The loud music filled the room. The dim nuance also seemed to lighten up several people who were drunk-dancing. But there's also one of those who didn't plan to get drunk, which was literally me.

I was just sitting in the corner, accompanying my friend to drink her pain away. She just broke up and I understood how she felt, that's why I was here. But then I was bored and a bit dizzy from the noisy atmosphere. So, I decided to get some fresh air for a moment. I let myself walk out of the bar alone.

Along the way out the bar, because of the crowds, I always bumped into several people, which was giving me more headache. And I never thought before that there was a guy who would love to help me when I was about to fall. I saw his figure wearing a cap and a mask. And I didn't know why he wore those weird things, but all I wanted to say was my gratitude to him.

"Oh, thank you, Mr. cap and mask?" I let out such a ridiculous chuckle in the end which made him giggle.

"It's fine, can I walk you out?"

"Oh? You're okay with it? After all, we're just strangers."

"I'm okay. You're a girl and I'm a guy and I should just help you out, I think."

I chuckled, "Okay, then. Let's move."

And that's all such a short memory of the beginning of our meeting on spring night. We had our first talk outside. He started to tell me his name, which was Kang Taehyun. He even told me too that he's an idol that's why he dressed up like that.

I never imagined this type of scene where I was just an ordinary girl who would be able to meet such famous people. So, I made my eyes widen to hear his confession but then I thought why not let him know my name when he looked enthusiastic like that.

So, I told him my name was Mia Felipe. He shook my hand and smiled cutely. So, I thought that maybe I was having such a love at first sight towards him. But then after the introduction session, he asked me whether I was Mexican based on name and looks, and I gave him such a simple nod.

I was also curious about whether he was Asian or not. And he said yes, he was from South Korea. And my mind suddenly recalled the fact that his country was known for several boy and girl groups.

He then agreed as my mouth agape to find the fact that I met one of those popular boy groups. Like, Jesus might bless my spring night and more than I ever imagined that I could reach him out later, like a lucky girl that had a chance to date someone's idol.

After two weeks we knew each other, and we knew that it was such a short period of time. He always had his time for me after finishing his US tour. He even always dared to sneak out just to meet me in my apartment. I was so happy, of course, especially when he confessed that he liked me.

I also told him the same way I felt about him. And just like that, we started dating. Everything was a rush and we didn't mind it. But that feeling to have him longer was really strong as I knew him as such the lovely guy I ever met. Like, God, can you just make him stay with me for the rest of my life?

Because I only want him, I need him, I love him.. So, could you let him be mine forever? Could he be my other half? Could he be my Adam? Or Could he be my Clyde?

Or no? Oh, I see. The answer is never. God seemed to play with my feelings when the end of spring started.. Everything fell apart. My heart was shattered into pieces when I saw him with a bunch of girls, like I knew that they're just his fans and it's a part of my consequences to date a popular guy like him.. But my jealousy really ruined our love life.

"Mia!"

"Yes?"

"Why are you running away? You know I miss you." He really didn't feel my jealousy that made me angry. So, when he tried to hug me, I refused it real quick.

"Don't touch me. Why didn't you just stay with them? They're your fans, after all."

"Oh? What's wrong with you? Why are you mad all of a sudden?"

"What do you think, huh? Who doesn't get mad when your pair gets touched or even let other parties kiss them on the cheek and blah blah blah. Fuck."

I saw his mouth agape and I didn't understand why he had to react like that. But at the moment I just assumed that he acted like a guy who got caught cheating and it really annoyed me.

"You know what.. Okay, I see now that you're jealous.. But.. you don't have to overreact like that–"

"Okay, so? Just call me a dramatic bitch, I don't fuckin' care. What now, huh? You want a breakup?"

Wrath was really taking over me, so I let my mouth curse a lot which made him upset.

"Fine. If that's what you really want. Say it out loud, I'll grant your wish."

Not a minute away, he threw his anger on me like that, it's my turn to let my mouth agape as I slid down a single tear.

"Well, you know what? Isn't today your last day in Texas?" I tried to buy time any longer as I wanted to let him stay. Deep down, I didn't really want to break up.

"Yes. So, what are you trying to say?" He sighed for a while, then he gave his forehead such a massage.

I couldn't speak anymore, so I cried and let my palms cover my face. He then got closer to me as he wanted to take me into his embrace.

"Girl, I'm sorry .. I didn't mean to be mad at you like that–"

"Kang.. Taehyun.." I started to sob in his chest to call his name. "Please stay.." Then I told him my wish that I knew it's such no use, like he wanted to grant me that one.

He sighed like I knew that he would do that, cause I already knew the answer. "I never said such a breakup thing.. But would you wait for me?" He cupped my cheek, trying to make eye contact.

