Martin,

My cutting hasn't stopped, everyday it happens.

Everytime I see you I do it. I do it because I don't have a choice anymore, it is all I have left.

I fear the pity and the stares I will receive once people start seeing them. Yet it's been going on for a while and damaged a substantial amount of my skin and it's still unnoticed.

I wear sleeves around the house so my mom doesn't see them.

Secretly, I hope one day you do and that you do something about them instead of keeping quiet like you did when we were still a thing but you were unhappy.

-Taylor