Zachary Pov

Zachary tries to open his eyes, his head pain a lot. He only sees all around him white.

"Where am I? Why all I see white? Am I blind or is this heaven? Am I dead or alive?"

He is trying to convince himself with once again looking around, suddenly he sees several people wear white.

"Who are they? Are they ghost or spirits? Are they several angels who protect my soul?"

He closed his eyes and carefully he was open his eyes again.

"Why I can't find my mum? Ahhh... Yes!!! Mum's not here. Of course, mum still alive."

Zachary feels sad and suddenly remember with his mum.

"Poor mum, she is alone now. I can't take care of and protect her again."

He can't stop to think about his mum.

 "What mum's doing right now? At this time, she usually loves to bring me some snacks and tea."

Zachary suddenly cry.

"Why I am here God? This is unfair. Why you take me so fast God? Why you let me left my mum alone? Who will take care of her? She is widowed, even you already took her husband when I was a kid. How's her condition now? No! I don't want to blame you God, but this is unfair."

Zachary crying like kids. 

"I need your mum, wish you were here with me. No! No! No! Mum still alive, I can't be selfish. What am I thinking about? I want to see you happy mum, wherever I am. I am so sorry mum, I can't accompany you again like before. I can't continue my education as you wish for. All gone one time."

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Zachary's mum Pov

"Poor my little baby boy. What kind of person who treats my son like that? I never imagine that someone could bully my baby boy like that. I am his mum, I can't see my baby boy suffer right that my heart pain a lot. Why life is so unfair to poor people like us? My son goes to that university only to study. He is not a trouble maker, he has a good heart. Why life is so cruel to people like us? What is my baby boy doing until he got injured like that? Where is justice?"

 Zachary's mum cried like kid age five.

"Pa, wish you still alive here. I need your help to protect and take care of our son. Why you leave us so fast? I am confused pa, I don't know what to do now. Pa, please look at him, he is unconscious on hospital bed very weak. I am afraid something bad will happens to him again and again. Pa, please wake up and come back to our life. We need someone strong like you who always care with the named human being, not only to your family. Pa, please come and visit our baby boy. Please raise his hand and guidance his pa. Please lead him to be strong and gentle, so he could face his all enemies pa. What kind of parents we are pa, we only can see he is suffering outside there?! Pa, I never ask or request you anything, cause I know you already worked hard for me and also Zachary our baby boy. But this time, I beg you please wake up. I feel alone and empty here. Please come to see us. Please accompany me and tell me what to do. I really need you pa!"

Zachary's mum gasps, she sees the light more bright than usual.

"Is that you Pa? Why you only standing there pa? Have you forgotten pa? I am your wife pa. I am Zachary mum. Zachary is your son pa. Why you only stare me like a statue pa? Please say something pa, I miss you so much. Pa, why you keep silence? Why you don't say any words like usual pa? Are you angry with me cause something bad just happens to our baby boy? Is this the way your punishment pa? No! This all, not my fault pa. Something happened to Zachary out of my control pa. I beg you please don't blame me. I beg you please don't angry with me in this situation. I need your arm for hugs me. I need your shoulder to put my head and cry pa. Yes! Please hugs me. I beg you please hugs me. Please don't do this to me pa! Please...!!! I beg you please stop ignoring me, I can't stand anymore."

She suddenly see the light change from bright to dark.

 "Ohhh... No! No! Please don't go...!!! Please don't let that bright change become dark. STOP! I beg you please stop pa. Please hold your step pa. Please stay here with me. All gone, you left me again pa. None of the words came from your mouth. Do you know how much I love you pa? Why you don't give me the opportunity to fix everything together with you?" 

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Charlotte Pov

"I know suicide or kill someone else is a sin. I feel like I want to kill him. I don't care if I must spend all my life in jail. I just want to give him a lesson. I just want to get revenge. No, I don't believe with the police officers. I do believe in my own justice. Ryan must die, and yes he should die. I swear Of God, I'll find him. It doesn't matter where he will go or hide, I will hunt him. He will never ever escape from the world forever."

She threw her knives to the wall. 

"No, this is not you Charlotte. You're difference Charlotte. You're not a killer or murder. You're a girl with a kind heart. Please bring this case to the police, and let them know what happened to you lately. Don't take some action you'll regret in the end. I know you are a smart girl, please don't let your pain blindfolded your eyes."

She covers her face with her hands crying and put her knee on the floor.

"Ohhh... please forgive me, God. What am I just thinking about?! What happens with my family if I really kill him? I loved my family, I can't see them live with fear cause their daughter is a killer. I can't let anyone else judge them with bad words or even mock them and also attack them. What kind of daughter I am if those all happen. No! I can't do that. I am so confused God, what should I be doing now? If I report him, this will gonna be a bad effect on my parent's social life and career also. Please lead me, God. Please guide me always in your ways."