Chapter 18
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Abir P.O.V
It's been a month since Kuhu and Nanko are back from thier sweet honeymoon. Nanko joined the work again after a week because of which I was able to go on construction site of NGO with Mishti.
One thing which impressed me was Every material they were using to build NGO was of best quality. Once they finish building the NGO then we have to work on furniture and it's interior. Which is more hectic. I think me and Mishti should go and book everything before hand so that NGO will be ready to help people as soon as possible.
I should have a talk with Mishti for it.
Kuhu stopped wearing sarees as when Kuhu came to our room to wear saree Mishti said her that she will make her wear saree in Kunal's room. Having no choice both went to nanko's room. Kunal got up from his sleep and went out.
From the next day Kuhu didn't come to Mishti. Mishti is damn funny.
Mishti is now making my favorite rajma chawal for Dinner as I requested her.
Mishti came inside room and took her laptop to work
"Mishti Khana bn gaya?"
"Ha Maine Rajma bana Diya hai and aata ( dough) bhi ready ab bs Kuhu ko chawal chadhana hai aur rotiya bannai hai"
"Hmm"
We both worked for some more time, we stopped when Jugnu came to call us for dinner.
Settling ourselves in the chair of dining table Mishti and Kuhu served us then they both sat on thier chairs which were placed beside the chair of person they married.
We all started eating but Mishti didn't took Rajma she was eating the dal which she made for lunch.
"Mishti dal Kyu kha rhi ho? Eat Rajma"
"Abir I don't like Rajma"
"Why?"
"Umm it tastes like peanut to me"
"What Rajma and peanut?"
"Hmm"
"Ok have your dal then"
"I am"
"Rajma is tasty"
"Thanks"
"Welcome"
"My pleasure"
"Are we going to play formal words game?"
"No"
"Then eat"
We both concentrated on our foods after few minutes Nanko said
"Mishti didn't you add Salt to Rice?"
"Me.." before Mishti could speak Nanko again said.
"Kya Mishti? I wanted to eat Rajma Chawal aur chawal me namak hi nhi hai. Thoda dhyaan se kaam Kiya Karo"
He said making a disgusting face I could feel my anger growing as the rice wasn't made by Mishti it was Kuhu who made rice.
That disgusting face!!
I expected Kuhu to accept her mistake and Mishti to speak for herself but both just sat silent.
"Mishti did you cooked Rice?"
I asked in little stern voice because I knew one wrong answer and I would just scream my lungs out.
Everyone's head was towards me while mine was towards Mishti expecting the answer I want to hear.
She didn't answered but just nodded in no.
"To phir kisne banaya?"
I asked in the same stern voice.
"Kuhu ne" was her answer as expected.
Turning my head towards Nanko I said
"So my dear Nanko agar kuch kehna hai to Kuhu se keh Mishti se nhi. And advise your wife to do work properly not mine"
"Mishti sorry"
Apologized Nanko to Mishti. I hope he understood he was wrong. Otherwise I would have beated him.
We continued our dinner.
"Me kuch kehna chahti hu"
Maa said now I am thinking what she will say. Everyone looked at her halting thier work of eating food.
"Mishti Kuhu me Ghar ke kaam batna (divide) chahti hu. Ye Roz Roz ki problem nhi hogi"
That's good decision. Maa koi accha faisla le rhi hai pehle baar. And I know why she said daily problem. What happens is Mishti has planned to make something when she enters kitchen she sees that Kuhu is making food. This thing irked Mishti. And her mood would be foul till next morning.
Both of them nodded thier head in agreement.
"Mishti as usual Pooja tum karogi."
"But maa Mai puja Kyu nhi kr skti?"
Asked Kuhu.
"Kyuki Mishti Ghar ki Badi bahu hai. Aur waise bhi tumhe kuch nhi malum Pooja kaise krte hai. Tum chaho to Mishti ki help kr skti you will learn from her. "
Answered Maa.
I just laughed inwardly inside my mind.
"Mishti tum Breakfast banogi ya lunch?"
Mishti thought for a while and then said
"Lunch"
Why did she agreed for lunch? Subah subah Kuhu ke haath ka Khana!! No way!!
"To Kuhu tum breakfast banogi"
Ordered Maa.
"Lekin Maa aapne mujhe Choice hi nhi di"
Retorted Kuhu
"Kuhu Maine pehle bhi kaha hai aur ab bhi keh rhi Mishti iss Ghar ki Badi bahu hai. Aur me uske haq nhi chiin skti. Kal ko agr wo mujhe iss Ghar ki chavi bhi maangle to me de dungi because I know she is mature enough to handle everything. Aur tum to subah jldi chali jaati ho to lunch Kon banayega?"
Everyone kept quiet as one more statement and Maa would blast.
One thing I like about Maa is she treats Mishti as her daughter. She believes in Mishti and trusts her. Otherwise we both would have daily had a fight as I won't keep quiet if anyone says anything bad to Mishti.
After few minutes of silence Maa again asked
"Kuhu tum dinner me sabzi banogi ya roti?"
Plz roti choose kr lo, so that Mishti would make dinner.
"Maa bhabhi iss Ghar ki Badi bahu hai unhe hi kahiye choose krne ko"
Taunted Kuhu.
"Kuhu" me and Mishti said in unison.
How could she talk like that too Maa. Doesn't she have respect towards maa. Whatever Maa said was right. Me and Maa had fights but I was never so disrespectful. Not even Ketki, Kunal or Mishti talked like that too. Now my anger is raising.
"Kuhu, me apni badi bahu ko uska haq Dena jaanti hu iska Matlab ye nhi ki me tumhare saath injustice karungi. Dono bahuwo ke beech me equality krna aata hai Mujhe. Aane biji baat ab tum Meri bahu bn hi gyi ho to mujhe tumhari SAAS to banna padega."
I just chuckled at Maa's answer. She knows how to make the person in front quite.
I agree she never behaved as typical saas with Mishti and Kuhu. She always gave all freedom to Both of them, never ever pointed out thier Mistakes. But sometimes it's important to point out mistakes so that the person understands. Infact she considers Mishti as her daughter. Maa did learn perfect sarcasm from Mishti. Her last line was sarcastic which meant I am going to experience some funny moments between saas and bahu. And Nanko will be Bali ka bakra.
"Ab batao sabzi banogi ya roti?"
"Roti"
Haaash she choose Roti so Mishti will be making food. Lunch bhi Mishti banayegi aur dinner bhi.
"Mishti tum dinner ke liye jo bhi curry banani hogi wo bana Dena"
I am amused at the tone change of Maa. Few minutes when she was talking to Kuhu her tone was strict and now talking to Mishti her tone is soft like nothing happened.
Mishti nodded her head and Maa continued
"Ketki while making dinner you will help Mishti. Wo dinner bhi banaegi aur lunch bhi so she might need help. And learn few cooking skills from her."
"Lekin Maa Ketki ke exams hai"
"Abir aaj uska last exam tha."
"But she might have studies. I think itni jldi..."
"She has studies, but 24 ghanto me see 1 ghanta to nikal hi skti hai. Rest the day she can study."
