16th March,2015

Harry's POV:

"Hare?" I heard Shreya call.

"One moment" I yelled back as I stripped out of my wet clothes and pulled up a pair of cotton pants.

I stumbled out of the bathroom to find Shreya sitting on my bed.Her mouth fell open as she gazed at my naked torso.She quickly closed her eyes.

"Don't you own a shirt?" She gritted her teeth.

"It is nothing that you haven't seen. Damn,you have seen all of us almost naked because you lived with us" I chuckled caressing her cheeks as I stood before her.

She opened her eyes with an embarrassed grin and stood up.She wrapped her arms across my waist and rested her head on my naked chest.

"Are you still upset about Zayn's decision?" She asked me quietly.

"Yeah,he is like a brother to me.Ever since the band was put together we've been together,we even lived together and now that he is leaving all of a sudden it feels...I don't know how to put them into words" I vented it out to her.

She made me sit on the bed and held me to her as she gently rocked me as I began crying like a baby.

"Harry,it doesn't mean he is leaving you guys for good just because he is leaving the band.You guys will still be brothers.He wanted a change and he is going for it,we should respect it" She explained.

"Will you leave the band too?" I asked sitting up.

"Why would I leave?" She asked amused.

"I don't know" I told her.

"I will not leave until Simon throws me out" She smiled pinching my cheeks.

"Promise?" I asked her.

"Promise" She replied kissing my cheek.

I kissed her cheek and began to leave a trail of kisses from her cheek to her jawline when she pushed me away and jumped up from the bed.

"Harry Edward Styles!" She squealed.

"What?" I asked with a amused grin.

"Get dressed and drag your ass to Zayn,make it up to him and then we're going to spa" She sang the last part dancing her way out of the room.

I made an attempt to catch her but she quickly ran out of the room and shut the door,giggling.I shook my head at her antics and dressed myself in a pair of jeans and a gucci shirt to meet my mate.

18th March,2015

Zayn's POV:

"Afra,I am afraid" I told her as we walked to the dressing room.

"What are you afraid of?" She asked me.

"What if?" I stammered scratching my head trying to find a reason.

"Bhai" She said as she fixed her gaze at me.

"Okay" I surrendered as she opened the door to our dressing room and walked in.

As soon as we stepped in,a squealing Lux ran towards Shreya..Shreya laughed as she picked the little girl up and spun her around.Lou left Harry and walked over to Shreya and pulled her into a hug.

"I didn't know you were coming" She squealed happily.

"That's why it is called surprise" Shreya waved her hand in the air dramatically.

"I agree that you can act,Shre" Louis yelled from him chair.

"Wait till you watch the movie" She shrugged.

"At last I can doll up a girl instead of adrenaline-filled kids" Lou huffed.

"Hey" I and the boys chorused and began to laugh.

"Okay,dear siblings,now go! Shower and change!" Lou ordered us as she gave instructions to her assistants.

I and Shreya chuckled as we went to shower.A white plain round tee and black skinny jeans was tossed to me.I quickly changed into them and walked back into the dressing room.A pair of black boots and socks were handed to me,I sat on the couch and wore them as Shreya plopped down beside me.She was dressed in black skinny jeans and white tee too along with a black and white striped shirt thrown over it casually.

"Shre,get your ass here!" Lou ordered.

"Coming" Shreya held her hands up in surrender and walked to her.

I was lead to another make up chair and Lou's assistants made my hair and the boys' hair.After my hair was done,I walked over to the couch and sat down on it with a deep breath.I was about to lean back when a hand caught the back of my head and stopped it.

It was my sister.

"Done so fast?" I raised an eyebrow at her.

"Well Mr.Styles' hair is unruly than mine" She chuckled pointing at Harry.

"It feels weird" I admitted the truth to her.

"Everything will be okay.What are you going to do,next?" She asked me.

"I don't know.I haven't decided" I told her as I rested my head on her shoulder.

"Why don't you finish the Asia tour and leave?" Louis asked as he sat on the other side of me.

