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Suzzanah's POV

I can't breathe!

My body was submerged underwater, slowly sinking to the bottom of a seemingly endless chasm. The cold water around me swirled ominously, engulfing my body in its liquid clutches. I could feel gravity weighing down heavily on my limp body, dragging it down.

Away from the land of the living.

I can't breathe, I'm drowning!

I tried to move my limbs, but they remained paralyzed at my sides. I wanted to move my body, I couldn't, no matter how hard I screamed at myself to try. My body refused to listen to my mind.

It was like I was trying to control something that was not my own. And with every passing second, I could feel my existence growing bleaker and bleaker.

What's happening?!

My eyes were open, but it was getting harder to see. Nothing was clear anymore. All I could make out through my blurred vision were vague flashes of color.

The blue of the water.

The dark brown of my hair.

The silver of one lock.

The pink of my dress.

And the red...

The red that spilled out of my hollow chest.

The red that stained my clothes, my skin and the water around me.

And the red that marked the end of my life.

The red of my blood.

It was too late now.

It's all over.

Within seconds all energy left me, much like my will to live- No! Not the will, but the time. I didn't have any left anymore.

And I was dying.

My mind grew dim, like the light that illuminated the distant surface. And my body turned numb to everything. My vision grew dark and I closed my eyes. Strangely enough, I didn't have regrets about dying.

But I had one, just one...about not being able to live.

And as the last of my breath left my body, my final thoughts were of a man faraway, whom I wished I could have seen one last time. And my final words were but a quiet whisper to him. To my dear beloved.

I'm so sorry...

I love you...

...Goodbye.

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My eyes shot open, forehead beaded with perspiration and chest heaving as I gasped for breath. I could feel my heart racing wildly as I blinked profusely, trying to place my surroundings. I was lying on a bed in an unfamiliar room, or so I thought, till I remembered that this was my hotel room in the Ashford Hotel Enterprises.

My hand- that until then had been desperately clutching the sheets- shot to my chest, feeling for a wound or injury that should have been there.

But there was nothing.

And when I raised my palm to my face, there was no blood on it either.

So it was a just a dream.

Closing my eyes, I rested my forearm over my face in exhaustion. My body was drenched in sweat and my breath came out in heavy pants as I couldn't shake the feeling that I was still drowning and unable to breathe.

Allowing myself time to calm down, I took deep breaths through my mouth, taking in as much oxygen as I could. It took several seconds for my body to stop trembling and when it finally did, I let my mind drift back to that dream.

It had been one of the most real-seeming dreams I had ever had. Maybe even more than 'Mirror dream'.

Almost as if...it wasn't a dream at all.

I wiped my moist forehead with the sleeve of my shirt before sitting up and leaning against the headboard. I still felt tired, but there was no way I was going back to sleep after a dream like that one.

The more I thought about it, the more I felt uneasy. There was a nagging feeling in my gut about that dream, one that told me there was way more to it than I knew. As though it had been but a sneak peak of what actually was a much larger picture.

But what disturbed me the most was not the dream itself, but the woman in that dream. The woman who was drowning. The woman...who had died.

It was supposed to be me...

But-

The sound of a soft knock on the door broke me out of my thoughts and my gaze shot to the person who opened the door quietly and peeked inside. It was Helen, the girl who had been assigned to aid me, in the Beta-female's place.

"My Queen, you're awake!" she exclaimed as she rushed to my side looking worried, "Are you alright?!" she asked, her face contorted in concern.

I nodded hesitantly, wondering if it was that obvious from my face that I was a little shaken-up at the moment. But it was only when she handed me a box of tissues that I realized why she looked so anxious.

Drying tears streaked my cheeks and neck, and my eyes were still moist. I had been crying in my sleep and I hadn't even noticed. My fingers touched my moist face and my eyes widened in surprise as a familiar dull ache pulsed within my chest.

Was that really...just a dream?

"Queen?" Helen said, looking troubled and I quickly shook my head and gave her a small smile before taking a tissue and dabbing my face dry.

"I'm okay, don't worry", I replied before checking the time. It was 7:35 AM.

"Do you know where Zuerien is?" I asked Helen who was still watching me worriedly.

"I was told he was with Alpha Penson, my Queen", she replied and I nodded.

"Alright", I replied, "Thank you for your services. I should get ready now"

"Of course", she said moving away from me, "Shall I prepare your bath for you?"

I gave her a surprised look, "Oh no, no. There's no need for that. I'll do it myself. Thank you", I said quickly, "You can take your leave now"

She nodded, "I'll be right outside if you need anything, Luna", she said before bowing to me and leaving.

Ever since I came to Dublin, I was being treated like the most esteemed of Royalty, and it never failed to amaze me how much werewolves respected and honored their Royals and leaders.

Sometimes I couldn't help but feel like I didn't deserve it, but instead of belittling myself, I decided that the better way to go about this situation would probably be to live up to everyone's expectations and be the best Queen I could be for them.

And that meant...I needed to start studying. Speaking of studying, Alpha Penson had said that we were going to the library again today. And I was looking forward to learning as much as possible about the Supernatural World today as I could. Especially because we were short of time.

It was already the 27th of July.

And tomorrow's the big day...

Quickly getting out of bed, I rushed to the bathroom. I bathed and brushed my teeth before changing into another pair of comfortable clothing which covered my mark. As I brushed my hair, I noticed that my silver streak was still hidden thanks to Elder Abé's magic spell.

I actually miss it, I thought to myself as I tied my hair up in a ponytail. And once I had slipped on the Gem Ignis bracelet, I was good to go.

Before leaving my room, I tried one more time to mindlink Karina but I found that yet again, she had put up a mental block. Perhaps she was doing so unconsciously, but it would make it harder for us to rescue her if we couldn't manage to mindlink her.

Karina...please be okay...

The minute I started to worry about her, I felt waves of exhaustion begin to wash over me and I immediately knew that it was taking a toll on my deficient soul. I needed to distract myself so I quickly left the room to go find Zuerien and Alpha Penson and I asked Helen to lead me to where they were.

Funny how Karina always told me that I worried too much and that I shouldn't, and now, I was being forced to not worry because if I did, I would over-exert my soul and pass out from exhaustion.

Life sure does have a twisted sense of humor sometimes...

We passed by Rino and Marco's rooms but Helen told me that they had already headed downstairs to where today's patrol members were waiting to head out, once they got their orders from Zuerien and Alpha Ashford.

It was only 8 AM in the morning and I wondered if the guys had planned to start the day early today. But if so, why hadn't anyone woken me up?

I also wondered how I should tell Zuerien and the others about the dream I had had this morning. It was too vague and hazy for me to even be able to describe it.

A dream of me bleeding.

A dream of me drowning.

A dream of me...dying.

A shiver ran down my spine and I licked my lips and swallowed hard. How on earth was I supposed to recite a dream like that to my mate and friends and expect them to remain calm? Especially when my dreams had been so much like visions lately, all having something or the other to do with reality.

Did that mean that this dream was also...a vision? A premonition of some sort?

Did that mean that I was going to...

An image of that dark, terrifying beast running towards me flashed in my mind and I stopped dead in my tracks, fear gripping my heart momentarily.

No!

"Luna?"

My gaze shot to Helen who was now leaning close to me, looking at me worriedly. And not just her, all the nearby guards had also rushed up to me and now stood surrounding me, wearing concerned expressions.

"Is something wrong Luna? You suddenly look pale", Helen asked worriedly and I quickly shook away my troubling thoughts and smiled.

"No. No, I'm fine", I said in a voice that didn't sound as reassuring as I had wanted it to, "There's no need to worry. Please return to your posts"

All the guards immediately bowed and took their positions again and Helen and I continued on towards Alpha Penson's room. I really needed to learn how to conceal my emotions. I couldn't keep worrying everyone with every little change in my expression.

But still, the matter of my dream kept gnawing at my mind. And fear was starting to take root inside of me.

But this time...you must survive

It was then that I remembered the words that the Luna Ethereal had said to me in my dream with the Mirrors.

You must survive

And he must die

That's right. I couldn't afford to die in the hands of that beast. Not again. And I wouldn't, but that wouldn't keep everyone from worrying about the dream I had had today, especially Zuerien. I didn't know what to do. I had told Zuerien I would not keep anything important from him but I wasn't sure how to tell him either.

