[Inspired by the song "Wish you were mine"]

"I look at you
You make me blind
Why do you have to be so beautiful
All the time~
I know I can't
Be with you
It's killing me to see you with someone else

What to do

Now I am in the corner and watching you smile
Watching you smile,
And I can't get over you
I'm losing my mind

All of the things that I wish I could tell you~
Every time when you're passing me by
I fall in love
There's something about you
I wish you were mine

And if I only could be there I hold you
It feels like I stop breathing when you're around
I'm in love
There's something about you
I wish you were mine"

Soobin finished the song with a smile, his friends were clapping loudly,
"WOAHHH THE VOICE!! I AM IN LOBEEE" Beomgyu yelled, "BOOTIFUL!!!!" Taehyun cried.

"OMG, I CAN'T BREATHE!! Y'ALL BETTER TAKE DOWN NOTES" "MERRRYY MEEEEE SOOBBINNNIEEE" "SHUT UP FELIX"

Soobin giggled as he took a glance at someone to who he sang this for.

"I fall in love, there something about you...I wish you were mine" He sang the last lines before getting off the stage of his University.

He saw his brother and his boyfriend running toward him, "Was that for Yeonjun hyung?" Beomgyu asked, a smirk plastered on his lips.

As excepted, Soobin blushed like always. He just loved the name.

"But guess...He didn't care..." Soobin frowned. Taehyun rolled his eyes, "shut up, I bet he is fanboying. Now come and treat us. I am Hungry"
"Sure sure"

In the cafeteria, everyone minded their own business. At the table of Taegyu and Soobin. Taehyun and Beomgyu were being lovely dovely to each other meanwhile Soobin was busy staring at his crush, Yeonjun.

"He is so pretty..." Soobin sighed as he saw some girls drooling over him.

"He is straight...Beomgyu!" Soobin called Beomgyu as Beomgyu looked at him. "What?"
"You are friends with Yeonjun, right?"
"Uh not friends but we talk often"
"Great! Go to him and ask him if he is straight or not"

Beomgyu threw him a disgusted face, "He will think I have a crush on him"
"Burh the whole School knows that you and Taehyun are dating" The taller scoffed.

"Well yeah" Taehyun pecked on Beomgyu's lips, making the elder blush.
"I don't want to be the third wheeler here" Soobin whined, "fine, I'll go and ask him" Beomgyu stood and walked to Yeonjun's table.

Taehyun and Soobin looked at Beomgyu, who put his arm around Yeonjun's shoulder.
"Um he said, they are not friends" Soobin laughed as he could see Taehyun being jelly.

"Calm down Terry" "shut Choi"

After some min of Beomgyu and Yeonjun talking and laughing, the shorter came back.

"So???" Soobin's eyes sparkled, "He said he is like Spaghetti, straight until he gets wet" Beomgyu didn't even bother to look at Soobin.

"I- what does that suppose to mean?"
"Seduce him"
"Ew no. I ain't doing that" Soobin gagged. "You like him, don't you?"
"Yeah so?"
"Do it"
"No...why!"

"You have to do that one-day" Beomgyu smirked, Soobin stayed quiet.

Beomgyu sighed, "bro I am kidding...ok whatever so anygays-"
Before Beomgyu would finish, someone interpreted him.

"Hey Beomgyu, can you give me the Science notes?"

They looked at the owner of the voice,
Soobin stopped breathing, his exe stopped working, he was going blind because of the sudden beauty, almost deaf Because of the sweet honey voice.

"Y-yeonjun...?"
Yeonjun looked at Soobin, "oh hey, You are Soobin right? You have a nice voice" Yeonjun smiled at Soobin.

"Thank... You.."
"You're welcome"
"Here you go!" Beomgyu passed the notes to Yeonjun. "Ok then bye." Yeonjun winked at Soobin before leaving.

Soobin stayed quiet for a bit then excused himself.

He walked to the washroom.

"Taehyunnnie...eh? Why did hyung go?"
"Washroom, babe"
"Oh great so...wait... HOLY FUCK! CATCH HIM BEFORE HE FAINTS"
"wh...y...OH SHI-"

Soobin slowly opened his eyes, greeting a worried Yeonjun. "Are you okay??" Yeonjun helped Soobin to sit, "uh yeah...what happened?" Soobin took a glance at Yeonjun. "You fainted...Thank god I noticed" Yeonjun sighed and stood. "I will take my leave, take care Soobin" Yeonjun smiled and patted lightly on Soobin's head.