"Fine"
I accepted my defeat from Maa.
But I still think Ketki shouldn't do house work she should study. I will ask Mishti to not take help of Ketki.
Finishing dinner I went to our room while Mishti went with Maa to look after Maa's necessities. Why can't Kuhu do this?
I am not going to talk to Mishti she should have took stand for her and said that she didn't made rice.
Let her come till then I will have a walk in garden. I was in hall when Kuhu came to me.
"Bro aap kaha jaa rhe hai?"
"Garden me to have a walk"
"Can I join you?"
"Ya of course"
"Bro I am sorry"
"Sorry for what?"
"Wo actually I should have said that the rice is made by me. Khamkha bhabhi ko sunna diya Kunal ne"
"It's fine but you should say sorry to Mishti not me"
"I did say sorry to her and she forgived me."
"Then there was no need to say sorry to me"
"There was bro"
"May I understand how BRO?"
"Aap pati patni hai. If bhabhi is hurted then you might also be. So I should say sorry to you"
"Hmm"
"Bro once again sorry"
"Now for what??"
"For speaking rudely with Maa"
"That you did was wrong bro you shouldn't have done it. And I think you should be sorry for that"
"I am bro. Isiliye to yaha hu for asking forgiveness"
"You should be with Maa then"
"Dar lagta hai"
"What?? Dar lagta hai aur wo bhi Maa se?"
I asked chuckling as I wasn't able to find any reason to fear Maa.
"Pata nhi bss lagta hai. Especially jb wo aankhe badi krke dekhti hai"
"I understand Maa thodi gussel hai aur strict hai. Iska Matlab ye to nhi ki she is daravaani!!"
"When did I say she is daravaani? I just said I am little bit afraid of her."
"Ok don't be afraid, go to Maa's bedroom and say sorry to her politely. She will forgive you. She considers Mishti as her daughter and same goes with your case. Ek Maa apne baccho se jyada der naraz nhi reh skti"
"I will Try"
"Good go now then"
"Yes"
"Bro"
"No more sorries please"
"Bro thank you"
"Ab ye kis liye?"
"Mujhe idea aur thodi himmat dene ke liye"
"Welcome"
With that she went to Maa's bedroom and I went to our room.
Khud ki Maa ko face krne me kaisa dr.
She is your mother the lady who gave birth to you, the lady who knows you in and out.
Thoda gussa kregi but maanjayegi.
Mishti??
Where is she??
She might be in our room.
Walking towards our room I found her in the room arranging things for tomorrow.
Without talking to her I just went towards bed.
"Abir"
"Abir"
"Abir"
I didn't answered her as I am angry because she didn't took stand for herself.
She came near me and pulled the blanket off my body.
"Ye Kya kr rhi ho Mishti?"
"Me Kya kr rhi hu? Aap Kyu baat nhi kr rhe?"
"Kyuki me gussa hu"
Saying this I pulled the blanket over my head and acted to sleep. But she again pulled it down
"Uhhh Kya chahiye?"
"Jawab"
"Google kr lo let me sleep"
"Haha nice joke will you come to point now?"
She said in mocking tone. I just sat up on bed and said
"Pucho"
"Aap Kyu gussa ho?"
"Ye baat tumhe pata honi chahiye"
"Dining table pe Jo hua uske liye?"
She asked me seriously while sitting on edge of bed.
"Hmm"
"Abir me Kya kehti?"
"Kya kehti ka Kya Matlab hai Mishti? You should have taken stand for yourself. Bahar to logo ko apne baare me kuch bolne nhi deti aur Ghar me? Chup chap sb sunti ho. Why?"
"Ghar walo se Lada nhi jata Abir"
"Lekin jb wo galat ho tb unhe sahi raasta dikhana humara kaam hota hai"
"Abir it was just a small thing and it ended."
"Mishti boond boond se Sagar bnta hai. If you now ignore thier mistakes this might be a big problem in future."
"Abir I understand but..."
"No but Mishti did you looked at face of Nanko. And he remarked you to work properly"
"Abir..."
"What Abir? He harmed you"
"When did he harmed me ?"
"Verbally"
"Abir you are going to extreme level"
"No I am not. You should understand. Till I know tumhe to tumhari izzat bohot pyaari hai. To Kyu sunn rhi thi Nanko ki baate chup chap. Bolti ki Chawal tumne nhi Kuhu ne banaye hai"
"I agree I should have said it. But uske baad tumne to keh Diya na"
"Of course I will I can't withstand anyone just insulting my family members"
"Abir Jo hua ho gaya. Leave it now. Waise bhi Kunal ne mujhse maafi maangli aur maine maaf bhi krdia. So now chill"
"Hmm Kuhu bhi aai thi mere pass maafi maagne about how she behaved with you and Maa"
"I didn't had problem because she kept quiet what irked me was how she talked to Maa. How she just talk in that tone to Maa. She is the eldest in the house."
"Oh hello tum mere Maa ko buddhi nhi keh skti"
"Maine Maa ko buddhi nhi kaha do you get it Mr. Ajeeb Rajvansh"
"I get it Mrs. Ajeeb Rajvansh"
"Ye kaisa naam hai?"
"Tumne hi Diya hai Maine to bs Mr. Ko Mrs. Krdiya"
She just smiled and went to her place to sleep.
Before sitting down she said
"Good night"
With a smile. She looks more beautiful when she smiles.
"Good night"
Soon sleep took over me and I slept.
I opened half eyes as I heard something falling down. And saw Mishti in jogging suit. Opening my eyes fully I went near her and asked
"Mishti tum jogging ke liye gyi thi"
"Nhi cycling ke liye"
"Aaj achanak?"
"Abir me Roz jaati hu"
"What Roz?? Kab?"
"Jb aap so rhi hote hai tb"
"You should make me aware of it"
"You are in deep sleep Abir I don't feel like waking you up"
"Let it be. Even if I am in deep sleep you will wake me up and then go"
"Abir ye.."
"Maine ek baar kaha na mujhe utha Diya Karo. That's it"
"Ok fine"
"Ab kaha jaa rhi ho?"
"Nahane"
"Ok jao"
"Permission nhi maangi Maine"
"Mishti please nahane jao and then quickly make breakfast"
"Breakfast me nhi Kuhu banayegi"
"Huhhh Mera Khana"
"Don't take tension aapko nhi Khana padega"
"Kaise? Tum Kya mujhe bhookha bhejne waali ho?"
"Aaj tk kabhi bheja hai?"
"Kya pata aaj record break kr do"
"Don't you trust me that much?"
"I trust you"
"Good"
She went to Bathroom and I just sat on bed thinking why didn't I know she daily goes for cycling? From when did I started sleeping so deep? I would get up even at the slightest sound and she daily gets up, freshen up and then go out why don't I get up hearing noise. But she goes alone for cycling. How can she? What if someone tries to hurt her when she is alone cycling in the morning. These idiot gaurds didn't tell me about her going to cycling all alone. I need to take thier class. Taking my phone I called Aarav and as expected he picked up in the second ring
"Aarav you appointed gaurds for Mishti?"