Zuerien, I dreamt that I got a hole punched in my chest and died a slow, lonely and painful death drowning in a bottomless water-body in some god-forsaken part of the world

Yeah, that was like a surefire way to make him go bat-shit crazy. And even if he somehow managed to keep it together, it would definitely be something that would mess up his heart and mind tremendously.

Don't leave me...

I still remembered the pain in his voice that night when I had revealed to him that I knew that he was a werewolf, and he had been afraid that I would not want to be with him. And I knew better than anyone that Zuerien was terrified of the thought of losing his family.

"I was desperate to protect the only family I have. You"

It was the reason why he was so paranoid about my health and safety all the time. But right now was a very stressful period for him already. With Terrence Magnifis in town, the date to rescue Karina right around the corner, the threat of that beast lingering over our heads and now the search for the woman whom I had run into yesterday, he already had too much to worry about. He hadn't even slept in 2 days!

If I told him about my dream, it was sure to shake him up badly. I didn't want that. But I didn't want to keep it from him either.

What should I do...?

Still in deep thought, I was about to knock on Alpha Penson's room's door when the door was pulled open revealing the very man I had been thinking about all this time, and he now stared down at me wearing an expression which was an odd mix of both surprise and knowing.

"I knew it", Zuerien said with a sigh and I quickly schooled my troubled features before smiling.

"Good morning to you too, my dear mate", I said cheerily, "Knew what?"

"That you wouldn't mindlink as soon as you woke up", he replied as he put an arm around my waist and pulled me close, kissing my forehead, "Good morning, my heart. How are you feeling?"

"Much better", I replied and he smiled as he led me into the room allowing me just enough time to thank Helen and ask her to take her leave.

Once we were inside, I took in his appearance. He wore blue jeans and a cotton T-shirt which fit his Adonis-like body to a T. The long sleeves of his shirt were rolled up to his elbows, accentuating his muscular biceps and revealing his toned forearms, a few thick veins running down to his large hands.

Every inch of him was perfection.

But...he looks tired...

"Like what you see?"

My eyes shot up to find Zuerien wearing a handsome smirk. I felt my cheeks redden when I realized that I had been checking him out so blatantly.

I smiled sheepishly, "I like your forearms", I told him and his smirk turned to a confused frown.

"My forearms?" he asked and I nodded as I took one of his forearms into my hand.

"They're so toned and veiny", I said impressed as I inspected them, "But not too veiny. Just the right amount of veins", I said and he raised an eyebrow.

"Uh-huh...well, thank you?" he said uncertainly and I grinned, tracing one of his veins down to his palm.

"Our mate sure does have strange tastes", he said making me look up at him to find that one of his eyes was now black.

Yeah but what about me? Kai's troubled voice sounded via mindlink, She can't see my veins because of my pelt!

"Ha!", Zuerien smiled smugly.

Suzzanah, I assure you I have more veins that this fur-less human, Kai told me, I may not be able to show them to you but I promise you, they're there!

A giggle escaped my lips, "I believe you, Kai", I replied gleefully but before they could start arguing about who had more arteries and nerves too I quickly changed the subject, "By the way, you look ready to head out"

"That's because we are", he replied.

"Huh?" I looked up at him confused, "Then why didn't you wake me?"

"I was about to come do that right now", Zuerien replied, "And to tell you that you should stay at the hotel today and not go outside"

"What? No! I'm going to the library with Alpha Penson!" I protested immediately.

"That was the plan but after yesterday, we decided that you need all the rest you can get and its best for you to stay in today", Zuerien replied as he tried to get me to sit down on the sofa.

There he goes again with his overprotective-ness

"Please don't decide these things without me", I replied, "I don't want to stay at the hotel and do nothing"

"You won't be doing nothing. You will be resting"

"Aka doing nothing", I said and he sighed.

"You need rest, Heart", he told me.

"I've already gotten plenty, Zuerien", I reassured, "Besides, its not my body that needs rest, its my soul. Even if I spend the day here at the hotel, I'll just end over-thinking about all the worrisome things that are happening, and that won't do my health any good. I'd rather keep myself distracted by learning more useful things at the library"

Zuerien frowned, considering my words and I squeezed his hand, "Don't worry, my love. I'll be fine", I told him, "And if I get tired, I'll probably just end up sleeping for half a day at the library like I did yesterday", I said.

Zuerien considered my words before finally sighing in resignation, "If you're sure", he said and I nodded smiling.

And just when I thought we were done talking about the library, Kai spoke up.

Are the seats at the library comfortable? He asked.

"Mmhm, they are", I replied..

"To sit on perhaps but are they comfortable to sleep on?" Zuerien asked and I gave him a look.

"They're not meant to be slept on", I replied, "But they're not bad"

How about having a bed moved in for her today? Kai suggested seriously, making me go from calm to confounded in a split second.

"What?!"

"A bed might attract too much attention", Zuerien replied and I was about heave a sigh of relief when he added, "How about a divan?"

"You can't be serious!"

But that doesn't have any hand-rests. What if she rolls in her sleep and falls of it?

I gasped in horror, "You guys!"

"You're right"

"Hey!"

"How about a customized studio-couch?"

"Zuerien!"

That sounds promising

"KAI!"

I couldn't believe that they were actually having this conversation so seriously. Don't get me wrong, I had spent enough time with my mate to know that Zuerien and Kai were waaay extra when it came to providing for me and ensuring my comfort, but sometimes they were just plain ridiculous.

And it wasn't just them either. Almost all the Supernatural men I had come across were prone to either extravagant tastes or eccentric thinking.

Or both.

And it seriously made me wonder if normal standards of what was publicly acceptable and what was blatantly over-the-top just didn't exist for Supernaturals. Did they really just live by an 'anything goes' policy? And if so, how on earth had they managed to keep their identities hidden from the human population all these years? Were we humans really that stupid?

I quickly realized that if I wanted to keep my 'sleeping in a life-sized cradle' nightmare from coming true, I needed to distract my mate asap. Where on earth was Alpha Penson when you needed him?!

And thank god, as if on cue, Alpha Penson walked out of his bedroom, smiling to himself as he fastened his cuff-links. He wore dark trousers with a nice formal shirt and vest. Alpha Penson always dressed so smartly that it was hard to believe that he was half animal.

"Alpha Penson!" I called out eagerly, "Welcome...uh...to...your own room?" I said stupidly.

"Thank you, dear one", Alpha Penson replied amusedly, "You're looking lively"

"I'm feeling stressed!"

"Stressed?!" both men exclaimed wide-eyed.

Zuerien immediately pulled me flush against his broad chest, "Why?" he asked worriedly and I mentally face-palmed.

If I told him I was stressed because of his suggestion to turn the library into a mini-motel for me, he might beat himself up about it.

So I shook my head, "Its nothing. I was just kidding", I said and both men immediately relaxed.

Even the ever-calm Alpha Penson seemed to have gotten worked up at the idea of me being stressed, which was both surprising and disconcerting to me. Was my soul's condition really that dire?

Forcing myself not to worry about that, I looked at Alpha Penson, "Since you're ready too, does that mean we're heading out soon?" I asked.

He nodded, "Now that you've convinced Alpha Zuerien that you'll be coming along, we can leave after breakfast", he replied and I nodded.

"I'm going to make the most of my day today", I said eagerly.

That's right. Concentrate on the positive excitement Suzzanah. Positive excitement.

Alpha Penson smiled at me, "I'm happy to see you looking so enthusiastic about going to the library", he said patting my head gently, "Cheesy as it may be, I can't help but feel proud that, even in this life, you seem to take after me a little"

Affection seared through me at his words and I bent towards him, giving him a warm side-hug which he returned lovingly. It was rare for Alpha Penson to get emotional, but that made those moments even more precious.

I truly cherished the times when he referred to me as his daughter. Because no one had ever done so before. Words could not express how much the sentiment meant to me.

Neither I nor Karina remembered what it was like to live under the love, guidance and protection of a parent. But if I had to take a guess, I'd say it felt exactly like how it did when I was in Alpha Penson's presence- reassured, happy and safe. Always.

I knew that he was the closest thing to a father I would ever have in this life, and I was eternally grateful for him. Even if not by blood, he was...my father.

And maybe one day...I can call him that too...

Huh...Emily?

Holding back tears of gratitude, I pulled away from Alpha Penson and smiled brightly.

"So, what's our schedule for today?" I asked as Zuerien put an arm around my waist once more, holding me close.

