Obviously this is a rant book so if i ramble too much just keep that in mind.

Too much has been going on lately in my life (surprisingly)
And shit has been getting intense and annoying to a point where I would just stay at home and not communicate with anyone or anything.
Especially my fucking friends.
Shet.
I've been seeing more things and objects where ever I go and it's really getting to me now because I try to convince myself that it's probably just my mind playing tricks or nvm if I explain that part ik y'all gonna call me a bit um

"Borderline"

So I'm keeping that shit to myself. But um..I've been having headaches because I still think too much and I almost hit my fucking head in the wall

Well never mind, I already did.
And I wonder if I'll wind up like on of those children that has serious mental health problems.
But i feel like I'm capable of my physical self.
But shet my mental world has a mind of it's own.
Last night or 2 nights ago, I was listening to my music and the dark figure came and we held hands
He fucking told me to stop worrying
Bitch I cried that night.
Idk what's wrong with me.
And wow I'm really scared cause I looked to the right and I saw some sort of figure that disappeared as soon and I noticed it.
Literally just now.
and um..Stuff about my gf and me has been getting to me too but I'd rather not let that be discussed.
That said, I actually have a headache right now.
and have you ever felt like you're constantly being watched..?
Cause yea I feel like that everyday.
Every hour and every time,
Including right now.
Yea anyway, my friend Angel was really a fucking bodyguard for me today throughout the whole day because all of my other friends were being perverted again.
and I cried today during Library class but it's alright cause during Science I kicked Breyonna and Angel...
Well I kicked Angel for anoyher reason though.
Lmao.

(Eh, possessiveness ig)

But back on topic or topic(s), ne and her made a poem together named shooring stars because apparently my poem names are a bit "boring" 😂 but anyway, she made a poem named a smae thing and I did too, and we mixed them together into one.
My friends were ribbing me in homeroom because I bought my own yogurt and a spoon nigga.
It was good af tho.
But it was also my last one tho
Fuck this shet I'm out.
Idk why I typed that

OH AND UM.....

apparently, my friend Maya um..

Ya know, said that she liked me a bit, and i felt uncomfortable af because she already knows about my girlfriend so yea.
she left the room so quick boi.
But we're still friends tho.
But Glitter just came on
So lmao

but nice song tho, I remember the first time I listened to I, I was sitting at tye table listening to music and I was getting sleepy af and I fell asleep on the song like 3 times.
But then the secind time I listened to I was so fuxking obsessed.
..then I realized why I liked it so much...
But no fr that beat towards the end tho.
Smooth af.
aye boi now Erykah Badu is on
"Other Side Of The Game"
And its smooth af nigga.
You should really listen to it.
But when its raining, i like to listen to it.
Still, nice tho.
My dad is afraid of lizards.

But lizards (in opinion ofc) are so cute, I just wanna raise them from little babies and read books to them even know they won't understand a single word that I'm saying, but itsw alright because they're still gonna be treated like the babies they are cause lizards are bae af
I really have a thing for lizards because their little hands are so cute and spread out just..nvm

"I looked to my right and all I see is a guinea but in my face."

"Hahaha."

That was me and Ange last night.
Yea that's her nickname i made for her but ide call her that anymore
I should tho
I have nicknames for everyone, but I don't tell them because they're gonna start ribbing me for how weird they are
Or ya know...just because...͡° ͜ʖ ͡°
Lmao jk jk,
Wait no, actually I'm not jk
So yes, take that in a serious manner.
Please and thank you.
My mom bought some honeydew and yea....
I'm ashamed of what I did.
Let's just say that
The honeydew isn't in the fridge anymore.
Hopefully tye cousin that drunk my APPLE JUICE LIKE HONEYDEW SO I CAN SAY THAT I FUCKING ATE IT ALL AND IMMA SAVE A HUGE ASS PIECE AND EAT IN STRAIGHT IN HIS FACE.
Anyway, friday bout to be lit cause me and Angel made plans and we cheesed up cause eveeyday we always be like
"I can't wait for Friday boi."
But yea, hopefully she took that picture tho.
͡° ͜ʖ ͡°͡° ͜ʖ ͡°͡° ͜ʖ ͡°͡° ͜ʖ ͡°͡° ͜ʖ ͡°
Y'all don't know what im talking about but y'all don't need to.
and no, not those pictures
Nasty ass.
But yea
I have some really nice legs even though them girls always try to tell me otherwise and I don't give af because they all crusty af.
So, I had to stay up last night cause, I had bought some chocolate and on the last one I had, it had said "stay up till sunrise." But i failed terribly because Angel fell asleep on me at 1 am and 😂😂😂💀💀 and I only stayed up for 2 more hours
At 3 am I was eating that ice cream tho while watching 1D on my TV while crying.
Yea y'all niggas lame af if y'all don't do that.
Unless I'm just being a pathetic shit.
Yea that's probably it.
My cousin Connie was with me and my mom yesterday and it was lit and funny af again like it always is.
But yea I'm ending it right here cause my headache hurts like hell and because my thumbs hurt like trash.

Bye.

-Y

If i have 3 girls when I'm older, I want their names to be Sydnie, Frankie, and Maleeka.
But my mom and my sister said that it was ugly af
Saying that..nvm
I still like it tho.
Eh.. Rambling again aren't I?
Continue with your lives please.

#TheygotCaronGrass?

#Stuff

#DaddyLongLegs

#Kitty

#Yureka

(Y?)

#Aubrey

#Bella

#Crystal

#Yukara

( i fucking hate having a weird ass name I swear. )

😂

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