Sawyer's P.O.V.

What to do when you meet the girl of your dreams, yet there's something about you which you're too ashamed to tell her? Worst, what if she despises you because of it? 

Yeah, that is my problem.

For this very reason I avoid even being with someone new since I became single.

Sawyer was an accomplished and prolific actor and screenwriter. He had starred in some critically acclaim films and television series. He hadn't gotten the chance to be a big film star like he was on TV however. With his television stardom, he had many admirers. He never had much luck with the ladies. 

Sawyer took out his cellphone and dialed the number on his mind.

"Hey Sway."

"Hi Trevy."

"You calling to meet up at my place?"

"What else?"

He went over to Trevor's place and was met by Irena. Trevor was a follow actor and screenwriter who also was more known as a TV star than film one. He and Sawyer had become very close over the pass decade. Sharing their same passions for drink, country, and success but above all, making a difference. 

Sawyer had always liked Trevor's wife Irena, she was sweet and very understanding. He had hoped to have someone like her in his own romantic life. Thinking about it now only made him sad. On the other hand, their was still reason for him to smile and that was spending time with his close friend.

He parked his car close to Trevor's home and knocked on the door. They both smiled and hugged. Trevor and Sawyer went into the living room where Irena had already poured them some glasses of water.  When they sat down on the chesterfield couch Sawyer finally let his concern out. 

"I don't know if any girl would want me. Especially if they knew I..."

"Sawyer, what happened and why you did it wasn't your fault."

"Would any girl be as understanding though? They'll think I was spineless, a coward, foolish!"

Trevor patted Sawyer's back and smiled.

"I'm certain there's a girl out there somewhere you'll accept you, flaws and all."

Sawyer managed a small smile.

"I hope and pray."

He got up and headed for the front door with Trevor.

"I'll be back later Irena!"

"No problem dear."

As they headed for Sawyer's car they notice a girl was walking by.  She was wearing a whole long hoodie dress and kitten heel shoes.

"Good evening. Can you possibly be of some aide? Do you know where I can find this bar?"

She handed Sawyer the paper she held and got excited she was going to the same bar that he and Trevor were.

"I wouldn't mind bringing you there if you want." Sawyer insisted

"Really? Oh I wouldn't want to be a bother to you sir."

She began to rub his arm gently. He stifled the moan at her touch.

"Oh we insist on bringing you miss." Trevor verified.

"Oh thank you you're too kind."

She got into the car and drove to the restaurant with Trevor and Sawyer. During the drive Sawyer couldn't help but gaze at her beauty. Fair skin with curly African half dyed hair, she was very lovely looking.

"Are you going to meet someone at the bar?"

Trevor nudge Sawyer in the side to be quiet.

"I actually am going for some other reason." She informed him

"Really now?"

Trevor immediately took over the conversation.

"What is your name Miss if you don't mind me asking?"

"My name is Hora."

"That's a very unique name." Trevor complimented.

They turned to a tunnel and Sawyer and Trevor started to whisper to each other.

" What are you trying to do bro?"

"Just inquiring for you." He insisted.

Sawyer checked to see if Hora was looking at them but she was reading a book that was in her handbag.

"She seems like a nice girl to me." Sawyer whispered back to Trevor.

"Looks can be deceiving." Trevor reminded him.

They exit the tunnel and were only a minute away from the bar. Sawyer turned back and made eyes with Hora. Once they arrived at their destination he went to the back seat and open the door for her, she smiled and Sawyer got hold of her hand and kissed it. Trevor gave him a nervous smile as all three of them walked to the bar together.

The bartender led them to a table for three people. They all settle and began to talk with more. They told the bartender what they wanted and began to chat.

"What do you do Hora?" Sawyer asked.

"I'm actually on aspiring actress." She confirmed.

"You are?"

"Yes I am. I also have done a bit of behind the scenes writing as well."

Sawyer had a big smile on this face hearing this.

"So what is it that you guys do?" Hora ask them

"We too are actors as well." Trevor said.

"Really that's very interesting and ironic."

"Why do you say that?" Sawyer asked.

Hora began to smile at him seductively.

"You guys seem don't seem like the type."

The boys laughed.

"We're not exactly studs but we got a certain level of talent."

She reached over and gently touched Sawyer's hand.

"I can only imagine."

Their drinks had arrived and Sawyer was shocked by what Hora had ordered.

"YOU LIKE RED WINE AND STEAK TOO?" He exclaimed.

She laughed at his reaction.

"Yes, why so surprised."

"You're the first girl I've come across who likes the same as me!"

Trevor smiled seeing how meeting Hora was turning out to be pleasant.