"For.. How long?" I started to look him in the eyes, still crying.

"Could you trust me even just a little bit?"

I broke eye contact as I didn't know what else to answer. My mind was in a daze as I shed even more tears. He slowly loosened his hug as he heard one of his friends call out his name. And the last thing I remember was him being sad and assuming one-sidedly about what was on my mind at the moment.

"I see, you didn't trust me, did you? Then why bother being together if trusting your partner was so hard–"

"Taehyun.. Don't." I cut his words off as my tears were louder, but it seemed like he insisted on leaving.

"Goodbye, Mia."

He let go of his hand on me so easily as letting go of our love which is literally such as a temporary love in the spring. Like, our love was really nothing, more like it's just a fling that never happened in the end. People also never knew about us, we literally kept our love a secret. And I suddenly regretted hiding our love.

I didn't know what to feel anymore, my heart was numb. Loving him in the spring was blue. So blue that I couldn't see the pink or green or even the blooming color in my eyes at this time.

Goodbye, Taehyun, my spring love. Even if we didn't make for each other in this life, I wish we were meant to be for each other in the next life.

In the warmth of your soft sighs

My once so chilly world

Blooms into spring at last

My blue spring

No one knows about that winter

The endless worries and shaking heartbeat

Feeling blue through those frigid blue days

I remember how you embraced me with your warmth

It's just like magic, you're the only one

You changed my horn into the crown

Now all my days and nights

A spring breeze washes through

When you call out my name

At night, I didn't know what to do but just singing and taking a sip of my wine outside the bar. My mood was kind of a mess. After the show, I just felt the need to sneak out.

It's already another spring in another year but yet my heart still seemed to feel that regret, like why did I let go of her like that. Why was I cruel and didn't give her a chance to speak? And why did I not hug her for the last time or even hang out before I left her country?

Just.. why? I couldn't seem to move on from her.. But how about her? Did she already find someone new or better than me? I might sound a little bit cruel indeed for hoping she didn't move on yet. But that's how I really feel now.. I think I want her back but could I?

"Taehyun?" Suddenly I heard a soft voice from my right side. I leaned my back on the wall while sipping another drink. And when I turned my head to that voice, I felt like I was choking. That Mexican face I saw in the spring last year and I missed the most was here.. But wait... or am I drunk already?

"Taehyun, you okay?" She came closer as she looked worried to see me choking.

"Mia?" I slapped my face as I felt the pain and then I assumed her figure was real. But still, I couldn't believe my eyes. "Is it really you or am I trippin'?"

"Yes, Taehyun, I'm here. What's up with you? You look like a mess."

I couldn't answer her, so I was about to have another drink, but she stopped me. "No, don't do this, Taehyun. You're not drunk. You can do anything to prove yourself that I'm real."

She held my wine, and her other hand held my hand. She then helped my hand to touch her cheek as if convincing me that she's real. "See? I'm real, right?"

I touched every inch of her warm skin as I shed a single tear and my mouth slightly agape. A part of me now still couldn't believe her here, but another half of me wanted to believe everything was real right in front of my eyes. "But.. how? How did you get here?"

"Taehyun, I was on spring break and my friends asked me to join them to visit Korea.. But I didn't know that I'd end up meeting you here... in another bar... another country.."

"Mia, I'm sorry.. But are you okay now?" I rushed to hug her as I couldn't help myself to hold my longing towards her.

"What do you mean? Of course, I'm okay.." She didn't hug me back but I knew she told me the truth, but still my heart aches a little bit when I think about perhaps she slightly hates me now.

"Thank God.." I let go of my hug as I felt slightly disappointed, but well, I think I deserve it.

"But how about you? Are you okay?"

"I wasn't, that's why I was saying my sorry."

She suddenly made such a sad look that made me more sad. "Taehyun... I'm sorry too... about back then.. I really couldn't trust you and I didn't wanna let you know."

"It's fine.. I know I didn't deserve you–"

"No.. please don't say that."

I shed even more tears and I thought that I looked really pathetic. "Mia.. just tell me then.. If you want me back."

"Taehyun.." She started to let out her single tear, and I didn't know why she did that, was it because she's touched by my sorrow or else. But one thing that I knew for sure was she hugged me tight as she wanted to say something. "I still love you.. And yes, I want you back.."

I heard her confession as I thought that my tears now were full of joy. "I.. I love you too, Mia.. Let's get back together.. Let's start all over for many more springs.."

"Yes.. be mine forever, Taehyun.."

Right now, both of them were cheering for their love back. They're going to toast their love with their mouth. The girl started to gulp the last wine of his, sharing it in his mouth as the spring breeze blew all around them like wanting to celebrate their comeback for love in the spring. This spring was totally theirs. They wanted to have many more spring years together for a better love tomorrow.

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