Nitya's POV

Anirudh! How could he do this to me! Was it all fake? Did he see me as a use and throw piece? I just.. can't take it! What did he find so special in that girl, named ani.. ANIKA?! What does he think of himself?

I'm hating everything about Anirudh from the start. Almost for 22years I lived just for him, loved him deeply, fixed him as my one and only partner who will be there for me. But now, he got married to a middle class girl. I can't take it!

He didn't answer anything for my love that I have for him! What does all this mean?! We enjoyed our life so lovingly, since my childhood he was the only one person I had!

I'm not leaving this! I'm not letting anirudh to have a good life with that idiotic girl. He's all mine! Only mine! As they got married with my uncles blessings, Im not able to see how they happily live together. It hurts me, she being in my place burns my stomach! I just wanna kill her.

When I decided this, I found that anika has a big secret about her past life. Well, credits goes to my stalking skills. Knowing about her past, I got to meet her past bestfriend Rohit, I felt that I was much luckier as he and his brother approved my plan, got down into my evil pool!

Yes, my planned worked! But in that just one thing got missed is that she survived back as someone admitted her in hospital at the right time! I'm not leaving this just like that , she hasn't got her consciousness back, before she could get it im here with my another plan!

Covering up visibility, I entered the hospital and quickly made my way to 3rd floor ICU ward. My ears are so sharp I can so clearly hear the words from the doctors about anika's condition! Great! She got abortion, this news cherished me like anything and not bad on how the boys treated her! She definitely need this.

Peaking through the lobby it was found to be empty no one was there including anirudh's friends or relations. I slowly tip toed and entered into the room to see her.

She was right there on the hospital bed with all the machineries around her. A evil smile crept appeared on my face, enjoying the moment on how she has been injured. Guess she won't be able to walk or do anything if she gets her consciousness. So, what's the point for her to live in this world. It's better to leave and move on by giving me the chance to live with my love, ANIRUDH.

I nearer to her inch by inch, there was just a barely distance between me and her now. I was so close to her as I was ready to execute my plan, seeing her face each second was boiling my anger and mood. I pulled out the knife from my leather jack, holding it tight with my right hand I forwarded it right infront of her to finish off her life. Without thinking further, I moved my hand with the knife near to her left hand, in the intention to cross a deep cut on her left hand first and then thrust her!

But then....

"STOP!!! ANIKAAAA!!!" A loud masculine was heard inside the room, stopping me from stabbing her.

I jerkily turned around to face the person, but still the knife was ready leaving an inch to cut her hand, not bothering what's happening around I just slide the knife on her skin and slowly bleeding bursted.

I looked at the person nervously, gulping my saliva i was making my footsteps back slowly to escape as I know I won't be able to do anything after this. The person was none other than, anirudh's close friend Iyappan.

"Heyy you! Stop right there, don't move and put that knife down." He said, strictly crossing his fingers.

With no obligation, I had to obey him and I did as he said. As I put the knife down, fixing my gaze to the floor standing on the place freezed. Iyappan came closer to me with an angered look, behind him was his friend shashank making his steps forward.

"Anu, check on anika! She's bleeding faster!" Shashank voiced out, in a very serious tone.

I anxiously turned around to escape from here but then anu blocked my after first aiding anika simultaneously shashank came in. I'm trapped! No way out! Both of them who blocked my way holded my waist tightly, so that I won't move an inch.

But I wiggled and plead to leave me. They didn't listen to me at all. Iyappan came more closer to me to remove the shawl which I covered fully around my face. As I fuss over my shawl loosens its tight, my humming voice gets louder. In one glitch moment, iyappan tossed my shawl away in a fraction seconds. And my face was shown out to them. I can clearly see iyappan's eyes bulging out in an utter shock!

"Nitya.." He murmured !

Anirudh's POV

I drove fast, so fast as much as I could to Albuquerque. I couldn't stay longer after hearing anika's past life. She have faced alot of problems in her past and here shows nothing of it.

I don't know how to praise her attitude now and the gesture she have done. I just felt like throwing everything away and punish the person, that culprit Rohit for my anika's condition.

Parking sreyas car at the porch, I rushed my feet off to the terrace and entered into my den. Tears started to pour down like a river, constantly being here also reminds me of her ONLY HER ! Her smiles, giggles, laughs and all those cute talks of her are filled around my den. I'm hating myself minute by minute! I walked towards my table and stood there looking at my things that was arranged one my table.

Slightly, my eyes got focused on to the small portrait frame. I went weak as l loosed myself down, kneeing on the floor just glaring at the portrait frame.

