wooyoungs pov:

I was terrified of what was to come, I agreed to be his? Am I mental?

I breathed the cold air in and out steadily attempting to calm myself down, what would he do if I didn't listen? It's my life.....

A hand suddenly rested itself firmly on my shoulder causing me to flinch, "hey woo-...why did you flinch all of sudden it scared me" yunho said in a fit of laughter. "I-I was just surprised" I said turning around again to continue walking.

We made it to the school doors, I hesitated. I don't want to go...

"woo what's up with you? Wanna talk-" he said resting his hand on my shoulder again. What if San see's what will he think?

"d-don't touch me let's just go" I said quickly, walking through the cold doors. Yunho looked at me confused but decided to not utter another word.

I entered my first class stiffly, I could feel his eyes on me. It was like he was draining my energy from his intense stare, I sat down next to him quietly, I refused to look his way.

I could feel his stare, please please please let this class be over fast.

I felt him come closer to my face, a chill ran through my spine. "give me your number" he whispered closely, I could feel him smile when I shifted uncomfortably in my seat.

"o-okay" I whispered quietly, I pulled out a piece of paper and wrote down my number cautiously. should I be doing this...?

He gave me his fake little smile, that smile that I like so much. I knew it was an act yet it still gave me butterflies, fuck you choi San

He took the small paper and put it on his desk and started taking his phone from inside his pocket. He typed in the number, looking back and forth a few times to see if he got it right.

it was kinda cute.

I felt a buzz in my pocket, I was too scared to check. What if he got mad?

"check it." he said sternly, I pulled out my phone and opened the message, it was an unknown number.

Unknown number

-meet me in the bathroom after class.

I looked up from my phone and at the boy, he didn't acknowledge me at all.

should I?

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Class ended quicker than I thought it would, students started shuffling out quickly, Including San who packed his stuff and left for the bathroom I assume.

I sighed and did the same, heading to the bathroom slowly.

I opened the door and looked around, where is he?

"I'm right here doll" he said, leaning on the sink. The sound of students passing the bathroom filled my ears, there was a class next. We had the bathroom to ourselves.

I started walking towards him, not making eye contact once.

I stopped in front of him, "how do you even know I'm gay" I said looking up at him slightly. "It's obvious" he laughed, "well what if I'm not" I challenged.

"You kissed me back" he said chuckling devilishly. "What do you want...." I sighed, I had to admit I was scared. The aura he held was no joke.

"well" he breathed, walking closer to me. "I saw you this morning......with that friend of yours." he said darkly.

"no no no he's my friend my best friend, he touched my shoulder that's it" I said in almost a pleading voice, how does he make me like this?

"what were the rules princess?" he asked, inching closer every second. "n-no touching anyone but you" I sighed, looking anywhere but him.

"B-but please don't touch him he r-really didn't know" I said with tears brimming in my eyes, what if he hurt yunho......

His dark aura dropped right when the first tear fell, he smiled sweetly at me. "baby I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you my love" he said grabbing my face in his cold hands.

He cares about me?

I knew it was an act, I knew I could leave, I knew it was just some manipulative move to get me to stay, yet.......I smiled back.

I leaned into his hands a bit while he wiped my tears, "I won't hurt him if he never touches you again baby.." he said in a sweet tone, I knew it was a warning yet I melted at his honey voice.

he embraced me into a tight hug, holding my waist a little too tight. "dont let anyone touch you but me" he whispered coldly, dropping the honey voice.

I flinched at the sudden change, "o-okay"

why am I such a sucker.....for toxic love?

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a/n: sorry to my two readers for not updating, thanks for always voting my loves!!!! I'd really love some feedback even though I know for a fact this book is shit 😭