Love poem:

'But why?'

Love is the most wonderful word,
But sometimes it can be the worst.
It may take you to the dream world,
But it can also make it only a dream.

Love is endless, they say,
But love is heartless, I say.
Love is sweet as an ice cream.
But it would expire someday-
Just like ice cream.

Disney made me love him,
And he made me dump myself.
After I found him,
I became senseless.

Each and every drop of acid,
Was the advantage of loving him.
I am addicted,
To the pain.

Everything he do,
Made me a hoe.

He was my love,
A heartless love.
Love was beautiful, I thought-
Until, I saw him like that.

For him I could pretend that I hated him,
After I saw him cheating on me.
But I love him,
Why does I love him?
Because I was addicted,
And he was my drug.

Why he did that to me?.

He was my world,
Until I saw the real world.

The moment I saw the real world,
Was when I recovered from-
My senseless situation.

I wish I didn't had met him.
The tears that I shed was a waste.
I don't want anything, but him.

He didn't deserved me,
I didn't deserved this shit.

He made me blind,
With the the power of his acting.

I am blind,
I am deaf,
I am dump.

Love is a drug,
I didn't knew it.
I should have quite it,
But I was addicted to it.

I went to the doctors-
And asked them-
"A medicine please!".
They asked me which medicine.

I said them "A medicine for forgetting him",
They looked at me confused.
I ran from there,
Crying my heart and eyes out.

I locked myself in my room,
And thought about the moment-
I had with him.

I isolated myself,
To stop myself from going back-
to him.
I blindfolded myself,
To stop myself admiring at his picture.

I refused to eat,
It made me remember-
that day when he fed me.

I gave up my parents, who loved me,
for him.
I gave up my friends, who loved me
for him.
I gave up my life,
For him.

I gave myself for him,
To make me his.
But, I should have thought that-
if I gave me myself,
Then how can I make him mine-
when I don't even has me?.

I ended everything...

Love is the most wonderful word,
But sometimes it can be the worst.
It may take you to the dream world,
But it can also make it only a dream.

Love is sweet,
They repeat.
Love is bitter,
I repeat.

I ended my life,
For him.
I made myself blind,
For him.
I made myself deaf,
For him.
I became senseless,
For him.
I became a fool,
For him.

No more being senseless,
For him.

For him,
I was a joke.

He used me,
To laugh.

While, the whole world was against-
me and him,
Still, I shouted at the world,
"He is mine".

How beautiful it would be,
If you were mine, officially.

How happy I would be,
If you were mine, officially.

But you thought it would be fun-
-to use me.
You used me,
For fun.
I loved you,
With all my heart.

I wish you were here with me,
To cuddle me to-
Protect me from this freezing cold.

Oh my love,
I am broken.
Because, of you,
I am broken.

Please help me love,
I am bleeding.
Come and save me love,
I am dying.

Come and hug me love,
And whisper sweet words to me,
Like you used to tell me before.

Oh my love...
Please, don't let me down.
I trusted you, love.
You made me dump myself.

But, why?

But, why?
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