Tears rapidly flowed down my cheeks, I could feel my throat tightening and choke me, heavily. I relaxed myself to pour out all my emotions to the person who's there on the portrait frame!

Why you didn't tell me anything about all the things happened for you? You hide everything from right? I lashed out!

"All these years and months I was blaming myself inside for your death, as I was the one who told you to return home in car. Happened is happened we can't fix it back again! Just one thing da aravinth, I need your favourite girl, anika. I'm sure you're watching us from up! Save my anika da, I don't want to lose her just like how I losed you!" I said, folding my hands together and bend myself down on the floor, letting my tears just flow.

"Machan, dai !" Sreyas bursted into the room from nowhere in frustration!

I can't move! I need my niku! I'm firm with my words! I want my anika, aravinth answer to my emotions. Blabbering stupidly to him, I don't really know what to do other than begging to the person who's not even here with me.

I don't know if others understand how I feel and my emotions, But he will definitely understand me! Taking that courage in me that's why I'm lashing out firmly to him like a idiot, though I know sreyas is watching me.

"Get up ani! Get up man, you're the one has to be brave enough to take this in and convince everyone. But if you itself broken means how da, just think about others." Sreyas said, holding my waist and lifted up straight.

"I..I seriously can't da! I'm not able to digest it in. I don't know what to say either.. Aravind, he was there for me through my ups and downs and now niku. My two.. two souls are going to leave me.Throughout this 2 months of marriage life, I have done so little things for her but the day she confessed her love to me like a kid she asked me to make her as mine. Now what she wished and wanted from me has left her, that too she doesn't even know she was pregnant." I said, smiling within my tears as the moments with her passed by.

"Shut up man! Anika will not leave you! Look here, look at me she will come back to you! Definitely she's going to come back to normal. I understand you very well da and I also know how much anika loves to have babies.But what we can do now when it had happened out of our hands. Now, all we could think of is how to hide this from anika and take care of her well without negativities coming into her life. You know that she won't be able to take this in. And I'm there for you, even I'm not gonna leave this issue just like that." Sreyas said, in a very serious tone.

His words effected me a lot! I starred at him with my red eyes. I have no idea what he had planned. I quickly clutched him to give a brief hug, as his last phrase energised me.

"I really want your words to come true sreyu! And you know that's all I need." I said, weepingly.

"Trust me, it will! We have to defeat the person who brought Niku to this stage and punish him vigorously." Sreyas said, giving a friendly pat on my back.

A smile crept appeared on my cheeks as I slowly relaxed myself. Yes, Rohit has to be punished! Niku needs freedom out of this. Finally, I decided to go on with sreyas's words.

"Machan, Come let's go to the hospital. I wanna see my Niku. I want be just right beside her." I said, with a rushed voice.

"Sure da! But go freshen up and come you're so stressed out after the long journey in flight and now this." Sreyas said, with an assuring smile.

With that, I made my way towards the bathroom with an energetic smile on face. Slowly, my confidence level raised up, I'll take care of my girl Anika so well than anyone else can without any negativities passing through her life!

At the hospital..

Iyappan bombed me up with lots of questions! He hated me every minute, when I stood silent. Well, I do have my answers for all his questions, I'm even ready to lash out my hurted emotions onto them but I don't know what's stopping me.

At one point of time I couldn't take the shoutings, those creepy voices behind me and I just blurted out to them everything, frustratedly. They surely didn't expect this from me but to get Anirudh in my life I'm ready to go to any extreme level and you all know that!

The moment I gave utterance and my explanation; in a fraction of seconds a hard feel like creek sound appeared, hitting on the walls. It took time for me realise what's happening. Iyappan slapped me, literally!

I glared at him with my hands on my cheeks, on time my eyes got fixed on anirudh and sreyas entering the room cluelessly as their reaction changed immediately the momet when iyappan slapped me. How could he just slap me?! Like what the heck man ?! My anger boiled up!

"Iyap, what's wrong man? What did you just do to Nitya?" Sreyas questioned.

He stood silent, glaring at me angrily.

"Have you gone mad to slap nitya?" Anirudh asked, reculantly.

I faced down hearing anirudh's sweet caring voice. But I'm sure those sweetness will fade the moment when he comes to know my true colours.

"She.. She tired to stab Anika. It's not just Rohit who is the reason for anika's condition. It's also her she's the main person, she's the one who planned to harass Anika at the mall." Iyappan said, crushing his teeth.

"What are you saying?" Anirudh asked.

Iyappan gave his long explanation and the scenario which happened a few hours back in the room. Anirudh looked frustrated he couldn't believe nor expect this from his very closed cousin nitya.

