I miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiisss you!!

Miss na miss na kita sobra. Paano ba kita babatiin ng maligayang pasko kung hindi ka naniniwala kay Jesus. At hindi ninyo sineselebreyt ang pasko.

You are always been so special to me. I will never forget you. You will always a part of my life.

Though situation is so different now. We are miles away to each other and a lot of things change. Sometimes I felt broken because you never care anymore. I always wait for your messages but I am just a crazy friend of yours who's waiting to things that will never gonna happen. Because you have never message me first.

I understand you're busy, and I really make an effort to not bother you, sometimes it's for myself also. I don't want to be bitter if you will not reply. Because I known you only reply once in a blue moon. And in able to not being ignored and 'seen' only in messenger, I better not to bother you.

But I miss you so so much already. I hope you knew that. I hope you come and reach me first. But I just discovered today that you deactivated your fb account. I don't know your reason but a part of me was bitter. Why did you do that to me?

I'm already happy watching you from afar. Seeing you doing your stuff's with your friends there. Looking for your updates in news feed and in your 'my day'.

I am happy and contended with that though I really wanted more. I want to talk to you like the old days. I want to laugh with you again. I want to share you my stories that I could not share to anyone.

I want my friend back.

I know you're still you. You never change at all. It is just the situation and the location.

I wish you grow up with me. I hope we never separated before.

I miss you zhiangot.