Hey,

You must be happy in your life now. I saw it and I can feel it. And I'm happier for you.

Napanaginipan kita noong isang linggo pa. And I already forgotten the dream I had about you.

Still tour stalker, you know.

I just feel so sad today.

I don't know if I'm just upset or just overreacting.

But I badly wanted to talk to you, like before. But the sutuation is different now, I cannot chat you easily. I hold back because you may be never care anymore.

Zhiang, how to get over sadness. How to find peace, joy and contentment.

How to live, not to survive.

I miss you too, that made me even sadder. Because, I cannot easily get in touch with you.

Why things end like this way Zhiang?

There's a lot of things I wanted to tell. Like everything that are happening in my life.

But I can't. I just can't.

But as long as you are happy and okay there, I won't complain and just endure everything. Time will heal me and help me accept the shattered friendship that we have.

I can't wait of February to come. Your birthday, it's the only chance I can face you and had the reason to chat you again. To say Hi, and wishing you a wonderful birthday.

You know, my tummy aches now, I am trying to eliminate my sadness and stress by talking to you because I want   to save the baby from this emotions I am feeling.

But it made sadder, and I am hurt. So may be, I'll just talk to you sometime again.

See you again someday.