"Well you, me, Rino and Neil are headed to the library again, of course", Alpha Penson told as we headed out of his suite to have breakfast downstairs, "We'll be researching as many species as possible to try and find which one or ones that beast may belong to"

Just the mention of that dark demonic beast immediately sent chills tearing down my spine. My body tensed involuntarily but I tried not to show it, nodding at Alpha Penson to continue. And as I did Zuerien patted my hip reassuringly, making me relax my stiff body.

That's right. I'm not alone. Zuerien and the others are with me. I'll be okay.

Alpha Penson gave me a sympathetic look before continuing, "We'll also look through history to find out more about your predecessors Suzzanah, as well as about that red-haired woman who appeared in your dream yesterday"

Dream

I was yet again struck with the dilemma about whether or not to tell Zuerien. It wasn't so much from the fear of him going berserk that was keeping me from telling him, but the fear of it affecting his mental and emotional health. He already looked extremely tired. I couldn't add to his worries, not right now.

I knew that I would have to tell him sometime, but I wanted to do so when he wasn't as overburdened as he was right now. But at the same time I didn't want to keep this information to myself either because it could be important.

And as always, the someone I decided to tell was...Alpha Penson.

He was the best person to confide in because he always knew what to do. Besides, I could really use his support and backup when I finally told Zuerien.

"Alright", I replied to Alpha Penson, hoping that he wouldn't bring up the topic of whether or not I dreamt about anything last night, and thankfully he didn't.

"Also", Alpha Penson added, "In addition to those things, on priority, we need to make a solid effort to establish mindlink with Karina today. Its vital to our plan of rescuing her"

I nodded, "I tried to mindlink her last night", I told them, "Because she didn't seem to have the block up anymore. But I didn't receive any reply from her"

"It was probably because she was asleep", Zuerien replied.

"So mindlink doesn't work when you're asleep?" I asked.

"Oh it does", Alpha Penson replied, "But when you're asleep, your body and mind take longer to realize that the voice you are hearing in your head is not a dream but a mindlink. For those who are inexperienced when it comes to mindlinking, its very hard to distinguish the two. So it is possible that Karina heard your voice in her sleep, but thought she was dreaming"

"Oh..." I said as I let the new information sink in, "And well, I tried again this morning but the mental block was up again"

Alpha Penson frowned, "That's odd", he said, "Someone who isn't well versed with mindlink shouldn't be able to maintain a mental block for so long, especially an unconscious one. I think Karina must have very strong reasons for not wanting to communicate in any form right now"

I immediately felt concern well up inside of me.

Karina...

"Heart, please don't worry", Zuerien said, quick to reassure me, "In my opinion, what Karina is doing right now is a smart decision on her part. I'm guessing that Terrence keeps her in his sight all the time and she can't afford to give away the fact that she can communicate with Rino or you, seeing as you're both on the werewolf side"

"The Alpha is right", Alpha Penson agreed, "Karina is a smart woman. If she is blocking us out, she must have good reason to do so. Even so, I'm sure we can still find at least one opportunity to contact her today. We won't need much time. If we can just manage to convey to her that you wish to speak with her urgently,we could perhaps get her to mindlink you when its safe to do so, instead of you trying to mindlink her when she may be in tight situations"

His idea was promising and it helped encourage me. Now if only we could get in touch with Karina but once.

We walked to our breakfast table and took our seats, ordering quickly. The others had apparently already eaten and were outside making preparations to head out once we joined them.

And over our quick meal, Alpha Penson told me about what the others were scheduled to do today.

"Since we're no longer looking for Megan or her friend, the patrol for today has been given different tasks", he said, "One major group will be concentrating more on finding that beast today. Alpha Zuerien will lead the search party and Elder Abé will go with them, seeing that the beast also had some magical aid in escaping that day. Reginald and Beta Cole will scout the borders again, keeping a lookout for that woman you saw last night"

"By the borders?" I asked confused, "I don't think she'll venture to the borders again so soon. I mean, given how the Shadow People are all on a look out for her already its unlikely that she'll risk being found by them, isn't it?"

"True, but we're just being careful here", Alpha Penson said, "Cole and Reginald's main mission for today is planning and preparing everything for tomorrow. They will be working on the 'distraction' strategies that will play a major role in rescuing Karina. And since that may require magical assistance too, Lady Yolanda will go with them"

That's right. In order to rescue Karina we needed to create an intricate and big enough diversion to allow Karina enough time to cross over to our side, while also ensuring that the Shadow People didn't suspect that we had a hand in her escaping.

"Reginald is a master at battle strategies and defense formations", Alpha Penson said, "He and Cole will be studying the patrol patterns and the shift schedules of the Shadow BorderGuard to find an opening in their defenses that we can use to our advantage. And they will mainly be concentrating on Jervis Street and the area surrounding our own BorderGuard headquarters seeing as those are the two places where Prophecy sensed the presence of the Luna of Hearts"

I nodded, "So what about Marco and Lord Heinrich then?"

"Marco and Lord Heinrich will go in two separate parties with Ashford and his Beta Darren", Zuerien replied, "Apparently there has been some unrest within the woods lately with rogues attacking unsuspecting wolves and coming too close to human settlements. They had an incident during last night's patrol too"

"Oh that's right! I remember the Beta female telling me about some sort of problem with the Patrol last night which she had to go sort out", I said, "Is everything alright? Was anybody hurt?"

"Two warrior wolves got attacked by a group of rogues", Zuerien replied, "But the Beta female immediately sent them backup so they were alright. Their injuries have healed already"

I exhaled in relief, Thank goodness

"But the rogues involved in the attack got away. And apparently, their numbers have been increasing drastically lately", Zuerien said, "So Alpha Ashford and Beta Darren are going be strengthening internal patrols and making complete rounds of both the Woods and the City today to search for the rogue den today. Marco and Lord Heinrich are going with them, not just to help search but also to simultaneously strengthen and repair the Mazes and Magical Barriers between the Werewolf and Shadow sides which they couldn't have a look at yesterday"

"I see"

Looks like everyone has their work cut out for them today.

I hoped desperately that everything would work out today and that tomorrow would be fruitful. We quickly finished our breakfasts and joined the others outside.

Elder Abé and Lord Heinrich were yet to arrive but Lady Yolanda was already there so after reporting to Zuerien, General Reginald set out with Lady Yolanda and his patrol to Jervis Street. Unfortunately Cole's party had already departed as well, they would be focusing on the area around the BorderGuard headquarters. I had wanted to speak to Cole again about what was disturbing him but it seemed I wouldn't get a chance to do so till tonight.

Today Zuerien's squadrons were accompanying Alpha Penson, me and Rino half way because their patrol area fell in the same route as the library.

While Alpha Penson and Zuerien spoke to the men, my eyes found Marco and Rino at the far end of the yard. So I quickly excused myself and made my way to them.

The closer I got to them, the more I noticed how Rino's canoodling was fiercer than usual today. He was literally shoving his face into Marco's and I almost stopped wide-eyed, wondering if I was interrupting...something. But in the process of trying to distance himself from a very persistent Rino, Marco turned his head away from him irritably and his eyes found me, widening instantly.

"Queen!" he exclaimed, shoving Rino away he quickly turned towards me, "Hey"

I was about to reply when I caught the worried expression on Rino's face. But the minute he noticed me looking, he quickly schooled his features and smiled.

"Anna!" he said, coming to my side, "Good morning!"

"Good morning, Marco, Rino", I said, looking between the two of them, "Did I...come at a bad time?"

They exchanged a quick look before shaking their heads.

"Not at all, Queen", Marco said, putting on his best flirtatious smile, "A beauty like you is welcome around me any time"

I stared at him blank faced, observing him keenly and his smile quickly turned uncomfortable.

"W-What is it?" he asked, "Are you finally noticing that I'm more good-looking than the King?"

"Honestly, you're not very beautiful today"

His face turned thunder-struck, "I'm not?! Why?" he asked touching his face worriedly.

I sighed looking at Rino, "None of you are looking your best actually", I stated making Rino look down at himself, assessing his attire.

"Is it my red shoes?" he asked and I shook my head.

"No. Its the bags under your eyes and the exhaustion written all over your faces", I replied softly making them both tense.

"Especially you, Marco", I said, looking into his eyes.

Their usual vibrant blue looked dull and lusterless today. If I thought Zuerien looked tired, Marco took it to a whole new level. He actually looked even more exhausted than when we first arrived here and he had a bad headache all day.

"You tell me to get as much rest as possible when you overwork yourself through days and nights without getting any sleep", I chided, "Its clearly taking a toll on you!"

