This chapter is dedicated to Suhani_23 for her support!

When you can't make the land yours....go for the skies....the land will automatically come under you.
~sanshrita.

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Lily's point of view.

" That freking ass Clinton Harris!....who is he trying to threaten....hasn't he done all the harm he could....I wonder how a person can be such a big big big son of voldemort..." Lily thought dashing out of the control room

She often referred to the person she didn't like as voldemort...

" Shit....I was to harsh on James....I might go and say sorry to the devil...wait should I saw sorry?....oh come on now...what's the harm..." Lily thought while she was waiting for the elevator.

According to her....her apologies were only deserved by those whom she loved and value.

If you value your relation more than anything then you should not hesitate to say sorry and break your ego and end the fight...it's not about being right or wrong....it's about the value of the relation.

Lily just came from the control room....she asked her staff to keep an eye on Clinton Harris....and to track his phone.

" Well who did he think he is messing up with?...I'm lily Evans...." Lily thought and smirked to herself.

I reached my floor and was heading towards my office....when I decided to call upon Alex and check one Ace.

" Hwello! Thuis is Alex's phuone" said a cute little voice and lily immediately smiled and her mind relaxed away from all the worries and stress.

" Hello baby!....this is sissy" lily cooed.

" Sissy!....I muess you" ace said.

" Aww my baby I missed you too....why are you picking up Alex's phone?....what is he doing?" Lily asked sipping the coffee that James gave her.

" Oh Alex came home and he was dancing madly...he was jumping on the sofa and broke it's leg...now he is singing and trying to defeat kay in a light sabre fight" ace said sweetly like it was normal.

" What the fudge...." Lily thought.

" Give the phone to Alex baby." Lily said

Lily heard nearby voices and it seemed that Alex was deeply engrossed in the light sabre fight.

" Waits...Kyra it's a time please....lily wants to talk...no that's not a point....FREEZE!" Lily heard Alex saying.

" Hello lils" came Alex's panting voice.

" You actual dumb idiot Alexander Nicholas Stark!...you are there having a fight and leaving my Ace all alone ! You wait till I get my hands in you, and you broke the sofa!....you are dead meat Alexander....you better have a good explanation." lily said dangerously.

" Woah woah.... relax lils....ace is having fun eating your cookies and watching cartoon....that boy didn't even let me touch a crumb of the cookie." Alex said.

" Aww...I must congratulate my little acee then." Lily said.

" Lily Lily listen....ALEXA AGREED TO BECOME MY GIRLFRIEND!....wow....I'm seriously not gonna die alone now...she is soo perfect for a ass like me...and well...that's why I was jumping and broke the sofa..." Alex said uncertainly

" What really!...when did this happen?...how did it happen?...what did you say?...give me all the details" lily said excitedly.

" Oh we on a date eating dinner....when I was struggling in my mind how to ask her...when an old couple complimented us that we look cute together...and I'm all the nervousness I accidentally asked out the old lady....like....will you be my girlfriend?....I said looking at the old lady and she looked shocked....and somehow in the end I added....Alexa and looked into Alexa's eyes....I saved my neck as she said yes." Alex said.

Lily roared with laughter.

" You idiot...what happened to the proposing lessons I gave u?...you always cut my nose....but still congratulations" lily said.

" Ok I'll talk to you later.... apparently ace has left a little bit of cookie for me...bye!" Saying this both of them bid goodbyes and lily reached her office door.

" Hope James is still inside" lily thought.

She opened the door and her eyes firstly fell on the James standing rigid in a position....his eyes a bit wide and reading a old paper.... suddenly it struck her.

" He is reading that letter!" Lily thought a bit shaken.

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James point of view.

I started reading the letter unable to contain my curiosity.

The letter was written in black ink and at some places the ink was snugged.....due to tears.

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Dear Mum and dad,

I'm very very sorry....I never wanted any of you to die because of me. You both sacrificed so much for me...gave me everything...loved me so much...and here I am...the worst daughter ever. I loved and still love you both very very much. You both were my world.

I don't know if I can still live my normal life again....I know it is pointless to write this letter now that you both are away from the mortal world...living in the stars...but still I want to...I am writing this letter at our special hide out spot on the beach where we used to come very often to play and for a picnic....this place is filled with out beautiful memories....

I don't know if I can be the same again....my dreams and aspirations have been shattered...I don't know if I have the courage to start and follow them again...I'm tired and defeated.

The person I loved and treasured with all my life and energy...he used me...made me feel so vulnerable, helpless and useless....I felt so powerless....that traitor took you both away from me...he took away my self confidence....and my dreams too!

I am sorry that I didn't listen to you both and you both still cared and loved me more than I deserved. Now I have no one...the starts of my destiny were taken away with you both....now I am all alone here to build my own life.

I have done my mistake by trusting the most wrong person in my life....I was blinded....he took away everything....my love, my life, you both, my confidence, my respect and just gave me vulnerability, helplessness, he even made me feel so depended, he made me hate myself and he burned my dreams....he made me living dead....now he is gone ....gone forever and I have learnt my lesson.

I once considered ending my life....but then I remembered Ace and my friends....and also you both always said...that the courageous never quit or give up....I won't give up.

You both have done so much for me...I won't let it all go waste...I will make both of you proud...I will establish myself in this world...I know I have your blessings forever....I will fight for my self respect.... remember dad...you said....never give up especially when it comes to self respect....I won't give up.

I promise to work hard....only focus on my goal...and achieve it...I will now never trust anyone easily.....I promise to study even harder.

From now on I will be invincible....no one can from now on make me feel vulnerable,helpless or take my confidence and respect....I am myself and I am alone enough to decorate my shatted soul....I will not depend on anyone for anything...I am INDEPENDENT.

