Depression poem:

' I deserves this '

My legs were shaking,
Arms were freezing.
In that room,
Where no one will find me.

I don't deserve this world,
All I am suffering is what I deserves.
I deserves this.

I don't wanna see anyone.
I don't wanna mingle with the outside world.

All I wanna do is,
To torture myself.

I deserves this.

The air conditioner is on,
Its been 3 days,
I am torturing myself.
I deserves this.

I am locked in this room,
Freezing cold...
No food, No water.
I deserves this.

My mind was drowning in depression,
My body is craving for some water.
I deserves this.

Nobody loves me,
Everybody says I am a psycho.
I deserves this.

My body was shaking.
I don't wanna suicide,
But all I wanna do is to torture myself.
I deserves this.

I wish a wolf comes here,
And tear my flesh and eat me,
Till the last drop of blood is drained.

I am a fool,
Talentless,
Mistake of my parents,
And a shame for my society.

Nobody talks to me,
I deserve it.

Parents yells at me,
I deserve it.
Friends ignore me,
I deserve it.
Society makes fun of me,
I deserve it.

I deserve all the worst things.

I always thinks negatively,
I know it.
But, I am enjoying the pain I suffer,
Without any reasons.

I wanna disappear from this world.
I wanna throw myself away,
To a pack of wolves.

I stood up,
And by using all my energy,
I went to the top of my flat.
It was mid-night.

I looked around,
I gave a one last glance,
To the world.
This world is beautiful,
I don't deserve this world.

I deserves hell.
I looked down.
The top highlighted headline of tomorrows-
newspaper went through my mind.
It will be my death news.
Let them celebrate.

Without a second thought,
I jumped.
The next moment,
My eyes closed.
Darkness took over everything.

I deserves this.
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