"Ani.." I called him in a very low tone as my hands made up to touch one of his shoulder.

"Take your hand of me !" He shouted.

"Ani.. please just one second listen to.." I said, quavered but then I was paused as he showed his palm right on my face.

"Get out! There is nothing between you and me. Even the cousin relationship between us has broken up. I hate to see your face just get out before my anger erupts up." He said, so seriously.

"No! I can't let this happen. Anirudh please I need you! I need you in life." I cried.

He didn't listen! He grabbed my hand and just pushed me out of the room. I clearly understood how angered he is but I just can't stop loving him. I need my love to last long forever with him. I want to live a happy life with him. With no guiltiness I stood just there and cried.

"Ani, just think for a second you can't live a life how you wished to after this. Definitely the girl you're living for will not give you a happy life, she's gonna treat you like a servant for her. But me I'm all ready to give you everything and even the thing what Anika can't give you." I said, straight forwardly.

"I'm not that cheap to come behind you for that. Look here, Anika is only my wife and my life, no one can replace her place. Girl like you can never sustain it, to say you don't even deserve to be. Just get out of here before I could do something rude to you." He said, crossing his fingers.

"What will you do? Slap me? Do it, i won't resist your soft palms touching my face. That would just make me feel insane." I said, as i slowly moved closer to him, holding his hand tight and caressed it on my cheeks.

He hated it so much! He pulled his hand away from me forcefully and faced back. I went forward and stood there keeping my arms crossing my chest.

"Come on ani, there is no use of living with her after all shits happened to her. She isn't going to give you a life, she can never. But you see, I can give you all that which she can't. Just think ani its better to be a perfect man for a girl like me rather than being a slave to a third rated mental person." I said, in a very evilly voice and sniffed.

"One more word comes out from your mouth. Your death is in my hands, Nitya. Just get out of her you idiot!" He said, pushing me hard out from the lobby.

None of his friends thought of stopping him. They all just stood there silent and watched me getting harassed by Anirudh. Before I could defeat, he holded my waist tightly and pushed me down on the floor out the hospital.

All the people's eyes were just on me! I feel so embarrassed! When you be bad this is all you get! I thought to myself and got up from the place starring at anirudh with my angered eyes.

"Go to hell! You will never be forgiven by me. Go, go and tell to that idiotic rohit that his death is nearing. You and all the culprits behind my anika's accident all of you are going to be punished heavily." He said, stressing his words so effectively.

I left a snuffled smile and smirked evilly.

"Don't utter things just like that! You can never cross our line which we marked. Just see how I'm going to play with your life anirudh! WAIT AND WATCH !" I said, crossing my fingers right infront of his face and left the place.

The revenge mission begins!

4 DAYS LATER ....

Iyappan's POV

Days pass by like a roller coaster ride. Still no response from anika. Literally, everyone is depressed. Not even one person looks happy. I'm just so hurted to see how my squad is! They have never been this way.

I can understand how Anika means to all the people in our gang and so she do means a lot to me. Either me I can't take it in that the cutest girl is in a situation like this but being depressed for days and not doing anything right won't justify her problem. Thinking deep inside my heart I finally decided to talk from my side.

I walked up to the 3rd floor and made my way towards anika's ward room. I pushed the door slowly without making any noise and found anirudh sitting on the chair beside anika.

I entered in silently taking a deep breath inside and letting out firmly. It had been days since anirudh visited Albuquerque or his home. He didn't turn up to eat at all nor drink a little amount of water. Every time when I come and convince him to eat, the only phrase I get to hear is -

"Niku yendhirikatum Naa sappuduren!" He just shuts my mouth saying that. He can't be like that without food and rest. He looks so pale and so weak. I can't no longer be quiet!

"Ani, aunty had called. She wants you to come home. Machan, sorry da I can't be without forcing you but you seriously need to get back home and take some rest. We're here, we will take care of anika." I said, placing my hand on his shoulder.

"No da! I'm not leaving this place. I have already said I'm not gonna have anything unless Anika wakes up. If I go home all my thinking will be only on niku. So it's better I stay here just holding her hand." Anirudh said, in a husky voice.

"For how many more days you gonna be like this? When Niku wakes up you need energy to talk to her at least right. Please for niku's sake you go home take some rest, eat and come here. Till that time I will just be right beside anika." I said, in an assuring tone.

He looked up at me with his tried eyes. I don't know how to react but I gifted a causal smile to him.

"Whatever you say I'm not going! It's 4 days already and she still haven't got her consciousness back. I miss her so much. I miss her voice and yes everything." Anirudh said, tearing out.