After Yeonjun left, Soobin closed his eyes and screamed inside. "he...patted...my...head...winked at me earlier...smiled...eeeeeeee" Soobin bit his lips, trying his best not to scream.

He slowly lied on the bed, closing his eyes. "But I don't have much time..."

"OMG SOOBIN HYUNG YOU DEAD?!?!?! NAURRRRR" "BEOMMIE NO-" "DON"T YELL KIDS"

[2 months later}

Yeonjun smiled as he looked at the flowers and the chocolates in his hand, He was finding Soobin. He looked around the place, "He didn't come today..." Yeonjun pouted, "today is valentine..." Yeonjun got a lot of cards, and chocolates but his heart only finds Soobin. Their uni held a festival on this day.

Yeonjun's eyes landed on Taehyun who is talking with his classmate, Han. He ran to Taehyun. "Hey Taehyun! Do you know where is Soobin?" he can see Taehyun's face become a bit dark after hearing the name. "U-uh hyung, I d-don't know...well wait a bit" He pulled out his phone, texting someone, some sec later his eyes widen as he grabbed Yeonjun's hand, dragging him to his car.

"get in, hurry!" Yeonjun panicked and got in, "W-where are we g-going" "To meet Soobin hyung" Taehyun drove at an unusual speed, considering it in full. "But where?"

Taehyun's voice hissed, "Y-you'll see. FUCK" He hit the break, facing the traffic jam. "we only have 10 mins" Taehyun shook his head, "W-why..." "Hyung...please don't talk"

As Taehyun said, Yeonjun stayed quiet. After 2 min, Taehyun began to drive again. Finally reaching their location. "Hospital...?" Yeonjun tilted his head. "We reached 5 min earlier...hurry!" Yeonjun gulped, as he followed Taehyun.

They got into the elevator, pressing the 3 button. Yeonjun stayed quiet, getting nervous. His stomach is getting sick out of nowhere, "Something is gonna happen" He thought and bit his lower lip.

They reached the 3rd floor, greeting Beomgyu standing while covering his face with his palm. "Gyu..." Taehyun ran to Beomgyu, seeing his boyfriend crying a mess. "w-why are you c-crying?" Taehyun froze as Beomgyu hugged him tightly. "h-he left...before t-the time" Beomgyu cried harder.

"w-what...?" Taehyun looked at Yeonjun and muttered him to go inside the room. Yeonjun took a deep breath before taking steps inside the room.

He was greeted by Soobin, peacefully sleeping. He looked at the heartbeat machine, seeing a line while making the sound 'peeeeeeeeeeeeep'

The flowers and the chocolates fell from his hand. He walked closer and held Soobin's cold hand. "So, you left me?" Yeonjun let out a dry laugh. He cupped Soobin's face, "I heard you loved me, Hynjin told me" He smiled sadly as a tear slipped from his eyes.

"Aren't you going to say you love me? I bought flowers and chocolates for you...but you left me...why? I do know, You had blood cancer...You never tell anyone but guess, Hyunjin stalked you for me" He let out a sad chuckle before pecking on the dead male's forehead.

"I love you Bin...I also wish you were mine..."

[1 week later]

Yeonjun, Beomgyu, and Taehyun standing in front of Soobin's grave, Beomgyu is still crying, he just can't accept his brother's death. Yeonjun stood there blankly.

"so you mean...he died from an accident?" Yeonjun asked bluntly, Taehyun nodded slowly.

Yeonjun kneed down, "It's ok Bin, we will be together soon..." He whispered, Taehyun and Beomgyu didn't hear him.

(2 days later)

Beomgyu was cuddling with Taehyun on the couch, watching TV. Suddenly something caught their eyes.

Breaking News: Choi Yeonjun (22) A student of a university, was found dead in his house at 6 pm.

Choi Soobin Choi Yeonjun

2000 - 2022 1999 - 2021

R.I.P R.I.P

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Ifdk what the neaga byeonhae I wrote- but yeah, cry :')