From now on I am strong....no one can break my stone heart now...I will make you both proud of me....I will give ace the best. Now that I think of him....mom dad...I think I never loved him with my heart....deep down I knew that he was not right...my heart was right....from now on I will only listen to my heart....it was my stupid brain which liked him....I never truly loved him.

I have done my mistake with love....and learnt the lesson...I don't think I can love someone now....and no one would love someone like me....I will only love that person....who values my independence...who doesn't bind me with the chain of love but makes wings out of it...and helps me fly and reach my dreams...it would be unchained love.

He would treat me like an equal....he would be my power not a weakness...he would support me...help me climb and reach my dreams with his love.....he would not have any expectations...he would just want me and my company....he would give me nothing....just love and support....just a shoulder to cry upon...warm arms to engulf me when I'm tired....and advice or sympathy when I need.

He would let me fight my own fights....he would only give me support....he would trust me .....that would be true love.

I guess there is really no guy on this world who could be all this....but if there is then I am sure mom dad that you will send him to me.

I will from now own...be on my own....now no one can break this stone heart...I will make both of you happy...even if I'm too late....but I will....I will become successful and famous....I will chase my dreams....from now on only they are my love....I will achieve my dremas....they are waiting for me.

I will miss you both very much but I know you both are alive in my heart....and don't worry....I have made sure that he is punished for his deeds....he already is....I'm so sorry again that you both had to go through so much because of me....but you both still lived me so much...I won't let it down....I have been a terrible daughter....and I didn't deserve one bit of your love....but I will improve now....I have learnt....that now I must value all those who love me....and don't go after people who ignore me...bit look after people who ignore others for me.

I promise to bring up Ace the best...and I will always stick with Alex and Kyra....I will give ace the best...and i will achieve my dremas..no matter what...this is a promise to myself and both of you.

You daughter
Lily

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I finished reading the letter....I was shocked and dumbfounded....the beautiful girl lily....who is always cheerful,kind and happy....has such a dark past....almost like mine....behind her beautiful smile.

She is so strong....she has gone through so much....now she only deserved happiness....ands I will make sure that she gets it....I won't see a year from her eyes from now on....I will make her happy.

I have also found out what kind of guy she wants....and I will definitely try become that....this relationship has now grown more than the game point....I am seriously IN LOVE with lily Evans.

But surprisingly....like all my friends who are in a relationship have told me....this is not at all choatic....it's rather nice and soothing....it's not at all like a drama or time waste....it's real and nice....it's love

But I had this one question pestering me.....who killed her parents?.

" I see you read the letter....devil does your big head has a word called P.R.I.V.A.C.Y" lily said calmly....

James got shocked and jumped almost a foot as if a robber caught stealing.

" Curiosity kills the cat james....you sure heard that saying" lily said walking towards James as she wiped away water from her eyes.

The silence was so deafening that Lily's shoes echoed throughout the office.

" I am sorry....I....I did...I didn't mean to read it....I ...I just" James Stuttered as he handed the letter and the envelope to lily and lily looked at the parchment and james saw a single year fall on it....once again ruining a part of the writing a bit.

" Please don't cry I really didn't mean it....it was unintentional...I couldn't contain my curiosity" james said.

" Curiosity is no sin....but it must be exercised with caution" lily said.....she had a blank expression....like many emotions playing in those rainforest eyes.

James took a glass of water from the desk and lead lily to the sofa in her office and made her sit and handed her the glass of water and helped her drink some.

" Thanks" lily said and took a deep breath and rubbed her nose...now red due to crying.

James put a light hand on Lily's hair and carcasses it and supported it with his shoulder.

" I'm sorry angel" james said.

" It's ok....maybe you were meant to read it...it was god's wish" lily whispered.

" Will you tell me what it was all about....the letter?" James asked hopefully.

" Umm...maybe sometime else...we might not have much time" lily said and heaved on james shoulder.

" We have enough time....it's only afternoon...you can tell if u trust me and are comfortable" James said and looked directly into Lily's eyes with a piercing gaze.

" Ok then...." Lily said and straightened up to face james and she looked directly into his hazel eyes....and he looked into hers.

" She has eyes that are even deeper and mysterious than a black hole....I can drown in them forever" James thought.

" Let us go to a place where we can talk silently...I am getting suffocated here" lily said.

" Sure but where are we gonna go?" James asked.

" I know the perfect place....come on" lily said.

Both of them quickly winded up the office and lily drove James to a very very beautiful place...they drove in silence

They were near the sea....lily stopped the car at a cliff....it was not too deep bit was fairly high....the ocean was just in front of it....visible nicely.

The wind was blowing gently....the sun shining and giving a comfortable warmth.

The sun.....it burns itself to give heat and light to others...the irony....when you sometimes have to sacrifice yourself to others.

Lily told James that she found this place when she was new to the town and was looking for peace to think.

They both settled on the grass near the cliff....their legs wide stretched towards the sea and their hands on the soft grass.

Both were smiling.

James and lily on the cliff near the sea.

" Ok what do you want to know?" Lily asked James....knowing that now she must tell James and that she couldn't avoid the conversation.

"I trust him very much....he deserves to know it....I don't know about that.....but my heart tells me to tell james everything....and my heart is always right....always....and I will stick to it...this devil James has won the trust of my heart....he is different than others....he has something in him..." Lily thought.

" Who killed your parents lily?" James asked taking Lily's hands in his .

Lily closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

" It was me" lily said her eyes still closed.

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PLOT TWIST!

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Important questions.

What do you think will happen next?

What is Lily's past?

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Will james share his past too with lily now?

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