Marco looked away, "Its really not as bad as you think, Queen. We're werewolves remember?"

"Yes, and as far as I remember, werewolves aren't immune to fatigue", I replied before leaning in towards him, "Marco, are you really alright?"

He smiled softly, "I'm fine. But I appreciate the concern", he said, "I feel relaxed now that everyone has agreed to not look for Megan anymore"

"Then why don't you look relaxed?"

"You're reading way too much into it Queen. I'm really alright", he said, waving his hand in the air, trying to brush it off as nothing.

I may not have a large portion of my soul, but I can still tell that that is a big fat lie

He wasn't alright. Even though he was smiling, his eyes were sad. Rino too remained quiet and I could tell that he was worried about Marco which confirmed my suspicion. But since the matter of searching for Megan had been put to rest already, what could have been troubling him?

It was pretty clear that he wouldn't tell me, and I couldn't force him to, but I just wished I could help him somehow.

I sighed again before nodding, "If you say so", I said and he grinned.

"Stop worrying about everyone else and just worry about yourself, will you?" he said, "Because believe it or not, your presence immediately makes us all feel better"

My eyes widened in surprise at his remark and Rino nodded, smiling, "He's right, Anna", he added, "My exhaustion instantly disappears as soon as I see your smile"

My heart warmed, "Oh Rino, I could say the same about yours", I said making him grin happily.

"See? So the healthier you are, the healthier we'll be Queen", Marco added with a wink.

"Thank you, both of you", I said, "I'll take care of myself so please promise me that tonight you'll get some rest as well"

"I sleep at 11:00 AM everyday!" Rino remarked.

"PM wizard-boy, not AM", Marco corrected.

"Oh?" Rino scratched his head, looking at his watch and then up at the sky confused.

I giggled before directing my attention to Marco again, "Marco, be sure not to exert yourself too much today, alright?"

"Your wish is my command, señorita", he said, doing a little bow, "Oh hey, Lord Heinrich has arrived. I should probably get going now. Ashford and the others are waiting"

"Alright", I said and Marco smiled.

"See ya Queen, Rino"

"Bye Marrow!"

Marco's head whipped around shocked, "Marro- ugh, forget it. He won't remember even if you correct him", he told himself, shaking his head in exasperation, making Rino blink at him innocently.

He walked away, and as he did, I noticed how his broad frame looked smaller today. His shoulders were slightly slumped and he looked to literally be dragging his feet to get anywhere.

Marco was a lot of things, but he was not lazy. He was passionate about his work and he took it very seriously. And yet today, he looked burdened. Like he was low on energy- no, not energy.

Morale

Even though, out of all of us, Marco had been the one who had achieved most, even though he was also the most overloaded. If there was anyone who deserved to feel proud of himself right now, it was him.

So before he disappeared out of my sight, I quickly mindlinked him.

Oh, and Marco

I saw him stop in the distance and turn around to look at me questioningly.

Yes Queen?

You're a great Alpha

Faint surprise coursed through my body and I knew it was his. He took a second to reply.

Why...all of a sudden? he asked.

I shrugged, I just wanted to tell you for some reason. You're great. And you're doing an amazing job. We all think so. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

I didn't know what was troubling him, but I just wanted him to know that we appreciated all his work and the hard-work he was putting into it.

Have a nice day today, Marco, I said, waving at him, and even though he was at quite a distance, somehow, I could just tell that he was smiling.

He didn't reply. Instead, he bowed deeply to me before turning and disappearing into the crowd.

I hope you'll feel better soon...Marco, I thought to myself as I turned to Rino, to find him already staring at me, a thoughtful look in his blue-rimmed eyes.

"What's up bud?" I asked and he tilted his head to the side.

"I wish you were my Luna", he said, taking me by surprise. He then shook his head, "But I'm sure Rina will be just as great as you!" he added with a grin.

I smiled warmly at him, "You bet!" I told him, "And I'm sure that once she gets to know you, she'll really like you"

"I hope so", he said eagerly, "I hope we can be great friends. And I hope...we'll retrieve her soon"

I nodded, deep yearning bubbling up inside of me.

Karina...I can't wait to see you again...

"I hope so too"

We grinned at each other excitedly when I heard a familiar throat-clearing sound. We both turned to find Zuerien walking up to us.

"Zuerien!"

"Wolfa!"

"What's going on here?" he asked, eyeing Rino suspiciously, "You better not have been making googly eyes at my Luna?"

Rino's grin widened, "Naw, they're reserved for you"

"What?!"

Zuerien immediately tensed, face turning bewildered as he took a quick step away from Rino, as though expecting to be tackled to the ground any minute.

I giggled amusedly, leaving it to Rino to intimidate even the great Alpha King.

"Are we heading out now?" I asked Zuerien and he nodded before leading us towards the vehicle beside which Alpha Penson was waiting.

He opened the door for me and I thanked him before climbing in. I was surprised to find that Zuerien was riding with us too. I thought he would run with the rest of the werewolves through the woods.

"I've give them instructions to wait for me in the woods behind the library", Zuerien told me as he took a seat beside me.

"What about Elder Abe?" I asked, "Wasn't he supposed to accompany your group?"

"Something came up so the Elder said he'll join us at the library once we're all there", he replied, "Its not a problem for him because he can just teleport there anytime he wishes"

"Being a magic wielder sure does have its perks huh?" I said as we set out.

It was cloudy outside but not raining anymore and yet the weather seemed even cooler today than it was yesterday, but then, it was probably very normal temperature to the locals. Dublin was a beautiful city and it was a shame we didn't get to sight-see much because we were here for more important matters.

On the way there Alpha Penson showed me the next 20 photos Mr. Talon had sent us of blue or green eyed men from the Book of Royals. But even though he was working hard sorting through them, unfortunately none of them turned out to be the man I was looking for.

Even though there was a time I was terrified of that blue-green eyed ghost and just wanted him to stop appearing around me or in my dreams, now, with all that had happened, I honestly wanted to see him again just to get an opportunity to ask him who he was and what he really wanted with me. Or maybe just to try and get a closer look at his appearance.

I imagined myself lunging at the man to try and get a better look at his face.

If I did that, I'd become the first girl to creep out a ghost, I thought to myself, shaking my head.

On the way to the library, Zuerien and Alpha Penson discussed some business matters while I and Rino spent most of the time looking out of the window. And I unconsciously found myself looking for these in-city 'Borders' I had heard so much about.

I knew they were not visible to the naked eye, but I had been told that there were guards stationed around those areas just in case. Not too many because then the humans would suspect that something was wrong but they were never left unmanned or so I was told.

I wasn't necessarily looking forward to seeing Shadowers but I knew that coming across them was inevitable now. I had better get used to it as quickly as I could.

"Hey, are we passing by any of the Borders within the city?" I asked, my eyes searching the surroundings outside the window, "I don't think I've seen an actual Territorial Border here in Dublin, or have I and did I just not notice it?"

Alpha Penson and Zuerien exchanged looks, my mate not looking pleased.

"No, you haven't, Suzzanah", he replied, "We made sure to instruct the drivers never to take routes that passed too close to the Border. Especially not with you in the vehicle. I can't take any chances with you, given your amazing and infuriating ability to get into trouble in the most random circumstances"

I frowned and he quickly shook his head, "I didn't mean that in a bad way, Heart", he said, "But I think we all know by now that we can never be too careful when it comes to you"

I sighed, "But I...I want to at least see the Border before tomorrow", I said, "You know, just to get an idea of what its like"

Zuerien frowned, "Before tomorrow, why?" he asked confused.

"Why? Well, obviously because I'll have to be at the Border with you guys tomorrow when you're trying to retrieve Karina", I stated and his frown deepened.

"You don't need to be there, Heart"

"What?!" I looked at him shocked, "You're not serious", I said horrified.

"If Karina will be there, so will Terrence", he said, anger seeping into his voice, "I don't want him to see you or know that you have anything to do with us"

"He must already know that Karina's younger sister works at the Royale Industries", I pointed out.

"Yes, but not that she is mated to the Alpha King", Zuerien added, "If we're lucky, he won't know that you even know of the existence of Supernaturals"

"I don't think that's likely though", Alpha Penson added and Zuerien nodded.

"Regardless, I don't want you anywhere near the Border when Terrence is close", he said and I felt agitation building up inside of me.

Rino immediately gave me a worried look and I took a deep breath, trying to calm down.

