt you?" jungkook asked. 

"cause, i told them I was not going to help them anymore and that I wanted out. they said that they will show me what happens when I disobey" taehyung whispered now pointing towards his face. 

"and this happened" 

"Im r-really sorry" the brunette whispered, still crying as he looked at jungkook who sighed and shuffled closer to him. jungkook wrapped his arms around taehyung and pulled him to his chest, pecking his forehead. 

"thank you for telling me the truth, I am not mad at you. I understand why you did what you did." the raven whispered, letting taehyung crying into his chest.

"I was so worried about you" jungkook said afterwards rocking them both slowly back and forward. 

taehyung let out a sob in relief, he knew he was lucky that jungkook forgave him. even though he thinks he does not deserve it.