"So many things have happened recently.It has affected my personal life so much,I can't handle if another wave like that crashes on me." I told him as I remembered the hate my sister got before the world knew that she was my sister because of the Perrie events.

The sound of the door slamming broke us from our conversation.Harry has stormed out of the room.I looked at the door as Liam,Louis and Niall followed him.I looked at Shreya as she starred hard at the door.

"Afra" I called her quietly.

"He'll come around" She said as she stood up and lead me out as well.

Simon was talking to the boys when we went there.When he saw us he signalled us to hurry up.I and Shreya jogged over to them.

"Hey Shreya! How are you?" He asked her with a huge smile.

"How do I look?" She grinned back.

"Awesome as always.I heard that the shoot might get over soon" He raised his eyebrows up in amusement.

"We are still here and there is only a concert to be performed but don't mind us" Louis chimed in.

Everybody began laughing at his joke as Simon slapped his shoulder lightly.I looked at Harry but he looked away with a grim face the moment  he saw me.

"I know this is tough for you guys because Zayn is leaving the band.Shre,stick with them throughout the show,I don't want any dull moment.I don't mind even if you romance with Mr.Curly here" He winked at the last part and left us.

"Group hug?" Shreya opened her arms.

We threw our arms around each other with smiles.Our first hug when Simon chose us flooded my memory.I squeezed them tight as a tear spilled from my eye.

"It is time for the show" I heard Shreya's voice.

She was standing by the entrance to the stage looking at us with a proud smile but wasn't she in the hug? I turned and saw Harry beside me who looked shock too but he however he quickly moved away.Louis patted my shoulder with a smile as he got his mic and jogged to the stage.I picked mine and walked to the stage.My sister held my hand as we walked in together to the last one direction concert with five singers.

Harry's POV: 

The six of us were standing behind the stage.The sound of our fans screaming for us almost deafened us.It brought a smile to my face but when we break the news about Zayn's departure I don't know how they will take it.They're gonna hate the rest of us for not making him stay.As the intro song was coming to an end,I took a deep breath and walked up the stairs and onto the stage greeting the fans with a huge grin.The others followed me to the stage.Cloud's track began playing as I raised the mic to my lips and started the first song of the concert.

We were spread through the stage.I tried to be as casual as possible and jumped up and down and fooled around to entertain the fans but the grimness just wouldn't leave.I glanced to my side and saw Shreya making Niall and Louis laugh with her actions.My lips curved up on my own as she mimicked Niall playing guitar.

Steal my girl was starting and my eyes wandered on their own to my girl.I have Simon's permission after all.She caught my eye and I knew that she would have already planned something.She grinned as Zayn walked towards her from the other side as he began the song.We stood around them as the chorus was about to begin.When it started,I dragged Shreya away from the lads as I sang my lines twirling her on the stage.

When Liam's line came up,he and Louis mimicked her twirl.Shreya glared at them playfully as they bumped their hips.When the chorus came again,Niall kidnapped her from me as I looked at them with shock.When I sang the bridge,she ran to me and wrapped her arms around me and released me quickly.The six of us stood in different parts of the stage as we finished the song.

We entertained the crowd individually as we sang little black dress.We played with the mic stands as we sang where do broken hearts go.We lined up with the mic-stands as we began midnight memories but Shreya was missing.We looked around searching for her as we sang the song.

When Liam began singing "5 foot something with the skinny jeans...Don't look back, baby follow me" She walked over to us from the other side of the stage with her over shirt tied around her waist.She swayed her hips as she opened the water bottle in her hand.She raised an eyebrow at me as she walked away from me.As I turned to the crowd and began singing my part I shivered as water was poured on my head.I slowly turned to find Shreya grinning innocently.As I looked around for a water bottle Shreya quickly ran to Zayn's side who put his arm loosely around her shoulders with a grin.

She and Zayn began to dance by swaying their arms and legs as he began singing Kiss you.I walked to them with a smirk as I sang my part.I understood what she was trying to do.I had been avoiding Zayn since the concert started,I always stood away,she is trying to bring us closer.