"Zuerien, I understand your concern but please listen to me", I said, looking in his eyes, "The only reason why Karina will agree to come to our side is because I'm here. If she doesn't see me with her own eyes, waiting for her on the other side, she may not even be willing to risk trying to escape into our territory"

"She did try to escape by the Northern Wall the day before yesterday", Zuerien argued.

"Yes but that was clearly a random attempt", I replied, "She was trying to get away from the Shadow People, not closer to me. And after that first failed attempt, I'm sure they must have increased security around her. The best and maybe only way to motivate her to try and come to our side now is if she knows that I'm here and sees me with her own eyes"

Even though he didn't seem happy with my argument, Zuerien considered my words, knowing that I was right.

"As much as I hate to admit it, Rina does seem suspicious of me too, even though she knows I'm a friend of Anna's", Rino added, "So I won't be able to help much in trying to convince her either"

"Suzzanah has a point, Alpha", Alpha Penson agreed, "From what we know, Karina considers not just the Shadow People but all Supernaturals alike to be a threat. She does not trust us. The only way she will be willing to work with us to escape is if we let Suzzanah be the intermediary. Karina will want to see Suzzanah for herself to be sure that this is not a trap of some sort"

Zuerien sighed heavily, nodding, "I see your point", he said, "But letting Suzzanah roam out there in the open by the Border is too dangerous"

"I agree", Alpha Penson replied, "It is too big a risk to let her be out in public which is why we need to strategically place Suzzanah in a spot where only Karina will know to look for her"

"How?" we all asked together.

He leaned forward, "Here's what I suggest", he said, "We can take Suzzanah with us to see the two spots which Prophecy teleported to- Jervis Street and the BorderGuard HQ-"

"BorderGuard HQ is the most heavily guarded area in the entire city. Its swarming with Shadowers out there!" Zuerien objected.

"Yes Alpha, but we won't let her too close to the actual Border. We'll keep her close to the HQ but at a spot where Karina will be able to see her", he assured, "If we take her there now, we can find a good spot. Cole's team is already stationed at that area so its as safe as can be at the moment. Once we've found a good spot, we can let Karina know about it in mindlink, seeing as mindlinking her is something we have to do today at all cost anyway"

"Also, the one thing that should console you most is that she bears your mark now", Alpha Penson said, "That alone will keep her from being able to cross over"

"Huh?" I looked at Alpha Penson surprised, "What is that about?"

"Well, although its very rare for werewolves to be mated to humans, it does happen So in order to protect the humans belonging to the Werewolf Kingdom, all mazes and magical barriers have been strategically constructed to immediately recognize the mark of a werewolf", he told me, "Any human who has been marked by a werewolf will not be able to cross over even if they have no Supernatural powers"

"Hey! Then I should be perfectly safe right?" I said with a smile, "If I can't cross over at all then there is no way that the Shadow People can get to me- wait! Does that mean Karina can't cross over either?!"

My expression immediately turned worried and Zuerien quickly shook his head.

"No", he told me, "Your mark is exclusive to your body. No one else can ever bear the same mark as you"

My eyes widened in awe as Alpha Penson added, "That's right. And Karina possesses only a piece of your soul, so any traits she gains from it will only be those attributed to the power of your soul. Things like the Mate-Mark cannot be transferred from one person to another so you don't have to worry. Karina will be able to cross over"

I sighed in relief, "Well then, there really is no reason to worry, is there?" I said but Zuerien and Alpha Penson exchanged glances which told me that they didn't think so at all.

Alpha Penson shook his head, "In any case, there is at least an 80% guarantee that your mark will keep Suzzanah from being able to cross over. So what do you say Alpha?"

Why just 80%? Did they really overestimate my ability to get in trouble that much?

Zuerien thought about everything he had said for a minute before finally accepting.

"Very well then", he said and I and Rino grinned happily, "I suppose we can at least get Suzzanah to have a look around the place where we're supposed to see Karina tomorrow. If we change course now, the BorderGuard HQ will fall in our route to the library. Let's go there now"

"Thank you Zuerien!" I said, giving him a tight side-hug.

"Just so we're clear, you're not allowed to wander off anywhere unattended", he said and I nodded.

"Aye Aye Alpha!" I said and he smiled, shaking his head.

I felt excitement build up inside of me. Now that I was also actively being involved in the plan, the weight of tomorrow's objective became even more real to me. If everything went as planned, tomorrow, Karina and I would be reunited.

And if it didn't...

That was yet another realization that grew heavier on my shoulders as we got closer to the BorderGuard HQ. If our plan tomorrow didn't succeed, who knew what kind of consequences we'd have to bear for it. What consequences Karina would have to bear...

The thought of that made a shiver run down my spine but I quickly shook the idea out of my head. This was no time to be dwelling on the negatives. Everyone here was working hard to make tomorrow's plans a success. I needed to help and contribute in any way I that I could.

The BorderGuard Headquarters were located in a place called 'Area 113' or 'The Black-Border District'. It was a part of Dublin which was exclusive to Supernaturals, which meant that Humans were unaware of the existence of these areas, and even if some were, they could not enter them unless they were 'authorized' to do so.

On the way to the Headquarters, despite my soul's condition I still clearly felt us passing through several mazes and magical barriers. And I could tell that they were extremely heavy-duty barricades meant not just to keep humans from entering these highly restricted areas, but also to ensure their safety. Any calamity or disaster that occurred within such areas would largely be contained within them so that the humans could go about their everyday lives without experiencing the brunt of those events.

Upon arriving at the BorderGuard HQ, the first thing I noticed right off the bat, was the alarming number of armed men strolling the streets and the tension which seemed to hang heavier in the air than even oxygen. I literally felt like I had been teleported to a different city altogether, faraway from the peaceful Dublin we had travelled through to get here.

Our chauffeur made sure to park the car as faraway from the Territorial Border as possible. As soon as we got out of the car we were encircled by a group of tall, sturdy warriors who formed something of a 'human-barrier' around us and we were escorted to the BorderGuard HQ. Cole met us at the entrance.

"Alpha, Luna", he greeted formally as we entered and Zuerien nodded while I smiled at him.

Zuerien had already briefed him via mindlink of why we were coming.

"I've secured blue-prints of the entire area", Cole said, "I'm sure we'll find a good spot to place the Luna where Karina will be able to find her with ease"

"Perhaps you should wear something that will stand out to Karina tomorrow", Alpha Penson told me and I frowned in thought.

"Some bold colors perhaps?" I asked and they all immediately shook their heads.

"No. Nothing too flashy", Alpha Penson said, "We need you to stand out only to Karina and not anyone else. So maybe a dress or shirt which she knows or remembers well"

I chewed on my lip thoughtfully, "I don't think I have anything like that with me here"

"If you have a picture of any such attire, we can have it made for you within the day", Zuerien said and I nodded before quickly digging through my phone to find something.

I finally settled for a light blue dress which Karina had bought for me as a birthday present on my 19th birthday. She had searched many stores before she had finally found a dress she liked and I was sure she would remember this one.

I asked if it wouldn't be strange for a girl to be roaming around gleefully in this airy clothing in such a high-security area but Alpha Penson assured me that only the area immediately around the HQ was this heavily manned and that the surroundings were comparatively routine with restaurants, convenience stores and the like available for refreshment purposes and my clothing wouldn't stand out in places like that.

Another issue was that I was a human and this was an area exclusive to Supernaturals. If anyone from the Shadow Side noticed then I would easily become the center of attention, but again because of the state of my soul, my 'presence' at the moment was pretty much negligible and that would help keep my 'human-ness' from being easily detected.

Once we were done going through the blueprints, we set out from the HQ searching for spots which could be viewed from a long distance with ease, but at the same time were not too noticeable. At first Cole suggested placing me somewhere on an upper floor so it took away the 'crowd' factor, making it easier for Karina to find me.

But most of the nearby building were restaurants and stores with only a single storey. And we couldn't afford to stray too faraway from the HQ area because that was where Prophecy had sensed Karina's presence.

It would have been easier if I could have been positioned by a building closer to the Border but no one would have it. They were all against the idea even though they knew there was no way anyone could drag me across the border with my mark still on my neck.

And it was only after considering several spots that my eyes found exactly what I was looking for. It was a Murphy's Ice Cream parlor less than 500 meters away from the Border. Karina and I had always wanted to try Murphy's Ice Cream ever since a friend of ours had told us about how good it was.

Upon asking Cole about it, he said that there was no other Murphy's anywhere around this area so it would be an easy spot for Karina to locate. It wasn't very far from the Border either.

