I definitely not thinking of you last night. I am sure because I am busy doing my things and stuff.

But then you visited me again in my dream. It felt so true.

In my dream you came back home. Yes, and there, it was already one month that you are home.

With those familiar hair, and get up you ussualy have.

I just found you in thr crowd. You were so shy of me. And we have that time together. Reminiscing our past.

And there you said, you missed me. You felt so alone there in Canada. That's why ypu came back home because you know that you have me here.

I like the feeling of having you again.

Too bad that I woke up, and it was only a dream.

And I hated it when that's happened because my heart is always missing you, my mind too.

But somehow, I am also puzzled, why of sudden visit in my dream. This happened maybe in a year four to five times. And there, I remember you again. Even joy as well as the pain.

And I am reminded again that I had lost a friend. It's 2020..yea, that was almost 3 years ago already. And I don't know why I am still keeping this book like kind-of-a-diary of mine that is all about you.

Haysss.. It is so hard sha. How long, how long will this torture me.