"Yes the next day you said"
"Then why didn't I got informed about Mishti going to cycling daily morning"
"Bhai what is their to inform? In morning you are in house with her then we didn't felt like informing you. It's the thing you already know. Wait didn't you know that bhabhi goes for cycling daily morning?"
"Umm nhi"
"What kind of husband you are? Tumhari biwi hr roz subah Ghar pr nhi hoti hai and you didn't know. Bhai I will bring Kheer for you today"
"Kyu?"
"Tere Kheer me poison dalne Wala hu. Maarja kahi jaake. Apni hi biwi ki routine nhi pata"
"Sorry na! Ab Kya uske peeche detective laga du?"
"No way! Bhabhi ko pata Chala to Teri khair nhi"
"Apne pink belt se maaregi mujhe"
"Kya kaha?"
"Kuch nhi. Gaurds thik thak to hai na? Nhi to pata Chala gaurds bhaag gye"
"Nhi Bhai they are fit fine and strong."
"Then it's ok"
"Bhai there is a meeting with Mahesh group industries it is profitable for us..."
Mishti came out from shower. She washed her hairs today and now she is looking like fresh flower who's nectar I need to suck.
Ahhhh she is looking so hot...
"Hooottt" I murmured I just wanted to go to her and suck those water droplets which are near her beautiful cleavage...
"Bhaiii"
Aarav brought me back to reality.
Abirrr have a control on your desires!!!!
"Bhai I am sorry to disturb. I will talk later bye"
He disconnected the call in haste.
Abirrrr!!!
No, he will tease me all day...
Can't you control your mouth and mind.
Arrghhh I hate my Mind.
In nighao ko hum roke bhi kaise jb saamne itni khubsurat Shama Khadi ho!!
Abirrrr stop!! Just stop it!!!!
"Abirrrr"
Now why is stretching my name so much?
Why is she sounding irrated?
"Abir me aapko kb se bula rhi hu"
"Oh sorry" I was busy in scolding myself.
"Go and have a shower"
"Ha ok." Kyu Jana hai? Nhi Jana mujhe!
"Go"
"Ha you go to kitchen I will go to bath"
"Abir get up and go in bathroom to have shower"
"Yaar ye Kya jabardasti hai?"
"I know if I will go to kitchen then you will not go to bath"
She said crossing her arms around her chest Making her breast pressure upwards. She was tapping one of her foot on the floor.
Gosh!!!
She is really looking sexy.
Mann to kr rha hai kha jau.
Stoppppppp!!!!!!
I quickly ran to bathroom in order to get rid of these horny feelings. I am getting horny day by day. I need to control myself otherwise I would end up doing something wrong with her.
What will happen if we both make out??
But why will we both make out?
I don't want to spoil her life. She will never be happy with me. I can never give her what she expects from her husband. As I planned I will spend a year with her and then make her understand that I can't continue the marriage, I am not a person who she expects to be. So of course we won't make out. So nothing will happen. It's already 8 months only... 4 ...months are remaining. I will make her understand that she should give a second chance to life. And she should Marry any...one.. El..se. We both don't ...have a for...ever. And if she wants to meet family members she can. I am sure Maa would kill me for this. But she blackmailed me it's her mistake. And whatever I am doing is just reaction to the action of Maa. I know Mishti will be hurt but I can't help. I thought no girl would be ready to marry a man like me but Mishti did she even didn't asked for time. This girl makes me go crazy. She will be hurt but again she won't show it to anyone she would just fake smile like always. I wish we continue our friendship even after we pa..rt o..u..r wa..ys.. I thought after living for one month with me Mishti would file a divorce but she didn't did so. She is adamant.
I need to stop overthinking.
Abir take a bath and cool yourself down.
After having a bath and cooling down myself I went out to have breakfast.
Sitting beside Mishti I glanced at the dishes there was no home made dish. Breakfast had fruits,milk, boiled eggs and dry fruits.
Now I understand why she said that she won't let me eat food made by Kuhu. Because Kuhu didn't made anything. Genius!
But how come fruits today for breakfast?
Who brought them ?
"Mishti you brought fruits?"
"Hmm Kal office se aate waqt I purchased them for today breakfast."
"Fruits tumne cut krke rakhe hai?"
"No. It was Maa and Kuhu because I don't know to cut fruits"
"Seriously. The girl who cools food so we'll doesn't know how to cut fruits?"
"I don't know to don't know. Zarori thodi hai ki I should know everything"
"Ye bhi baat hai"
"Ghar me Maa aur bhabhi hi fruits cut krte the. So I don't know"
"Hmm it's ok. No need to be an all rounder"
"Hmm"
"Chalo mujhe Mera breakfast do"
She gave me a plate with few fruits slices then milk and eggs.
"First have milk and then at the end have eggs"
"Mishti can I skip milk please?"
"No"
"Please"
"Abir it's good for health"
"Roz to peeta hu ek din nhi piunga to konsa pahad Tut padega?"
"Abirrr"
"Mishti please"
"You have to finish it"
"Please"
"Abir it's just a glass of milk. Sirf Ek glass hai. Log chaar chaar glass peete hai"
"Mujhe dusro ke baare me nhi jaana. Tumhare kehne pr Roz dudh peeta hu na so please spare me a day"
"Abir agar aap nhi peeyenge to baaki sb bhi nhi peeyenge"
"Yaar ye Kya zabardasti hai?"
"Please pee lijiye. I will make whatever you want in lunch"
"Sacchi"
"Hmm"
"Then make khichdi"
"Thandi ho jayegi Abir"
"Aarav kb kaam aaega!"
"Agar do khun maaf hote to Aarav hum dono ko maar dalta"
"Sach hai"
Chuckling we both continued our breakfast.
The fruits she brought are sweet just as her.
"Abir Mishti Kunal Kuhu aur Ketki"
Listed maa. Ok now she is going to say something important otherwise she doesn't takes names like this.
We all looked at her to hear further what she says
"Maine pandit ji ko phone kiya tha"
Kiski Shaadi karnae ke liye ?
"Unhone kaha hai Sunday is best for satyanarayan puja. So iss Sunday ko Ghar me puja hai don't give me excuses for being busy."
"Pr Maa puja achanak Kyu?"
"Abir kuhu Kunal ki nyi nyi Shaadi hui hai aur ye to tradition hai ki Naya joda satyanarayan ki puja krta hai"
"Meri aur Mishti ke Shaadi ke baad to nhi Hui thi"
What did you asked gadheda? And why?
"Kyuki Mishti ne Mana kiya tha."
Glancing at Mishti she just gave me a nod saying whatever Maa said was Truth. Why did she said no to puja?
"Kuhu Kunal tum dono puja karoge"
"Fine Maa"
I didn't pay attention to anything else only one question was there in my mind why did mishti said no to puja?
After finishing breakfast I went to our room and waited for mishti. And after few minutes she came and like regularly she started to give me my things.
" Mishti tumne puja ke liye kyu mana kiya?"
"Aap bhagwan se naraz hai. Aur aap puja kr bhi lete to mann se nhi krte isiliye maine mana kr dia"
Now I got my answer. She is right. I wouldn't have done it by all my heart and mind I would have just did it for sake for family like I married to mishti because of blackmail that maa did. She is good in taking decisions but she took one wrong decision and that is to marry me.
