Initial Notes

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Dear Diary,

Today it is a starry night. The stars shine like little diamonds.
And my only thought is (was) if ever I went to the girl of his dreams
And all those moments by less than are behind the surface feelings still forgotten.

When he said I was his girl, I felt like I was his world.

At that time I would wait for him. It was everything I did!

And when he did not come ... Tears filled my eyes.

Once he said that I looked beautiful when I cried (And before I thought of it as a compliment).

But i know that i am beautiful when crying!

All days were special, my love
but not mean nothing compared to their follies
their shit and their drugs.

And my memories, not accurate.

I waited dear!
And you came not ever!
Never!

"Because I'm pretty when you cry"

I am stronger, except for him
their comings and goings, became a routine.

And I could not get Diary anymore.
The tears were already part of my face
He left and I cried, but was beautiful.

I would never do that and he did so well!

"Because I'm pretty when you cry
I'm pretty when you cry."

With the delicacy of a dry rose, Miss...