Dear Ash,

Ang bigat ng feeling ko today. I keep remembering the past na dapat di ko na iniiyakan.

I felt alone and low.

Their words are keep playing in my mind, because when I met them they made me a low-class citizen.

I want to get out from this box I am prisoned. I want to move out and break free. I want to create a new life without those memories anymore. I want to be myself,  free and happy.

But in some point of time those memories are torturing me again. How to get over it? How to forgive and forget?

Shang, please talk to me. I need you now. You know what, a single word from you can already lift me up. You will always be my true friend though it has to be in the past only. Not anymore today, but can I keep what we used to be?

I miss you. And may be it has to be like this only.. I wish you miss me too.