Last wednesday night, nagchat ako sayo. I told you na I'm depressed.

I even said weird things. Then after that I hate myself for telling those. I am super ashamed.

So I think what to chat you to get back the shame. A friend advice me what to say so I followed her and send you that message.

Pagkatapos non, I didn't expect you to reply and told a long long long long story of your life.

Sabi mo naiintindihan mo ako. I guest, kasi based sa story mo may pagkakaparehas nga tayo. Nasasabi ko nga sa utak ko na, 'oo ganyan na ganyan nga yong feelings ko'. Thank you.. Sobrang blessed ako na naging part ka ng buhay ko.

Nasabi ko sayong marami na akong nakausap at nagpayo sa akin, pero iba talaga yong sayo. Salamat..

Kaya hindi na ako nagdalawang isip pa na sabihin sayo yong problem ko at even yong mga secrets na kinikeep ko.

Right now, of course di mo pa nabasa.

It made me excited to read your next chat. So I am waiting for it.

Now I realize why I want to keep you, why I don't want to lost you, and why I treasure you this much. Kasi sa buong buhay ko, ikaw lang yong taong nagtiwala na kaya ko at nagparamdam sa akin kung gaano ako kaespesyal na kaibigan.

I miss you. I miss the time when we're still together.

I actually want you to come back. Pero I am also happy sa kinalalagyan mo ngayon. Knowing that you became a better person.

I just misses the Aisha I know. I really misses her. Pero I'm aware that everybody changed, the only constant thing in the world.

Thank you for this..

So yea, I just literally narrated a portion of my life. Ewan ko kung bakit yan ang naisipan kong ireply sayo. Wala naman yatang maitutulong yang storya ng buhay ko sa problema mo but I just felt compelled to tell you. Di ko naman alam kung ano talaga nangyayari ngayon sa buhay mo but know that whatever it is I know that you can deal with it. You've always been a strong woman and you are but sometimes it's ok to show some weakness especially when the pain's too much, it's called human nature. I believe that you'll be able to overcome whatever it is that's troubling you now. If you can't believe in yourself then believe in me because I believe in you. I mean you don't have to face anything all by yourself you can always count on other people, people who really cares, perhaps me but I can't promise and I won't because from all that I've experienced recently it's become hard for me to fully trust and hence to totally make genuine connections with people. But you can always share if you want to, I'm all ears but don't expect me to always have an answer. I'm being frank with you now because I want to be true to myself and to others.

I do not mind reading this kahit gaano pa kahaba. What made me strong and happy now was the sentence I made bold.

It touched me so deep. Thank you ash. I am certain now that you will always be in my heart even if you'll forget me.. I hope that won't happen, anyway.