A/N - Hey guys and welcome to Chapter Twenty. Liam's outfit ^^^^^. This will be in Liam's P.O.V.

----- Liam's P.O.V -----

It has only been a week since the miscarriage and honestly we still aren't over it. We were both so excited to become parents and now that has been taken away from us because of one girl that just couldn't keep her emotions in check. I tweeted about it a couple of days ago when Hannah said that she was okay with it, I got so many heartfelt replies, #ThinkingOfHannahAndLi is still trending and all of the boys tweeted about it too. (A/N - The boys' tweets) 

'@Real_Liam_Payne: Got some horrible news a few days ago. My girlfriend has suffered a miscarriage and honestly it isn't easy to handle. I might not be active for a few days, I need some time with her'

'@zaynmalik: My heart goes out to @Real_Liam_Payne and @Hannah-Jones. Hannah lost the baby. I am supporting you guys all the way'

'@Harry_Styles: This is one of the worst weeks in history. All of us are devastated. I love you both. When the time comes, you guys will be great parents and we will all support you'

'@NiallOfficial: Please respect and support @Real_Liam_Payne and @Hannah-Jones. This is a hard time for them. We're all here for you guys'

'@Louis_Tomlinson: I can't believe that this has happened. We will never forget that little one. They will always be in our hearts'

There is a movie premiere tonight and unfortunately I am going by myself, Hannah is currently back in England visiting her Nan as she is still in hospital. She will be back tomorrow and she only went yesterday so I am only having to survive one day without the love of my life. It is so weird not waking up with her next to me, I hate it. The lads haven't stopped teasing me about it and it is annoying but what can I say, I honestly love this girl and I don't like the fact that she isn't here.

"YO LI. GET CHANGED" I hear Harry shout from the bunk room "WHAT AM I WEARING?" I shout back as I walk to where they are "You are wearing this" Harry says thrusting clothes at me "Your girlfriend, being the sweetheart that she is. Set out all of our outfits for tonight" Louis says buttoning up his shirt "She has good fashion taste so I trust her" I say starting to get changed. Now, if this sounds weird it really isn't. We are all guys; we are brothers although non-biologically related so this is completely normal to us.

I get changed into the outfit that Hannah left out for me. If I'm honest this doesn't surprise me, Lou wasn't able to help us with our outfits and only myself and Harry have some fashion sense so Hannah knew that we would need help. She left me black suit trousers, a bluish long sleeved shirt and a black suit jacket along with black shoes and a silver watch. "Wow. You were right Li" Zayn says looking at his outfit "Your girl is good with fashion" he says and I roll my eyes "I did tell you lads that. I wouldn't lie" I say walking out of the bunk room.

"I don't know if I can do this" I say as we pull up at the premiere "Why Li?" Niall asks and I sigh "It has only been a week since the miscarriage. All of those people out there know. Hannah isn't with me" I say and Harry places a hand on my shoulder "We're all here for you Liam. If you get asked a question about the miscarriage and you don't want to answer look to one of us and we will step in. As for my annoying sister, she will be back tomorrow" he says and I chuckle "She can be annoying but I love her" I say just as our car door opens.

We walk along the red carpet and as usual we all get stopped at the main interview point thingy, don't really know what to call it. I think that it is Dan and Phil who are interviewing us, the guys from London, the YouTubers but we are in America again so they must've flown out earlier, well done Liam, just state the obvious. "So Liam. Where is your girlfriend tonight? She’s usually with you at these events" Dan asks and I smile at the thought of Hannah "Hannah is actually back in the UK. Her Nan is in hospital so she has gone to visit her" I say and Dan nods "We heard about the miscarriage. How are you coping?" Phil asks and all of the boys look to me, I take a deep breath before answering "Honestly, I haven't been the most cheery person. It only happened a week ago and it hit both me and Hannah pretty hard. The idea that there was a little person inside my girlfriend, the person that I would have been a dad to is not comforting" I say my voice cracking at the end, I look to the boys who smile sympathetically "I'm sorry. I can't do this" I say before walking off into the venue.

I sit down at my seat wiping away the tears that have fallen. My phone starts to ring so I pull it out and answer it, not bothering to look at who is calling me.

(L - Liam~H - Hannah)

H - Liam? Babe?

L - Baby? Why are you calling me?

H - I saw the interview just. You didn't need to answer Liam. It has hurt us both.

L - I know baby but I felt like I had to. The miscarriage shouldn't have happened; it is Leah's fault and Leah's fault alone. We should still be having a baby.

H - Don't you think I know that Liam? I miss our child so much, I will never forgive Leah for what she has done and I know that you won't either. You just need to stay strong, even on interviews.

L - I will. I am going to stay strong for you. I love you so much but you need to promise me something. Promise me that you will not go back down that road; I know what you've been thinking and I don't want you doing that again.

I hear Hannah sigh on the other end of the phone.

H - It's just hard Liam. I am not going to say that I haven't thought about it but I haven't done it. I won't do it. I promise.

Just then the boys all sit down next to me.

L - Thank you baby. I need to go, the boys are in now. I love you so much.

H - I love you too Liam. I will see you tomorrow.

I hang up my phone and put it back in my pocket. "Was that Hannah?" Louis asks and I nod "It was. She saw the interview" I say and they all look at me with sympathy. "Guys, you don't need to have sympathy for me" I say and they all shake their heads "We all know how much this has hurt you Li" Niall says placing a hand on my shoulder "You don't need to put up a front around us" Zayn says putting a hand on my other shoulder "Because we are all here for you. We always will be" Louis says popping up behind me "We are brothers. Now and forever" Harry says kneeling down in front of me.

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That was Chapter Twenty, hope you liked it. Anyone else get feels at the end?

Thanks for reading.

Till the next chapter.................