I went towards the door and she follows me till there as always. She sometimes even comes till the car and bids me bye. I don't know why but I just stared at her, her smile, her beautiful big doe eyes that cute nose and the ear which carries the alluring jewellery jhumka which she likes to wear it does make a dangling noise.
Bidding bye to her I went ,sat in my car and drove myself to the office.
I can't believe what sort of life I am living?
The pain I got from advika I would be forwarding it to Mishti.
Advika used me for my money and I am using Mishti to get rid of maa's tantrum.
Is it really good?
From when did you become so heartless abir?
Are you willing to hurt that sarcastic girl who brought fun in your life by her sarcasm?
I need to practice to eat food made by Kuhu mishti won't be there always.
"Bhai you look lost anything Happened?"
Asked Aarav that when I realized I am in my Cabin.
"Nothing Aarav"
"It's ok if you don't want to say it now but you can share it whenever you want"
I just smiled at him and continued my work.
No sooner I was at home sipping coffee with Mishti.
"Mishti Ketu ko help krne Mt kehna. What will she do by learning how to cook food?"
"What I did by learning to cook food"
"Mishti I know you know to cook very well. Lekin sb ko aae zarori nhi hai na"
"Abir Khana banna to Kuhu ko bhi nhi aata hai then too we all accepted her."
"Then why is there need for Ketu to learn cooking"
"To Kyu nhi khate Khana Jo Kuhu banti hai?"
I was num as she was again right.
"Kyu krte hai uske peeche uske banae khane ki burai? Abir Maa kuch galat nhi keh rhi hai ketu can give 1 hour for learning cooking nothing is wrong."
"Mishti phir bhi"
"Thik hai she will be in kitchen only for half an hour"
"Ok fine then"
She took both of us cups of coffee and then went out. I continued to work on my laptop and phone.
This work is so confusing!!
I don't want to work.
Abir you don't want to work???
Seriously!!
Sighing I continued my work.
After sometime Mishti came near me and said
"Alexa play Hindi song"
"Ok"
Khwaab hai tu.. Neend hoon main..
Donon milein raat bane..
She forwarded her right hand and I clutched it under my left palm.
We both started dancing. She again has some good news.
Roz yahi maangoon duaa..
Teri meri baat bane.. Baat bane..
My one hand was intertwined with her, the other was on her clothes which were acting as a barrier between my hand and her waist. Her left hand was on my shoulder.
Main rang sharbaton ka..
Tu meethe ghaat ka paani..
Mujhe khud mein ghol de to..
Mere yaar baat ban jaani..
We both are just moving are bodies keeping our eyes locked with each other's. I am waiting for her to tell the news. And I know she will.
O yaara tujhe pyaar ki batiyaan kya samjhaavaan..
Jaagti ratiyaan roz bitaavaan..
Is se aage ab main kya kahoon..
"Kya hua Mishti?"
"Abir I got a call from construction company"
I twirled her holding her index finger
"Hmm"
O yaara tujhe dolti ankhiyaan sadke jaavaan..
Maang le pakiyaan aaj duvaavaan..
Is se aage ab main kya kahoon..
"They said there work will finish in next 3 months and then fifteen more days for final touch by us"
She said while coming back to me her back pasting my chest.
Maine to dheere se, neendon ke dhaage se..
Baandha hai khwaab ko tere..
Main na jahaan chahoon, na aasmaan chaahoon,
aaja hisse mein tu mere..
"So NGO will be ready in next 3 and half months"
I said turning her to face me.
She just nodded in agreement and gave me a full blown happy smile.
Tu dhang chahaton ka..
Main jaise koi naadaani..
Mujhe khud se jod de to
Mere yaar baat ban jani..
"Mishti Why didn't you asked me to do Pooja?"
Rang sharbaton ka..
Tu meethe ghaat ka pani..
"Kya aap uss pathar ke aage apna Sr jhuka paate jisse me bhagwan maanti hu?"
Was her question. We both were still swaying on our own tunes.
I wouldn't be able do that. As during Pooja we have to several times join hands in front of God but I wouldn't have done that not on any condition.
Tere khayaalon se..
Tere khayaalon tak..
Mera to hai aana-jana..
"Why you never asked me to believe in God?"
I asked her again twirling her
Mera to jo bhi hai..
Tu hi tha tu hi hai..
Baaki jahaan hai begana..
Coming back to me pasting her back to my torso she said
"Why did you never asked me to not believe in God?"
She is answering me while questioning me.
I believe that everyone has a different equation with everyone and its her point of view whether to believe in God or Not. Maybe God never did anything like he did to me otherwise she would also not had faith in Almighty.
Chuckling I turned her towards me
Tum ek musaafir ho..
Main koi raah anjaani..
Man chaaha mod de to..
Mere yaar baat ban jaani..
I bent her little by her Waist
"Why do you believe in God?"
She asked coming back to the position.
"Why do you not believe in him?"
Rang sharbaton ka..
Tu meethe ghaat ka pani..
Mujhe khud mein ghol de to..
Mere yaar baat ban jaani..
"I have my own reasons"
"Even I have"
"Hmm"
O yaara tujhe pyaar ki batiyaan kya samjhaavaan..
Jaagti ratiyaan roz bitaavaan..
Isse aage ab main kya kahoon..
The lyrics suddenly made me remember of Time when I was with Advika. We use to talk all night, those memories started playing in front of my eyes.
I don't want to remember her.
No!!
She shouldn't bother me. I don't love her anymore. She was my love but not now.
I am with Mishti and I should focus on her.
O yaara tujhe dolti ankhiyaan sadke jaavaan..
Maang le pakiyaan aaj duvaavaan..
Is se aage ab main kya kahoon..
I glanced at Mishti she was smiling looking at me maybe because of the news of NGO. But was it only needs which made her Happy so much. I wish this smile stays on her face forever the real one.
We were still dancing even after the song ended and the new one was about to start. Again the memory of me and Advika dancing played in my mind and I detached from Mishti quickly, she did gave me confusing look. What should I answer her that I felt I was with Advika?
"Gaana khatam ho gaya Mishti"
"Abir Kya hua hai? Now you were happy and suddenly this change?"
"Kuch nhi Mishti. Kaam hai"
"Aap kaam ka bahana bacha ke rakhiye. Tell what happened?"
Why she has to know me so well?
No need!
I hope Maa mujhe samajh paati the same way you do Mishti.
I wish Maine Advika ko pehle hi samajh liya hota.
"Abir kaha kho Gaye? Tell me what happened? Kuch to hua hai Abir please share it with me"
She said being concerned with a soft voice.
I wish I had courage to tell you the whole Story of my life.
That's the reason I asked Maa and Nanko to tell you about my life.
"Mishti kuch nhi hua hai. You go and make dinner"
"Bhaad me jaae dinner. Tell me Kya hua hai aapko?"
Why is so adamant?
Can't she just listen to me once.
"Mishti Maine..."
