Sigh.

I feel pathetic AF because I just remembered that earlier I ate all the rest of my cookies because I had just arrived home from my Grandma's house, and another argument in the car with my mom and I was

TRYING

to make myself happy because it was still my birthday and I had to try to find a way to make myself feel like a princess or some shit

Idk.

So I ate the last bit of my cookies, and even tho I still felt Like trash, it was alright because they were good af.

Then my mom came so suddenly out of no where and was like

"You know your daddy is coming over right?"

(Yea my mom and my dad aren't together because of some "complications" so..)

(and no, not that type of daddy, but I like to call him that, don't judge)

So yea, then I forgot but, my sister had said something that triggered my mom then IG she got mad for no GOD DAMN REASON THEN STARTED YELLING AT ME AND WAS LIKE "CLEAN UP" THEN I GAVE HER A "ATTITUDE" THEN SHE GONNA PUT HER HANDS ON MY FACE AND PUT HER CLAWS IN MY FACE AND OOMMGG I WANTED TO SNAP SO FUCKING BADDD I SWEAR

but I'm glad I didn't because my funeral would've been tomorrow.

Then she started saying things then I started crying so fucking hard that I almost broke Down on the cold ass floor.

Then my dad came about 25 minutes later

Then he cheered me up a bit with his corny jokes and was playing with the kitchen table and all that.😂

So yea, he kept asking why I looked so sad then I was eye balling my mom but not that much cuz yea..

Then he left and he didn't even say "I love you." Then I had to remind him and he was like

"Oh look, someone wants to actually talk now huh."

Then I rolled my eyes then we laughed it off and then he left.

then i started writing again in this

"Other" journal I have

(Hehe, 😏😏)

And yea but then my friends started texting..

Or did I started texting first?

Uh...idk but it became lit AF so yea

But bye because I have to read my nigga book because I kept asking her to update and why she didn't update and she finally did so yea.

#LittyAF
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