I stood on the steps of the Ice-Cream Parlor while one of the men at the Border checked if there was anything blocking me from view. He reported that it was a good spot which was in a fairly open area so it would be hard to miss.

Now that we had found our spot, I finally relaxed. I hadn't imagined that even such a small task could be so time consuming. The shopkeeper called me inside and asked me if I wanted to buy some ice-cream but in all honesty, I wanted to try it with Karina. So I thanked him and told him I'd come again, before stepping out. The air outside was fresh and relaxing.

I would almost call it peaceful, had I not known better...

From where I stood, I could see the Territorial Border and the long line of soldiers guarding it. The borders in the unrestricted parts of the city were apparently completely transparent, but the one here was thicker and therefore translucent, glistening mysteriously under the light.

It looked like a Wall of Ice. Powerful, Magical Ice. And despite it not being crystal clear, it was still possible to see quite well through that Wall. Even from the distance, I could see dark figures moving quietly on the other side of the Wall.

The Shadow Side...

The side where terrifying shadows roamed free.

The side where the dark Shadow Lord ruled.

And the side where Karina was.

It pained me to think about how hard things had become for us. That despite being in the very same city, we still couldn't meet each other. Or even speak to each other over the phone.

I had never wanted to see Karina more than I did now. God knew I would give anything right now just to be able to embrace her in my arms.

Karina...I'll see you tomorrow...

The thought both excited and scared me. How would she be? Would our plan really work? Would I really be reunited with Karina tomorrow? Or would a glance of her face be all I would get?

Is this almost tranquil atmosphere really just...the calm before the storm?

Quickly shaking off all these distressing thoughts, I hurried up to where the others were waiting for me. The last thing I needed was to over-exhaust my soul and end up sleeping through the day tomorrow and missing everything.

"We've found a spot here, but we still need to find one at Jervis Street", Zuerien said.

"It may be harder there because only a small area of Jervis Street is exclusive to Supernaturals", Cole said, "Most of it is unrestricted territory with humans everywhere"

Zuerien nodded, "Ordinarily this would seem like the easier spot to try and create a diversion in, seeing as we won't have to worry about startling any humans, but its also more heavily guarded which will make it harder for Karina to cross over", he said.

"If only Prophecy woke up we could get more details about the exact spots where she saw Karina in Jervis Street and felt her presence here in Area 113", Cole said, "Anyway, for now I think we can work with this. Also, the Head of the BorderGuard wanted to have a word with you and John about something back at the HQ. He's already speaking to Rino about the kind of weather diversions which would be helpful tomorrow"

Zuerien and Alpha Penson nodded, "Alright"

"You guys go on ahead", I said, "I'll stay here with Cole. Is that okay?" I asked Cole.

Cole smiled, "Of course, Suzzanah", he replied.

I looked back at Zuerien and Alpha Penson who gave me knowing looks before nodding in understanding.

"Don't leave her side till I return Cole", he instructed and Cole nodded, "Understood, Alpha"

Once Zuerien and Alpha Penson had left, Cole led me further away from the border to a bench outside the HQ. I sat down before patting the bench beside me. Cole smiled before taking a seat next to me.

"I'm sorry we disrupted your plans for this morning", I said and he shook his head.

"Not at all. In fact this was quite a vital part of our plan, so this is actually a development and not a disruption", he replied.

I took a moment to observe him. He looked back-to-normal now but I had noticed him staring at me thoughtfully once or twice while we had been searching for locations earlier. Whatever had been on his mind yesterday was definitely still somewhere on his mind today.

"So, how are you feeling?"

He gave me a surprised look, "Fine, thank you. But I should actually be the one asking you that. How are you today?" he asked concernedly.

"Oh I feel great!" I said enthusiastically, "I just...wanted to make sure you were okay"

"Me? Why?" he asked confused.

"You seemed...a little lost in thought last evening, like you had something on your mind that was troubling you, and I saw you looking at me quizzically a few times", I said and his eyes immediately flashed with realization, "Is everything okay?" I asked.

He stared at me for a second as though at a loss of words before smiling and shaking his head, "Are you sure you lost a part of your soul? Because you're just as perceptive as ever, Suzzanah", he said gently, "Please don't worry. Everything is perfectly alright"

"Are you sure?" I asked and he nodded.

He fell silent for a minute and I thought that was as far as he'd tell me but then he spoke up again in a quieter voice,

"I just..."

Just?

He hesitated before adding, "I picked up a scent around you last night that took me by surprise", he told me, "It wasn't yours but...it was familiar"

"Around me?" I furrowed my brow in thought and he nodded thoughtfully.

"But it was too faint for me to even be able to tell if it was really there", he said, "There was a vague aura along with the scent too, but the rain washed both away pretty quickly"

"Maybe it was the scent and aura of the girl I met by the convenience store yesterday", I said, "The one who disappeared"

"Maybe...but then, that wasn't the first time I picked up that aura around you"

"Huh? It wasn't?"

He shook his head, "The first time was when we went to get Rino away from the Northern Wall", he replied, "Amidst the chaos, I remember very briefly picking up a striking scent around you which wasn't yours. But then it disappeared just as quickly"

The day we went to get Rino...

"Funny thing is the aura that came with that scent was actually unfamiliar to me", he said, "But the scent itself reminded me of a girl I met in a bazaar in one of the Realms of Magic, back when I was 19", he told me.

"Oh! So it was the scent of an old friend of yours?"

He shook his head, "No. I didn't really know the person", he said, "But in a very short time-span, she left quite a lasting impression on me"

"Ohhhhh", I said a cheeky grin taking over my face as I wiggled my eyebrows at him suggestively, "So she was a crush"

He smiled amusedly and shook his head.

"She was a thief"

"A thief?!"

My expression did a whole 180, the mischievous grin turning into a horrified gawk in the blink of an eye.

He chuckled at my bewildered reaction, "Yes. She was running away from a few men who were chasing her to get their belongings back, or so I think", he said, "She crashed into me while trying to escape, apologized and then ran away again"

I blinked wide-eyed, "Oh. Well at least she apologized", I said.

"She stole my wallet"

"WHAT?!"

My flabbergasted reaction only made Cole's grin widen.

"So she apologized to you for stealing your wallet?" I cried out shocked and he shrugged.

"Who knows!" he said, still smiling to himself.

I looked at him confused, "So that's why you looked so thoughtful and lost yesterday? Because that scent on me reminded you of a pick-pocket who robbed you in your teens?"

He chuckled at my description, "Pretty much", he replied.

"Well...I don't know whether to feel relieved or disappointed", I said wearily, "I mean, don't get me wrong, I am happy that the reason you were all distant and thoughtful yesterday wasn't because of any grave, troubling issue but...when you said she left an impression on you, I assumed something completely different from what you actually meant"

"You thought it was along the lines of something romantic?"

"Yes!" I exclaimed and he smiled amusedly as he looked away. I scrutinized his features for a few seconds before asking, "But I'm curious, was the wallet she stole of great value to you? Because you sure were in deep thought yesterday"

"No, it wasn't about the wallet. I was thoughtful because I remember being extremely impressed by how easily she managed to rob me", he replied, "Especially seeing as I was already on the way to becoming the King's Beta by then, and she was but a human"

"She was a human?"

He nodded, "Her skills left me awe-struck. One second I was at a stall ready to pay for a flashlight I was buying for my mom, and the next thing I knew, I was on the ground and a pretty blonde was running away with my money. It was pretty amazing"

"Only you would find being mugged amazing, Cole", I said matter-of-factly, making him laugh.

I always thought Cole was the most normal out of all the werewolves I had met so far, but as it turned out, it seemed he had his own strange, eccentric tastes, just like everyone else.

Were-people.

"Perhaps, but I would like to meet her again", he told me reminiscently.

I didn't know if I wanted to know the answer but I still asked, "Why?"

"Well...", he shrugged, flashing me the most casual yet also the most stunning smile I had ever seen on his face,

"Because she was my mate"

_______

"You're being awfully quiet, Heart"

I was broken out of my thoughts by Zuerien's words and I looked away from the window towards him. We had started from the Black-Border District about 20 minutes ago and were now almost at the library. We had decided to go to Jervis Street later this evening instead of right now.

"Huh?" I said and Zuerien frowned while Alpha Penson and Rino watched me inquisitively.

"Are you alright?" he asked, "Ever since we got back after talking to the Head of the BorderGuard, you've been deeply lost in thought. In fact, you're actually acting like Cole was last night"

My eyes widened at his comparison and I found myself at a loss of words as I shook my head uncertainly.