"Mujhe Sach sunna hai Abir"
Her voice is getting little stern as if it is warning for me to not lie. And just spill out the truth but I can't do it.
But I can try my luck by lying.
"Mishti.."
"Truth Abir"
She said in stern voice now I know I don't have any escape from her. I can't tell the truth to her but can tell half Truth.
"Kuch yaad aagaya tha"
Her face and eyes softened as if understanding my every emotion.
Without saying anything she embraced me in a warm hug without thinking anything further I too reciprocated her by looping my hands around her.
I did needed this. I was feeling unbearably heavy and pain. I really wanted someone to embrace me and say I am there for you.
I felt her hands rubbing my back not able to control more I just hid my face in crook of her neck.
I wanted to cry badly but not even a single drop of tear left my eyes.
I was so close to her probably for the first Time.
It took every ounce of my energy to stop myself from kissing, sucking, biting her soft shoulder blade. I did forgot everything even about those memories of Advika.
"Abirr"
"Hmm"
"I am sorry"
Coming out of embrace I cupped her face my one hand
"Why are you sorry Mishti?"
She kept her hand on my palm which was on her cheeks and said
"I don't know"
We both just looked into each other's eyes trying to convey some emotions.
"Abir we can't change our past and those memories but we can make new memories and good ones"
"Hmm"
She took my hand in her hand and said
"We both will together make fresh and good memories. I am there for you Abir"
"Always?"
I wanted her to nod in yes.
She thought for a while and Said
"I won't be with you if you are feeling forced or you cheat on me"
Smiling she went out not before asking me to join for dinner.
Atleast she answered honestly not like Advika who promised me to be with me forever and left because my company suffered loss that to only for month Soon my company recovered the loss and even gained profit.
I can't even react to what Mishti said. I just hope no one ever says to her that I was forced in this marriage. I am least interested in having any relationship so I won't cheat her. I don't think anyone would look so beautiful as her. She is the only piece in the world who wears Mangalsutra of my name sadly for few more months only. After that she will be wearing Mangalsutra and Vermillion for some other men. The other man would see her in her night suit so I won't be having the right to say that it's only me who has seen her in such outfit. They both would ki...ss
No!!
I can't imagine this much.
Stop Abir!!
The image of Mishti with other man is not going good with me. I will smash that person's head.
They both would sleep on same... Be..d
Noooo!
This is not going to happen.
Mishti won't get married to some other person.
But why?
She has all rights to do so.
She won't get married to anyone else.
I need to calm down myself. Going in washroom I washed my face for few times and then went to have dinner.
I was about to sit on my chair when Mishti held my left hand
"Abir ye kaise laga. Look at it, it so red and it swelled too. Kya laga aapko Abir?"
Everyone looked at me and then at the swelling on my left hand. I remember it was because I hit my hand on the cupboard in our room before coming for dinner.
My knuckles were looking as if they are bruised badly. Everyone asked me what happened I just cooked up the lie and said
"Mera pair slip hogaya and then my hand got hit with Cupboard"
"Dhyaan rakhna chahiye Abir"
"Bhai aaram see Chala kijiye"
All were advising me while Mishti made me sit on chair and asked Kuhu to bring First aid box. This time Maa didn't came to me to apply ointment on my injury. She sat on her place and let Mishti do everything. Maa didn't came ahead hurted me a bit even though care for me was seen in her eyes. What stopped Maa from Coming near me?
Did our relation really took such a bad turn that Maa won't come to heal my wounds?
Mishti was being restless as if someone snatched her peace from her. I did like the concern she has for me. It gives me a surreal feeling.
Taking out the cream Mishti started to apply it on my hand which were hurting badly.
"Aaah Mishti dheere se"
She looked up at me, gave me a painful look and muttered sorry.
After she completed addressing my hand she went to wash hands. Coming back she and Kuhu served food to all.
We all started to have our dinner.
I ate using my right hand as always, the injury wasn't having a great effect it was just paining a little.
When I was about to move my left hand for taking glass of water it pained a bit which made me silently hiss in pain. Understanding my situation Mishti quickly held the glass full of water near my lips and gestured me to drink water.
I just stared at her while drinking water.
Why she has to be so understanding and Mature?
Why don't she complains me about some small things?
Why she doesn't wait for me to answer on her behalf?
She kept the glass at it's place and raised her brows looking at me asking me what happened I nodded in sideways and continued eating.
"Bhai aap jaanbujhkar to nhi hurt krte na khudko especially haatho ko?"
Questioned Nanko. Why would I hurt myself purposely?
Everyone gave him confusing look and he elaborated
"Taaki Mishti aapko khana khila sake"
What??
He means I get myself hurt purposely so that Mishti could make me eat!!
I shot him angry glare while others laughed.
Mishti was eating food as if nothing happened. She knows to hide all her emotions behind the mask.
There is always a mask on her face I would like to meet the Mishti Behind the mask. I know she in real she is sarcastic, funny and childish but what made her wear that stupid mask?
Will she ever share with me?
Did you shared about your past with Her?
Mocked my subconscious mind. Of course I didn't shared anything from my past life why will she share then?
Did she experienced same as me?
No this can't happen she is a girl who knows to read face of people. She can't get the same betrayal I got from Advika.
Or
Maybe
She did it's the reason she doesn't want to tell me anything related to her past life.
I need to stop my overthinking.This is going to kill me one day.
Sighing I continued to eat food made by Mishti. Today she made stuffed Pomfret.
Why is she not eating it?
Why is She eating that Stupid Omelettes leaving such a good fish?
Arrghhh this girl is crazy!!
"Mishti why are you not eating fish?"
"I don't like it"
"Really?"
"Hmm"
"Ok continue to eat"
"I am"
"Fine"
Completing our dinner we all were in our rooms.
Mishti was laying down on her place and so was me.
"Mishti"
"Hmm"
"Do you want to share something with me?"
There was silence after few moments she answered
"Not now of there is anything I will share it with you"
"Hmm Good Night"
"Good night"
We both slept in some time.
********
Abir P.O.V
Not so soon it was Sunday the day of Pooja I am least interested in it but I have to get ready even If I don't sit and pray because Maheshwari's and Kuhu's family Both are coming today.
No other guests are invited as Maa wanted the Pooja to be small and sweet. Maybe because of what she experienced while Kuhu's Muh dikhai.
Mishti has started to buy fruits when she comes back from office. So she gives us those fruits in breakfast which minimizes Kuhu's work. But I don't like the fact as Kuhu won't make breakfast nor lunch. She will only make roti for dinner that's it. It's the only work in house she does. Rest work is look after by Mishti. I did talk to Mishti on this but this girl won't listen to me. If Kuhu will not learn to take up responsibilities now when will she take up her duties then?
The Pooja might be starting in an hour, everyone is busy in getting ready. Just a minute before Mishti went to Ketki's room to make her ready. I don't know what she gets by making ketu ready.
Mishti kept my clothes ready so that I could wear it and get set but I am the laziest I will wear at the last minute anyways I am not going to participate in Pooja.
After few minutes Mishti came back and took her saree and blouse.
It was a red glittery saree which is not of Mishti's type. I haven't seen her wearing such types of sarees why is she wearing it today.