"Dei, please da! Doctors have said that by today evening somehow anika will get her consciousness back. We all are hoping that she will definitely wake up and call you. Believe me or not she will da." I said.

"Nejama anika yendhiripala?! Anil nu yenna kupuduvala? Sollu da Machan." Anirudh said, weepingly.

I'm still! The way he asked me struck me by not able to replying him anything back. I can feel the pain he's facing through inside his voice showed it out.

"She will ! Definitely she will but now you go home and take some rest. I will be here with niku. If there's anything to say I will call you is that okay?" I said, with a smile on my face.

He turned around and looked at anika and looked back at me. I'm hoping that he agrees to go home.

"Niku, baby I'm going home for now. As soon I freshen up I will straightly come back here and stay with you. Just one thing I would like to ask you before I go, please wake up soon. I want to hear you say my name, that cute name anil I wanna hear it from you. Please do." Anirudh said, placing a very soft kiss on anika's forehead.

He moved away and looked at me wiping his tears.

"Pathuko da! Naa sikkarama vandhuruven." He said.

I shook my head as answer to his words. As he left the place I sat down on the chair near to anika. Immediately, the moments I spent with her popped into my head magically. Some memories made me to laugh like an idiot in reality.

"Oii, Vaayadi! Yen yenga yellarayum ippdi thaavika viduraa? Yendhirichi yenngala paarudi. Do you know how much everyone miss your aarajagams?! Well, to be frank I miss it awfully. You naughtiness, your sarcasms, your cute uncontrollable talks totally everything. But honestly the most thing I miss is koranguu.. You know think that I hate it when you call me that but it's not that, I love it so much inside my heart. It's just that I pretend to be like I hate it. Seriously, Niku no one would have named that as how you did." I said, paring her hand with mine.

"As I see everyone being depressed and cry for you. I just can't hold my emotions just within me anymore. I cried that much just inside the walls when I came to know that you're a critical condition. I'm so not going to leave Rohit just like that. But now, Niku we need you. Look at ani he isn't eating properly, he's spending his night sleeplessly just looking right after you. And anu she's hiding all her pains just inside her heart. Shanky, that guy is crying hour by hour just thinking of you. Literally everyone is so hurted and depressed ma.." I poured out all my emotions, placing her hand on my forehead as a tear dropped down my cheeks.

"Vaayadi yendhirichi yengala paaru. Un anil unnaku kaaga sappudama kaathu tu irukan. The kids in home are praying for you by lighting candles everyday. Everyone's doing all these for you, they want the love back from you which you showered for them. I seriously don't know how to pray for your recovery anymore, this is the only thing which I didn't do so please niku wake up." I cried out loud, holding her hand tightly.

Suddenly, I heard my phone ringing breaking my interaction with anika. I wiped my tears and got up to take my phone from the table where it was getting charged.

I felt something stopping me, I turned around in confusion with a doubtful face. My eyes glanced at the hold of anika with mine. I tried to pull my hand away but I couldn't her hold was so tight.

I looked at her confused but still trying to pull my hand from the hold. Just then, my eyes got fixed at the lips syncs of her. Her lips are moving! She's talking but I couldn't hear what it is. My heart sank down the moment when I saw her lips moving.

Without thinking, in excitement I removed the oxygen mask which covered her mouth to breath.

"Koranguu!" She said, in a quavered voice.

To be continued..

A/N

Hola my beautiful readers, so here's my update after so long. Finally I got time to write and update it on time. So yeah I have introduced a new character on this chapter, Nitya as anirudh's cousin. A big thanks to my nu baby @KathyAR15 for letting me use the name Nitya! No one can be sweet as you baby, love you lots.By knowing her character you guys could have guessed how her role is gonna be after this! Hope you all like this chapter. Stay tuned for another emotional chapter. Please do vote and comment guys :)

With that, I'm liking to give a very serious note here! This is particularly for all Anirudh fan fic writers. I'm gonna speak in comman, not gonna hurt anyone's feeling. But you all guys must understand this! Okay guys, recently I read an anirudh fan fic in wattpad and found one of my character name in their book which gave me a shock. I'm really not willing to mention the person who is it and name of the book. I don't know why people still repeat this again and again. For a second just think from writers point of view on how they struggle to think of a plot and character names. Don't just take it as you wish to.

So please guys don't do this to any of the writers if you need help seek their permission first and respect them ! Don't just pour words like trash and call it as offensive. Some of you might not get what I said in the last among so much of readers but one person will definitely understand it.

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