Zuerien and Alpha Penson exchanged quick glances before Zuerien leaned closer to me, "Did something happen?" he asked softly.

I smiled and shook my head, "No, not really", I replied, "We just chatted a little about the past"

"The past?"

I nodded, "He was telling me about some of his experiences in the past. Nothing to worry about", I replied.

All three men immediately looked surprised.

"Wow! Cole told you about himself?!" Rino exclaimed wide-eyed, "He rarely ever opens up about himself to anyone"

"That's true", Alpha Penson agreed.

"I don't know why but...I just wanted to tell you"

Cole's words echoed in my mind and I shrugged.

"Maybe he just felt a little chatty today", I said.

Zuerien watched me quietly for a few seconds, "Did you get a chance to ask him why he was acting off yesterday?" he asked and I suddenly didn't know how to respond.

"I don't want you to have to keep secrets on my accord but, I would greatly appreciate it if you didn't tell anyone about this..."

I nodded, "I did", I replied, "And...he told me he had...personal reasons behind being so lost in thought. It's nothing related to our mission or work. And he told me not to worry about it"

"That's what he told me when I asked him about it too", Rino replied.

"Well, if its some private affair then its only right that we don't pry", Alpha Penson said, "He is okay though, is he not?"

I nodded, "Yes. He is"

Alpha Penson smiled, "If you think so dear-one, then I'm not worried", he said, "I'm glad he's alright"

I smiled back and nodded as everyone settled back into their seats in silence. Once they had, I looked back at Zuerien who was still staring at me quietly. Almost knowingly. I didn't even need to mindlink him to get him to understand.

I need to talk to you

He gave me a reassuring nod and I smiled before looking back out the window again, Cole's words replaying in my mind again and again.

When we arrived at the library, Neil greeted us out-front and he informed Zuerien that his squadron had finished patrol of this area and were now waiting for him in the woods behind the library, as he had asked.

I still didn't know why Zuerien had chosen to ride with us in the car but I was happy he did. He asked Alpha Penson, Rino and Neil to carry on ahead telling them he wanted to have a word with me alone. And then he led me to the quiet sitting area on the side and as he did, Cole's words continued to resound in my mind.

"I would greatly appreciate it if you didn't tell anyone about this..."

Once we had both taken our seats he looked at me, waiting patiently to hear what I had to say.

"...except Alpha Zuerien"

So I got straight to the point, "Cole told me today that he has already met his mate once", I said and Zuerien eyes immediately flickered with surprise.

And I knew the surprise was not born from the fact itself, but that I knew it.

"Because the only person who knows this apart from you...is him. He was the first person I told, and also the only person I told...until today. I didn't want anyone else to know"

"So...why did you tell me?"

"I don't know. I don't know why but...I just wanted to tell you"

"He did?" Zuerien asked and I nodded, "How come?"

"It came up when I asked him about what had been on his mind since last night", I replied, "He told me he had picked up a faint scent and along with an aura around me last night when you guys came to get me by the convenience store"

Zuerien immediately frowned, a fiery look building in his eyes as he slowly put two and two together in his head.

And I instantly understood why Cole had said what he had said to me next.

"You can tell Alpha Zuerien if you like"

I still remembered the nervous look in Cole's eyes as he had said that. And his next words had been like a quiet plea amidst a sea of deep secrets and masculine pride.

"In fact, I would be grateful if you could perhaps...tell him about this in my stead"

"And he said that the scent had immediately reminded him of his mate", I said.

"You want me to tell Zuerien? But why?"

"I...don't think I could tell him myself. I'm worried that..."

"And he had been thoughtful all of last night because he had been considering the possibility of that girl I saw by the convenience store being his mate"

"...he'll kill me"

"That idiot! I'll kill him!"

Zuerien's eyes immediately flashed a bright golden and mine went wide in alarm as rage began to roll off of him in waves.

"I cannot believe that even after 4 years he's still acting like such a buffoon!" Zuerien cried out looking livid, "Why didn't he tell us before?! He should be out looking for her right now!"

I had seen Zuerien angry plenty of times before, but I had never seen the emotion being expressed so passionately before.

Cole...was this what you meant? I thought as I recollected his earlier words.

"He'll kill you? Why?!"

"Lets just say...that the topic of mates is something Alpha Zuerien takes incredibly seriously. The day I told him that I had met my mate but that she had slipped through my fingers was the very first time in my entire life that I saw how fiery his anger could really be"

"He had been infuriated at me for having abandoned my search for her so easily. I honestly thought he would rip my head off that day. 'How could you let your mate go so easily?' he had yelled. Up until then, I had known Alpha Zuerien to be a cold, reserved and somewhat detached sort of a person when it came to feelings- especially his own. But that day was the first time I had seen him speak and feel so passionately about a subject. It terrified and delighted me all at once"

"And I know for certain that if he finds out that I could potentially have missed yet another chance of reuniting with her, and that I did so knowingly, he will be livid"

"But if you know that he'll be mad then why do you want to tell him?" I had asked, "She's your mate, Cole. And its your personal matter. You have a right to keep it private if you want to. Its none of anybody's business"

He had given me a sad, almost guilty smile as he had replied, "He had said the same thing to me when I had tried to get him to accept that you were his mate. He said that the matter was none of my business, and I had argued that if you really were his soulmate then it was my business and also the entire kingdom's business. Because you wouldn't be just any wolf's mate. You'd be the Luna Queen"

"Similarly, my mate won't just be any Beta female. She will be the Royal Beta Female who is second only to the Queen. She would be important to the entire kingdom's well-being and so, as the Ruler of that kingdom, it is Alpha Zuerien's business. He has a say in the matter and a right to know. If I don't tell him, then I'll be acting like a hypocrite, and I really don't want that"

When I had heard Cole out, I understood where he was coming from. After all, I had been there to witness that infamous conversation between him and Zuerien in his Board room when it had happened. I remembered how frustrated Cole had been, not just because Zuerien was refusing to accept his own mate but also because he was refusing to accept Cole's and the Kingdom's Queen.

And now, as I looked at Zuerien, I saw a very similar fire in his eyes. The woman in this equation wasn't just Cole's mate. She was also one the five most important women in the Kingdom alongside the Queen and the three Lunas Extraordinaire.

And although I knew that right now, most of his anger was being born from the thought of Cole missing a chance to be with his mate again, and not thought of what would happen to the Kingdom without its Beta female, I also knew Cole's reasons for not looking for her.

"Its...for her own good"

With his words in mind I quickly grabbed Zuerien's shoulders as he seemed about to shoot off the bench and go tearing down the city to knock some sense into his Beta.

"Zuerien calm down!" I said quickly, "In his defence, Cole said he isn't really sure that the scent really was the same as his mate's because it was accompanied by an unfamiliar aura that he said he didn't recognize. One that his mate hadn't possessed"

"An aura?" Zuerien said confused, "I didn't sense any aura around you"

"Neither did Neil", I replied, "But it was probably because the rain washed it away almost instantly"

"And yet he still sensed it!" Zuerien exclaimed, "If he was the only person who picked up on that aura, it obviously means that the girl must be his mate!"

"Cole didn't seem so sure, Zuerien", I told him, "Trust me, if he had been, he wouldn't have allowed us to think of her as a threat. He said it was just a scent that reminded him of her, but probably not her own"

"How can he be so sure?"

I shrugged, "Instinct maybe?" I said, "But bottom-line is that even if he does think that there is a small chance that she may be here, Cole has his reasons for not wanting to go hunting for his mate right now and I think we should respect that decision"

"Oh I'll respect it alright. But maybe after I've knocked some sense into that thick skull of his", Zuerien said indignantly, "What if the girl is his mate? She's being pursued by the Shadow People. She could be in danger"

"Its funny how werewolves immediately start to worry about people the minute they figure out that they're one of them", I said and he frowned.

"Of course we do. And its not just werewolves. Most people care more about their own families than those of others. There isn't anything wrong with that", he replied.

"I agree. But that doesn't mean that if the person isn't one of their own, it gives them the right to treat them badly", I said quietly, recollecting the terrible incidents that happened with me and Megan during the Games. How we were shunned just because we were different from them.