She was about to enter washroom when I Said
"Suno"
She turned towards me
"Are you going to wear this saree" I asked pointing towards the saree in her hand
"Nhi. Iss saree ka parda bana ke bathroom me taang dungi. Aur phir aise without wearing saree Bahar aaungi"
I rolled my eyes at her answer can't she answer in simple yes and no?
"I mean this saree is not your type. You were those sober or traditional sarees then this one?"
"Abir ye saree Kuhu and Kunal brought for me as a gift when they came back from their honeymoon. They even gifted you a watch. I can wear saree atleast once so that they feel good. And sometimes we should try something out of character"
"Hmm. Try then"
She turned and opened the door knob
"Suno"
She again turned towards me
"Waise agar tum Bina saree ke Bahar aao to chalega. You know we must try something out of character"
"You Ajeeb Rajvansh"
Saying this she threw the nearby charger on me but the target missed the charger fell on floor.
She again turned and stepped into bathroom
"Suno"
She turned and gave me a I will kill you look.
"Kuch nhi jao"
She sighed heavily and finally went in washroom.
Picking up the charger I plugged it to it's point. Things in house need to be unbreakable otherwise she will break each and every thing. I just hope one day doesn't throws the TV at me she can do anything after all she is magenta belt in Karate. Thanks to the builder of this house, everywhere the glass used if it is broken it will turn to powder and not in small glass pieces. The powder won't hurt anyone. And thanks to Maa she agreed for using toughened glass. Otherwise Mishti would have broke one of the glass and then the glass pieces would have hurt someone in family. Maa can see future I guess.
I was brought out of my thoughts by my phone it started ringing.
Attending the call I went out so that Mishti isn't disturbed.
"Ha bol Aarav"
"Bhai aaj bhabhi cycling ke liye bhi nhi gyi nor she came out today. Ghar me sb thik hai na?"
"Ye Kya puch raha hai? I am with her in the house. Aaj Ghar me Pooja hai"
"Ohh. Gaurds ka call aaya tha isiliye"
"Itni chotti baat batane ke zarorat nhi hai. I know I am with her."
"Ye to pata nhi tha ki cycling pe jaati hai? Aur aapne hi kaha tha to give you every single detail."
"Aur kitna sunayega? Bss kr na ab"
"Ok fine be with Bhabhi bye"
He disconnected the call even before listening to me. I just shook my head in disbelief and entered our room only to get a sweet shock.
Mishti was looking elegant and alluring in that red saree and little bit makeup.
She was facing mirror. I could simply see her reflection through mirror.
I was about to say se...xy but stopped myself. She turned towards me and asked
"How am I looking Abir?"
Mesmerizing breathtaking and what not!
"Ek kaami hai"
She was confused. I went to the dressing table to the pocket of Bindi, removing one Bindi from it I sticked it in the middle of her eyes brows.
"Perfect"
She just looked down smiling and muttered thanks.
"Mishti khud ki nazar utar lo. Bohot khubsurat lag rhi ho"
"Me Kyu aap hai na"
"Umm ha Maa krti hai right? Kaise krti hai?"
I remembered Rajshri Maa taking baliya of Mishti and copied her actions by taking baliya of Mishti by rotating my fingers around her face and then taking back them near my face.
She was smiling broadly so was I, but I felt I should do something more. She is looking extremely beautiful thoda extra effort lagega.
Again going towards dressing table I started to find for kajal.
"Abir aapko Kya chahiye?"
"Ek minute Mishti"
Atlast I found kajal in the first drawer turning towards her I applied a small dot of kajal behind her ear to protect her from buri nazar.
Her eyes were highlighted by the Kohl and that faint reddish golden eye shadow made her beautiful eyes more attractive.
"I must say Kuhu has a good choice"
"Why only appreciate Kuhu? Nanko bhi tha gift lete samay"
"Ha ha thik hai aapke Nanko ki bhi acchi choice hai"
"Good"
"Abir get ready soon. I am going out to look after work"
"What work? Why work? Itna tayaar hoke koi kaam krta hai Kya?"
"Abirr I am not going to wash utensils or clothes. I am just looking after the food and the items needed for Pooja"
"Khana tumne banya?"
"Maa won't let me do it. She ordered food"
"Good she did that. Tum akeli itne logo kaise banate."
"Ok get ready"
"Fine"
She went out with the charmistic Aura of her. She is has her own charms. Her smile is really beautiful.
She kept a red kurta with golden design on it ready for me to wear.
Wearing the kurta and it's pajama I folded my sleeves till elbow. I was about to wear the watch Mishti kept for me but I got reminded about the watch Nanko and Kuhu gifted me. So I strapped the watch gifted by Nanko around my wrist.
Keeping my phone on silent mode I went out only to meet Papa And Maa who has just arrived.
Thanks to Me I am on time otherwise papa mujhe kha jaate. Ek to pehle hi naraz rehte hai Mujhse pata nhi Kyu?
Going towards them I touched thier feets and they did bless me like always to be happy.
We all sat in hall for some time as the Pooja is yet to start. Mishti was delighted to meet her parents but her smile vanished when she noticed that Bhai, bhabhi and Divya are not there. Asking the Reason papa said bhabhi had a sonography so the trio is at Hospital. Mishti pouted at it like a little kid.
How would it feel to look at the life growing inside your Better half's body?
The feeling of looking at the sonography would be amazing.
It would our own part. The baby who would call me papa and Mishti as mumma.
Wait Mishti?
Mumma of my child?
How can it be?
I mean we both will part ways after few months.
Abir you will never have a kid. Just stop thinking too much.
Following the tradition Papa Arranged Jasmine buds in Mishti's hair. This time I didn't fail to capture the moment. I wish I had a daughter like Mishti I would have daily made her ready, fulfilled all her wishes, accepted her every tantrum, her anger everything. But I can only wish for it, it wouldn't happen. Nothing of this is going to happen. I will never have a daughter who would have all my heart and soul, with whom I would have danced. I can't get this in reality but I can imagine this. I can live all This moments in my dreams and I will dream forever.
The fragrance of Jasmine quickly spread all over the hall. Marking it's present.
Pooja was about to start when Kuhu's family arrived. After that Kuhu and Nanko sat for Pooja with everyone sitting around them.
Having no choice I sat beside Mishti who was busy in talking with Maa and Papa.
I helped Mishti while sitting down with saree so that she doesn't face any problem.
Settling down the trio again started to talking.
Taking my phone I clicked few photos of Mishti,papa and maa. Then thought to click some photos of others. So I took photos of Maa, Ketki, Kuhu and Nanko some even of varsha aunty and Shaurya uncle. My camera again focused on Mishti who was laughing whole heartely listening to talks of Papa.
"Tumhari hi biwi hai khul ke photo nikalo"
Rajshri Maa said to me in lower tone I couldn't do anything but smile at her comment as I was taking photos of Mishti unkown to her.
"Meri model to aap hai. Aap Jo sbse jyada khubsurat hai"
I said to her in a playful tone
"Chup badmash"
Rajshri Maa and me clicked a selfie.
