"even if our youth rots in the studio
thanks to that, we're closer to success.

CHAPTER THREE

make some noise, all right. till your body burns up, all night."

—

From taetae:
where did u go last night

To taetae:
home I walked it

From taetae:
you with hobi?

To taetae:
yeah

From taetae:
picking u up in ten

To taetae:
oooookay

Jungkook puts his phone away before standing up and walking back to his friend Hoseok.

"Taehyung's picking me up, we're probably going to go for lunch. Thanks for today." Jungkook smiles at him, patting his shoulder.

"No worries pal." Hoseok grins and pats his shoulder back.

"You want to come for lunch?"

"Nah." Hoseok is still grinning. "I have a full day today." As a dance teacher, he has to work hard and it makes Jungkook thankful that he took time out of his morning to teach him and dance with him. Dancing tends to distract him from his life.

So Jungkook waits for Taehyung to arrive as he sits at the bottom of the window, his elbows on his knees that are covered with tracksuit bottoms.

His thoughts are everywhere and his head feels like it's going to explode. He doesn't know if it's because he's thinking too much, but he's had a horrendous headache ever since he woke up. The kind of headache you'd have from a hangover. But Jungkook didn't drink last night. 

He definitely had a taste of something addicting though, a girl who's name he didn't even get. Does he regret what he did?

No.

The last time he was with someone like that, had sex with someone, was in his last relationship which was two years ago. It lasted two or three months and the girl moved away, it was a waste of time.

Jungkook believes he has a boring life which is why last night affected him so much. It was exciting and unexpected.

Jungkook doesn't remember the last time he was so reckless, so lustful and so not .. himself. His thoughts are clouded with memories from last night and he's staring at a spot on the wooden floor, thinking and thinking about how her lips felt, how she felt, how she held him, how he held her and how-

"Jungkook! Tae's here."

Hoseok calls and rushes to embrace the boy with the mullet before squeezing his cheeks. Taehyung pretends not to show his happiness when hugging him back and Jungkook slowly stands up.

"Are you here to dance?" Hoseok asks jokingly to Taehyung.

Jungkook swings his backpack over his shoulder and takes in his best friends appearance. He doesn't look tired or hungover which isn't a surprise because Taehyung doesn't like alcohol but he has his moments. He's wearing a white Gucci headband which must mean he's in a good mood. 

"Of course I am." Taehyung responds, a silly smile on his face. He shocks both Jungkook and Hoseok by doing a complex dance move with his hands and shoulders.

"What the heck was that? Since when could you dance?" Hoseok exclaims and hits Taehyung a bit too hard out of excitement.

"I can't."

"Now have a good day Hobi, let's go Jungkook." Taehyung gestures to the door as the two of them bid their goodbyes to Hoseok and leave in Taehyung's car.

—

Taehyung sits across from Jungkook as they finish their order.

"So where did your ass go last night?" Jungkook asks, leaning back in his seat, raising a brow.

"I don't even remember." Taehyung hums. "I saw some of my friends, got whisked away."

"I was left all alone. How could you?" Jungkook fake cries.

"Kookie, no don't cry! I'll pay for lunch just because I left you alone last night." Taehyung pouts and immediately, Jungkook's face lights up with a cheeky grin.

"So did you seriously stand like a loner and then go home?" Taehyung asks, curious as he waits for his friend to answer.

"I did talk to someone."

"You did?"

"Yes. Are you proud?"

"YES." Taehyung exclaims. "Holy shit look at you!"

"Who was it?" Taehyung asks, fully engaged in their talk.

Jungkook hesitates, rubbing his hands on his sweatpants. It's embarrassing how he doesn't even know her name. "I didn't ... get her name."

"What does she look like?"

"I bet you know her." Jungkook gets ready to describe her. He controls himself by not overflowing his best friend with detailed information about her beauty. "Dark hair, dark eyes. Brown skin. Smokes. Kind of short but tall-"

"Elianna."

"What?"

"It has to be."

"How do you know?"

"Jungkook, I'm telling you, it's Elianna. Everyone knows her, it was her party." Taehyung confirms, tapping his fingers on the table between them and Jungkook takes a deep breath.

Elianna. Even her name is gorgeous sounding. It makes him want to see her again.

She's popular. She held the party? Now it makes sense as to why he was surprised when she talked to him. She's clearly the kind of person everyone knows and everyone is aware of ... just like Taehyung. Does that mean that was her house? Does Taehyung know her? Why is he getting the impression that she's well known for the wrong reasons or is he just overthinking again? Did he make a mistake?

"Well what did you guys do, what did you talk about-"

"We hooked up."

Taehyung spits out the water he was drinking back into his cup. "You fucking what? I know I told you to get laid but I was .. messing."

Jungkook doesn't know what to say so he shrugs.

"Wait, why am I surprised? She hooks up with everyone." Taehyung says quietly to himself. Jungkook can't help but think that maybe Elianna has a big history.

And maybe Taehyung is a part of it?

Jungkook can't help but feel used because he was just a part of Elianna's everyone. And she was something more to him.

"How come we've never talked about her?" Jungkook asks. He's known Taehyung all his life, they tell each other everything.

Taehyung thinks hard. "She never came up I guess."

Jungkook wants to ask how he knows her, what's his history with her but to be honest, he doesn't want to know the answer just yet.

It stays quiet for a while and the food arrives. Taehyung lights up with joy, clapping his hands because of the food and Jungkook's thoughts are everywhere, again.

Taehyung notices his best friend's somber mood. "Don't get attached to Elianna." He starts. "She's a good person, don't get me wrong but she messes around?"

Jungkook listens to what sounds like a warning.

"I know you Jungkook and you think too much, so stop. Whatever happened, happened. But I just, I don't know ... she's the kind of person who doesn't feel things the way you do. She's not what you'd expect." Taehyung starts, eyes diverting away.

"She tells people before sleeping with them, that she doesn't want anything out of it, that she's not looking for anything serious. I mean, that says a lot doesn't it?" He ends.

Jungkook gulps because Elianna never said anything like that to him.

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