Zuerien sighed, putting an arm around my shoulders and pulling me closer, "I'm sorry Heart. I didn't mean to bring up painful memories", he apologized sincerely, "I can understand that you're terribly hurt by what happened, and you have a right to be, but I assure you not all werewolves are like that"

"Also, the main reason why I wanted you to stay away from the girl you met at the convenience store was not so much because she could be dangerous to you but because the Shadow People are after her", he added, "And I promise you that if we found her, even if she wasn't Cole's mate, we would not hurt her. We just want to talk to her to find out what's going on, just to make sure she isn't trespassing in any way"

I smiled, relieved to know, "That makes me feel better", I said and he kissed my forehead.

"I'm glad you spoke to me about this, my heart", he told me, "Just because you are the Luna Queen does not obligate you to love everything about the werewolf way of life or how we do things, especially because you aren't one yourself. If you don't like something, you have the right to speak up against it. I'll always hear you out"

"Thank you Zuerien", I said wholeheartedly, "That means a lot to me. And don't worry too much about that girl possibly being Cole's mate. Cole told me that his mate was pretty tall, but the girl I met yesterday was rather a small person. And also, his mate was human, whereas the girl I met yesterday was clearly not. Of course there is a possibility that she may have been a human sorcerer, but until we can prove that, we have enough reasons to not pin her down as our future Royal Beta female. So for now, I think we're good just keeping an eye out for her and not actively hunting her down"

"You're being incredibly calm about this", Zuerien said, sounding both surprised and proud, "Given how you're always getting carried away pinning random people down as mates, I thought you'd jump and scream at the idea of Cole's mate being around here somewhere"

"Hey!" I said, giving him a mock glare before smiling, "Honestly, I'm not getting over-excited because of how Cole's reacting to this situation. He's being calm so I think its only right I do the same. Don't get me wrong, I'm still super pumped to meet my future Beta female, but if Cole doesn't think the girl I met yesterday was her then I don't want to be jumping to conclusions either"

Zuerien nodded, "That's a good approach. Very well then. I suppose I'll do the same", he said, standing up and offering me his hand, "I just hope Cole is right and she isn't his mate, because if she is and he lets her go, then he'll be missing yet another chance to be with perhaps the most amazing person he could ever ask for in his life"

As I took his hand and stood up, he put an arm around my waist and looked into my eyes lovingly as he added, "I would know"

I smiled back affectionately, giving him a hug, "I'm sure everything will work out", I reassured him, "So don't let it trouble you too much. Also, Cole asked to keep this just between the two of us"

"Okay", he replied as we began walking towards the library again, "Regardless, we'll keep an eye out for the girl. We still have to at least find out what she is- a human, a witch or some other species we aren't suspecting"

I nodded, "Alright"

He was quiet for a second before he asked almost hesitantly, "Just while we're on the topic, I wanted to ask...did Cole seem like he too doesn't want his mate?"

I honestly wasn't surprised he had considered that. Especially given how Marco was, and also the fact that he himself had almost rejected me at one point.

"We've been together for quite a long time and I'm just...worried I may have rubbed off on him the wrong way", he said in small voice and I shook my head.

"Don't worry. Cole definitely wants his mate", I assured him, "And I'm quite sure he always knew you wanted yours too, even when you denied it, which was what exasperated him all the more when you refused to accept me in the beginning"

"Did he say that to you?" Zuerien asked surprised and I shrugged.

"He might have", I said with a grin, "Don't tell him I told you that though"

Zuerien smiled, "I won't. And I'm relieved to hear your thoughts about how he may feel about his mate. You're never wrong about these things"

"Not never"

"Okay fine, you're rarely wrong about these things"

"I guess that's better"

He sighed, "Can't even pay you a compliment", he said shaking his head and I shrugged.

Once we reached the entrance of the library I turned to face him, "Alright. I can go from here", I told him, "You should probably get going. I've already delayed you enough"

"Don't be silly heart. I'm not leaving you at the entrance", he said, slipping his arm around me again and leading me inside.

"But aren't you getting late?"

"It's okay", he said calmly as he looked around, "Besides, I have my own reasons for wanting to see this library"

Oh? So he came because he wanted to see the library?

In that case, I didn't mind. I happily leaned into him as we walked to the 'Hall of Fiction' where Alpha Penson, Rino and Neil were. As we walked I noticed that I never once had to tell Zuerien the directions which probably meant that he knew where he was going and had already been here before. So then, why did he want to see the library? Maybe there was a book he wanted to get for himself.

On our way there, I caught more than a few people staring at us, most of them women who were eyeing Zuerien with interest. I didn't blame them, Zuerien was about as good-looking as a man could get. Surely he had tons of women falling at his feet ever since he was a young.

And upon that thought, I couldn't help but feel just a strange tightness in my chest, and I was shocked when I recognized the emotion.

Am I feeling...jealous?

As strange as it may seem, jealousy had never been a prominent emotion in my life. I never had my heart set on any material things so there was no envy or jealously there. As for people, I had never had a boyfriend or even any really close girl-friends whom I could have been jealous about.

Of course there were times when I felt jealous that some people got to spend more time with Karina than I did, like her colleagues, but even those moments were rare.

And I only ever got jealous over people whom I felt insanely close to. People who in my selfish opinion, belonged to me before they belonged to others. All my life, Karina had been the only one in that category, and even then I knew it was wrong for me to feel that way so I tried my best not to.

But when it came to Zuerien, somehow I couldn't help but feel irked at the thought of other girls having been with him. Cole had said that he had been cold, distant and detached growing up but that didn't mean he couldn't have been in any relationships at all.

Of course, I wasn't about to call him out over his past affairs. Whatever he did or whoever he was with before he met me is not something I would ever be mad about or hold against him. But I would still be a little jealous though, of the people who got to be with him before me.

So this is what it feels like to be possessive about your partner. No wonder Zuerien gets so mad.

I smiled at my own childishness as we approached the table Alpha Penson and Rino were seated at. The Hall of Fiction was pretty empty today too save for our table which, like yesterday, was carrying a mountain of books waiting to be read.

"Oh hey! You're here!" Rino said grinning at us as we walked up to them.

Alpha Penson looked up from his book and Neil immediately stood up and bowed to us and I smiled at them all. Zuerien immediately raised an eyebrow at the sight of our table which seemed ready to collapse under the weight placed over it

"I see your reading habits haven't changed, John", Zuerien said as I took a seat next to Rino.

"Why would they, Alpha?" Alpha Penson asked and Zuerien shrugged, "I just imagined that you'd probably have read most of the Books in the world by now and wouldn't have that many left", he said.

Alpha Penson chuckled, "Then you have tremendously overestimated me and my abilities, Alpha", he said, "Are you heading out now?"

"In a bit", Zuerien said looking around.

"Are you looking for something in particular?" I asked, wondering which book he wanted to read.

"Not something. But someone", he replied.

Someone?

Rino and I frowned confused as he turned around to face us again, eyes flashing dangerously as he asked,

"So tell me, who exactly is this Gale?"

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Random Question of the Day: What is your favorite girl/female name? Doesn't have to be from Unconditionally.

A/N

Hey guys,

I updated early this time! I mean I only made you guys wait 2 whole weeks. I'm such a fast writer haha, NAHT!

Sorry for the late update you guys. My health really hasn't been the best lately. I'm sick again, and on medication. Ack! I hate being sick.

Anyway, since they've been popular lately, I've decided to call our little Chapter Discussion segments- 'PACK TALKS'

You know, like our little pack of readers talking and giving their thoughts on what has happened, is happening and will happen in the Unconditionally Series. What do you think?

WARNING: IF YOU READ THE CHAPTER DISCUSSIONS BEFORE READING THE CHAPTER ITSELF THEN YOU WILL COME ACROSS SPOILERS OF THE CHAPTER! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!

PACK TALKS

How many of you were a little freaked out by Anna's dream?

And what could it mean?

Is Marco going to be alright? What could be on his mind?

The Black-Border District is both heavily intimidating and heavily guarded? Is it too over-the-top, or is it perhaps, not enough?

Cole has met his mate. And she is a thief! Thoughts?

And Zuerianah are like papa and mama discussing their son's (in this case Cole) love-life crisis lol XD 

So, will today be a long day or an incredibly short one for our Unconditionally fam?

And will Gale live to see the end of it?

Find out in the chapters to come!

Finally, today's chapter was called 'The Calm Before the Storm'. So are you ready for the Storm?

Because you should be XD. Prophecy is giving away umbrellas on the Unconditionally Facebook Page. Grab one while you still can lolol #DoseOfHumor

Hope you liked this  chapter!

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Until next time,

All my love,

May