"Mishti Prasad lekr aao"
Ordered my mother. Mishti got up fixed her saree a little and started to move towards kitchen. Even I got up and went behind her so that I can help her.
"Abir aap Kyu aae?"
"To help you"
She smiled and walked to the kitchen.
She took the big bowl which was full of suji ka Halwa. By the smell I could say it was made by her.
"Mishti halwa tumne banaya?"
"Hmm"
"What should I take?"
"You take the bowl of milk and bananas"
I took the bowl she said, there was a big jar beside it.
"Iss jar me Kya hai Mishti?"
We both started to walk towards hall where Pooja was arranged
"Ladoo. Maine kaha tha Maa se bannae ke liye. So she brought it today"
"Vo kyu?"
"None of you eat dry fruits properly so from tomorrow I will give you all one ladoo per person"
"Ok"
Mishti kept her bowl first near the pandit and then she took the bowl from my hand and kept it near pandit.
She again sat down on her place I again helped her with her saree. I was busy in replying the mail and some questions if people around asked. I didn't pay any attention to the mantra which was being chanted by pandit. Later I talked with Maa papa and varsha aunty for some time. I was really getting bored. I could have worked for sometime but this Mishti she said me to attend this stupid Pooja. After don't know how many hours all got up as the Pandit said it's time for aarti.
I won't stand here for aarti. I can't. Making am excuse of Call I escaped from Aarti. I was standing at a distance from which I could see what is happening in Pooja. Kuhu and Nanko did the aarti while others were clapping hands and singing the aarti.
The aarti got finished, Ketki was told to distribute Prasad to all. Everyone sat in living room on the sofas arranged. Ketki was giving halwa to all when I noticed That fucking bastard Nishant was checking out on Ketki. She was wearing a saree which showcased her waist.
Why this girls have to wear sarees?
Wrong question Abir!!
Why this boys always have to checkout on the girl around?
Is the right question.
Quickly going near Ketki I snatched the bowl from her everyone looked at me as if I killed someone.
"Ketki you sit beside Mishti I will give Prasad to all"
Ketki and Mishti both gave me suspicious look. I just pleaded through eyes to both of them. I can do anything to save my sister from every bastards eye. I just badly wanted to punch on face of Nishant but can't because he is the guest today. Once I meet him in Alone I will definitely make him handicapp. Listening to me Ketki went and sat beside Mishti. There she is sitting on the corner of sofa so that the open part of her waist isn't Seen as it got hid by the sofa. I gave Prasad to rest who didn't got the halwa as Prasad. Last one was Mishti to take the Prasad she ate her part and took the bowl and gave me spoonful of halwa I nodded in no then she said
"Don't take it as Prasad but as halwa"
This girl knows to make me nod in yes for everything. I accepted the halwa and ate the it. She went to keep the bowl in kitchen I sat beside ketu so that Nishant doesn't again checks out on her.
Mishti came and sat beside papa. She is definitely the Papa ki Pari. All were talking Continuously about something or the other. I thought to tease ketu.
"Ketu tu aaj bohot hi Khubsurat..."
Almost people looked at me, ketu was in 440 volt ka jhatka as she thought I was complementing her.
"...Naagin lag rhi hai"
Others laughed while Ketu took her own time to come out of shock. As soon as she understood she started hitting me with the pillow on the sofa.
"Bhai aap... Ek minute male bhooto ko Kya kehte hai?"
"Mujhe Kya pata?"
"Aap... Aap Voldemort ho"
"Ohh hello mere naak dekhi hai kitni lambi hai"
"Whatever. Mujhe aap se baat hi nhi krni. Jao"
"Me kaha jaunga tujhe chod ke"
"Mishti bhabhi ke pass"
Glancing at Mishti I looked back at Ketki who was acting to be angry on me
"But I need my ketu suketu always beside me"
She turned her head towards me and smiled.
"Bhai. I hate you"
She said while smiling
"I hate you too ketu"
After a very long time I had a moment with ketu even though it was very small I was happy. But truth to be said Ketu was really looking like a doll in that bottle green silk saree.
"Khana khane chale?"
Asked Maa as it was already lunch time.
Everyone nodded and walked towards dining table. Everyone sat except me Mishti and Nishant. I knew Nishant would try to sit beside ketu so changed my mind to sit on my daily place.
"Me aaj Meri behen ke saath bethaunga"
Saying this I sat on the chair which was to the right side of Ketki as if understanding my motto to not let Nishant sit beside ketu Mishti sat on the chair which was to the left of Ketu. Nishant didn't had any option so he sat beside his mother. Food was served by Kuhu and Mishti and then we all started to eat. Everyone kept on saying something or the other I was least interested to have some talk with anyone. After dinner everyone again sat in hall to talk. I saw Nishant going outside to answer a call. Making an excuse I went behind him. Watching me infront he asked to person to call later and disconnected the call.
"Bhai aap.."
Before he could complete I slapped him. He caressed the area which became red due to my attack. My anger was on its peak today he stared at Ketu and on nanko's wedding he was checking out on Mishti.
"Stay away from my family otherwise I will pull out your eyeballs."
"Maine aisa Kya kiya hai Jo aap.."
"Kya kiya hai? You were checking out on Mishti and ketu. Dare you look at any woman with that fucking lustful eyes remember you will not be able to fuck then"
With this I went away from him. I need to calm myself otherwise everyone will understand I am angry. I wen tto kitchen to have some cold water. As I entered kitchen I saw Mishti. She was sitting on the kitchen slab eating jalebi. It looked like a 4 year old
Kid is eating it's favorite chocolate.
"Mishti"
She looked at me and then again continued eating her jalebi.
"Jalebi Kon laya?"
Because till I remember lunch me to jalebi nhi thi. Then ab Kaha se aae?
"Papa"
"Tumhare liye?"
"Hmm sirf mere liye"
"To itni der Kyu nhi khai? Papa must have brought it with himself"
"Umm wo pooja ke pehle Mera fast tha and then hum sb khana khane chale gye. So I am having it now"
"Enjoy your jalebi. You like them?"
"Very much. You know garam garam jalebi with rabdi tastes awesome. I just love that combination "
Usually I don't eat much jalebi but now I am tempting to eat jalebi.
Taking the jalebi from the plate I ate it.
"It tastes good. It's still little bit hot then you can have it rabdi"
"Air tight box me tha so it is still hot. Rabdi nhi hai. When Papa went to the shop rabdi was not available."
She said while pouting. Sitting beside her on the slab I helped her in finishing the jalebi. If I order someone to bring rabdi now till the time the person comes with rabdi she will finish jalebi. I ate jalebi slowly so that she can eat more as she loves it. Slowly we both emptied the plate only one jalebi was left. We both looked at each other
"Mujhe nhi khani"
We both said in unison and laughed listening to each other.
"Abir aap kha lijiye"
"Mishti you eat."
"Abir aap aaahh"
I felt someone pulling my ear turning it was Rajshri maa. She was pulling my ear and Mishti's ear also.
"Aaah Maa please dard ho raha hai"
Even though her hold was soft I said so.
"Tum dono yaha jalebi khate baithe ho."