I sang, "And let me kiss you" and kissed her cheek and bounced away.Niall grinned at me as he sang his lines and held Shreya's hands and pulled her to him.As we sang the chorus,Louis snaked his arms around her waist and jumped up and down with her.And then Liam pulled her and twirled her around.The lads were trying to make me jealous.I grabbed her from them as I sang the last line of the song and kissed her cheek and twirled her away.

"Hong Kong! How are you feeling?" Liam asked as we grabbed a water bottle each.

"They're fine but I don't think I am" Shreya said as she stood up and sat down and stood up again.

"What's wrong,honey?" Louis asked her.

"You guys freaking spun me as if I am a doll" She whined.

"I guess some forgot I am still here" Zayn told as walked to Shreya.She grinned innocently at him as he held her in a headlock.

We sang five more songs and I tried my best to not to be mad on Zayn by playing and romancing with Shreya and the lads would try to make me mad by playing with her too.It was time for little things.We all went to the raised platform to sit and as usual I left a gap between me and Niall for Zayn. 

"It is awesome to be here,thanks for coming!" Zayn thanked the crowd.

"We love you guys!" Shreya screamed to the crowd and they screamed louder than her.

"The next song is Little Things,I hope you know the words" Zayn told them as he jogged to us.I waved at the crowd as he sat beside me without sparing him a glance.The guitar was beginning to be strummed when Shreya came and pushed me and sat between me and her brother.I turned to her with a smile and she just grinned at me.As Zayn began the song,she grabbed my palm in hers and placed her's on it and compared our fingers.I chuckled as I intertwined our fingers as we sang the chorus.I sang my part looking into her eyes but as the chorus began she turned and grinned sheepishly at her brother as she laid her head on his shoulder and he placed his around her's but she didn't leave my hand.When the song got over,we walked to different directions.

We continued singing and as the encore was coming closer,I began to grow worried.I didn't even play with Shreya much during what makes you beautiful.I was dreading the news about Zayn's departure.It was time for the encore and before that we were supposed to hint the crowd about Zayn's departure.

"Hey Hong Kong!" Louis screamed onto the mic.

"After this tour,some things are gonna change" He told them.

I looked down at my shoes,avoiding the fans' eyes cause my eyes would let it all out.I felt somebody squeeze my shoulders,it was Liam.He gave me a small smile as mine began to water.I threw my arms around him and soon more pairs of arms were enveloping us.

We broke the hug when I had to begin singing.I stretched my lips into a smile and faced the crowd and began singing Best song ever.The five of us didn't move around much,we were sticking together as we sang.I could see the other five get tense as we were coming to the end of the concert.We quickly thanked the crowd and ran off-stage before we broke down before them.The first to break-down was Shreya,she began sobbing as her brother held her to his chest.

"Shush Shre,you knew it all along" Louis said slowly as he rubbed her back soothingly.

"But that doesn't mean the directioner in me wouldn't break down" She cried more.

"I am so sorry,Shre" Zayn kissed the top of her head.

I walked to them and pulled her to my arms and Zayn didn't object but looked dejected.Liam nodded his head at me in understanding as I lead Shreya to the next room.

"I understand his reasons but my one direction heart just refuses to let him leave" She cried into my chest.

"And that is the heart that I fell in love with" I told her as I raised her head from my chest and kissed her forehead.

"Will the band ever be same,Harry?" She asked me.

"No,but we will be okay" I told her not believing my words completely myself.

"Are you okay,Harry?" She asked me.

"I don't know" I answered her as a tear spilled down.

"Oh mate" Zayn and the others walked into the room.

We were all crying but we were not ending everything but still it changes something and we don't want to accept it.This night has brought changes that we didn't expect. 

A/N:

This is the longest chapter in this book I think and honestly I didn't want to stop trying it.As I watched the last concert of One Direction with Zayn for reference,I couldn't help but cry.The boys looked so broken that it hurts.I hope they reunite together and come back with Zayn. 

Directioner forever and ever <3

P.S.No other boy band can take their place or beat them because they weren't just bandmates,they were brothers.