"Maa you know I can't say no to jalebi"
Innocently defended Mishti
"Aur tum Abir?"
"Me Mishti ko company de rha tha"
She left our ears and slightly patted our cheeks.
"Dono abhi bhi bacche hi ho"
We both just smiled.
"Chalo ab Bahar. Hume bhi chalna hai"
"Aap kaha jaa rhi hai?"
"Ghar"
"Maa please don't go stay here na please"
Requested Mishti. I feel bad for girls they have to leave the place they are staying from thier birth. They have to leave their parents, siblings,room everything. They step in to the new world when they marry another man. In love Marriage atleast they know the man they are marrying, the man also loves them but in arrange marriage both Don't even know each other properly. I can't give Mishti the love she deserves but I can atleast make her life simpler and comfortable. I will try my best to keep her happy till she is with me. Out of no where ketu came and had that last jalebi. Me and Mishti just gave each other smile and I climbed down from the slab. I helped her to jump from the slab holding her hands.
We all gathered at the gate as it was time for Maheshwari's and Kuhu's family to bid us bye. Me, Mishti, Ketu,Kuhu and Nanko touched everyone feets to seek blessings. Everyone stopped Mishti,ketu and Kuhu from touching feet and embraced them, but to me and Nanko all let us touch their feet and then embraced us. Why this partially?
Kuhu's family went first. Nishant didn't even speak a word nor did looked at any one especially ketu and Mishti. Nishant just have me a smirk while sitting inside his car. Maa and papa sat in car and went. Mishti smiled sadly and let them go.
*********
Vishamber P.O.V.
Today I met Mishti after so many days. She was seeming Happy. I hope she is really happy and she gets what she wants. I took her favorite jalebi with me to surprise her. She is madly in love with jalebi.
She had dreams to do Pooja with her better half, she did mention it when last time me and Rajshri were doing Pooja. But Abir doesn't believe in God which results in crushing down my daughter's dream. Why should my girl give up her dreams when Abir can't give up his dreams for her? Why only my girl should sacrifice?
Rajvansh family is respected a lot in society. But this won't stop me from taking my daughter away from them if she isn't happy thier. I always try to convince Mishti to come back to Maheshwari sadan but today I didn't.
Today I saw Abir helping her, talking to her, I did saw him clicking Mishti's photo but pretended to be not. Abir is growing as something other I had never seen him in but for good. I can let Mishti take this chance but won't let anyone harm and hurt my daughter. Even if a single tear drop escapes her eyes I will plan to kill all Rajvansh family.
Before marriage I didn't wanted her to get married to Abir as his name was famous for being rude and anger filled person in last few years. We are family who don't believe in what people say so I tried to give them one chance. Whenever I met Abir he was all silent and just working on his mobile. I can't let my daughter get married to a workaholic man.
I did gifted them Honeymoon package after their wedding but Mishti my own daughter denied to it. I could understand her situation as me and Rajshri were also in arrange Marriage.
I could still remember the embarrassing feeling whenever the guide said us to enjoy our honeymoon. We were not too close at that time yet we just went to keep family happy. Mishti wanted a arrange Marriage as me and Rajshri were also tied in arrange Marriage. But this didn't meant I will let her marry any random guy, she tried each and every way so that I could say yes to this marriage.
What made me agree atlast was her determination, she was 101 percent sure that she wanted this marriage to take place. She assured me that if her marriage with Abir fails after 2 years she will do whatever I say. I don't want this marriage to fail but if it fails I won't ask her to marry second time. I will giver her own time and let her come out from the sadness. It will be all her decision to continue this marriage or Marry second time or remain single for life.
I wish I could keep Mishti at my home even after her marriage why only girls have to leave thier house and parents let the son leave. I want my daughter to be always beside me. I want to take care of her, love her till my last breath.
Ladkiya Sach me Ghar ki Laxmi hoti hai.
I still remember after Mishti came into our life, I got a deal which resulted as a milestone for my company.
After marriage it was Rajshri who motivated and supported me to start a company. Then Saurabh arrived in our life. I started to work more earn more and then Mishti came. Everything changed after her arrival. Their was a voice in the house who would Continuously speak something and keep quiet when Guest arrived.
Child's first word is Maa but Mishti's first word was 'Papa' even though Saurabh use to call me papa the feeling to hear papa from your daughter's mouth gave all the happiness you needed in life. Whenever she won't be in house I would miss her voice, her presence. She went to London for 3 years to complete her studies. The 3 years were like 3 centuries for me even though we talked daily. I cancelled all my meetings everything when she came back. I just wanted to be with my daughter. I wanted to cover the time of 3 years at once.
From the day Mishti got married I daily go to her room before sleeping to recall all those beautiful memories of her. Even now we talk daily but her presence is missing I can't caress her hairs, put her to sleep. I just wish I could change all those rules. Whenever she calls and informs that she will visit us I cancel all my meetings.
I know even Rajshri misses her daughter. The relation of mother and daughter cant be explained in words. The time when Rajshri misses Mishti the most is when she is kitchen to cook food. Everytime Rajshri would go in kitchen she would take Mishti with her. Rajshri didn't let Mishti do any work in kitchen but they both just use to talk. Cooking time was thier mother daughter's talking time.
Ridhima and Divya are there in house but they can't fill the void of Mishti. As I know how much I miss my daughter I do keep telling Ridhima to visit her parents house to stay there for few days but this idiot son of Rajshri doesn't let her go. Now she will go to her parents house in delivery period she also went when she was pregnant for first time. That time Mishti was here but now no one would be there in house.
Saurabh and Divya will go with ridhima as they can't live without her. Mishti is in Rajvansh house. What will me and Rajshri do alone in this big house? I think me and Rajshri should go out for somedays. I haven't spent some time with her which I should. I am busy in some office work. I will plan something for both of us unkown to her for our wedding anniversary.
( I know this is something you expected from Abir to do for Mishti but I can't help.)
Next month its Mishti's birthday. I am confused should I make a plan for the day or she will spend it with Rajvansh family. She doesn't like to celebrate her birthday in very noisy manner. She just spends her whole day with family. It's fix for everyone in the house that they can't go anywhere to work they have to stay with Mishti. In short kaam gaya bhaad me.
I wish I could remove all those unwanted days from her life when she felt useless, when she felt as a burden but sadly I can't.
Her past life.
Her periods, she suffers through mild pain during her period but pain is pain. I tried my best to spend more time with her in those days, Rajshri would make all her favorite dishes. We pampered her more in those four days. But there in Rajvansh sadan I wonder if anyone even knows her menses date or not. They taking care of Mishti in my dreams. So Rajshri keeps sending her favorite food thier so that she feels a little bit happy. whenever I know it's her menses date I call her to meet me in ice cream parlor so that she can enjoy her favorite ice cream as much as she wants.
In the earlier days of her Menstrual cycle she didn't speak to me about it maybe because of the tradition. She felt shy in sharing her pain in those days with me. So I just started to give her more attention and care extra for her. After that she stopped feeling shy to share her pain she would freely talk to me on any topic.
(If I keep on writing about father daughter relation it won't end so let's stop here itself)
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