Chapter 16

Gin Yoko Salvador

I stared at the couple at my side. They couldn't get enough of each other.

Mapait ko na lang na tinungga ang isang can ng coke na nabili ko sa isang convenience store malapit sa hotel na tinutuluyan ko. Nakasuot ako ng shirt at pants at isang hoodie at face mask para itago ang mukha ko.

Alam kong nagmumukha akong kidnapper o magnanakaw pero mas mabuti na ito kaysa mapagkamalan akong drug user. Ang karaniwan kong nanlilisik na mga mata ay halos mamaga na habang punong-puno ng pasa ang aking mukha.

I glanced at myself for a second on the mirror this afternoon and I fucking felt like the ugliest shit on earth. Sa tanang buhay ko, ngayon ko lang nasapak ang sarili ko.

Well, I've been really acting like shit after drinking alcohol for so many times while thinking about what's happening inside me.

I'm falling in love with Dox Kiel Avelo.

Sa wakas ay naramdaman ko ang pakiramdam na halos mabaliw kakaisip sa iisang tao. Naramdaman ko kung paano magtaka kung bakit hindi niya ako kinokontak. Naranasan ko kung paano maglasing na parang baliw habang iniisip na may kasama itong iba.

I would've told him I love him already if it wasn't for my stupid friend, my boss, Pacé Lambarde.

Nagising na lang ako nang madaling araw habang katabi si Dox at yakap ang kanyang magandang katawan. The feel of him against me was ethereal, so fucking good that I long to bury myself inside him again.

Pero itong baliw kong kaibigan ay biglaang napatawag na may kailangan daw akong asikasuhin nang iilang araw. May nakalagay ng maraming pangalan sa hit list ko nang iilang segundo.

Most of them were females. Most of the time, there was a reason behind killing them but for now, there was nothing. I asked Pacé but he gave me no reply.

Paniguradong seryoso ito kung wala man lang eksplenasyon. The women might be possible threats, human traffickers, or murderers.

Matagal ko nang natapos ang trabaho at heto ako at nakatunganga na lang kakaisip kay Dox.

What's keeping me from returning anyways?

Ah fuck. Nakakatakot lang isipin.

Why the hell did I have to ask him if he loved me? And why did he even answer me with so much emotion while gazing at me with his pretty tears. Tangina talaga.

Nanigas na naman ang kargada ko habang naiisip siya. Putragis. It was the fucking first time I missed someone.

Fuck you Avelo. You're driving me crazy.

I looked at my phone to check his fb status and paused when I saw a photo tagged to him. Naka-public ito kaya nakikita ko kahit hindi ko FB friend ang nagpost. Hindi na ako nasurpresa na mabasa kung sino ito.

[ Pacé Lambarde is with Dox Kiel Avelo.

I am here, mi amore. ]

Naguluhan ako sa caption nito at saka sa litrato ni Dox na nakasuot ng malaking hoodie at jogging pants habang natutulog sa pamilyar na couch. It was the one in Pacé's office.

Halos mayurak ang screen ng phone dahil sa pagkakahawak ko roon pero pilit ko pinapanatag ang sarili ko. Kilala ko si Pacé. Baliw ang isang yun. Klarong nagbibiro lang siya.

With a shaking hand, I tapped the comments and read them with a grim expression.

[ Comments

Dox Kiel Avelo: WTF you annoying fucker!

Pacé Lambarde: That's not a nice way to address your boss, mi amore.

Dox Kiel Avelo: Bastard! Take this down!

Pacé Lambarde: I hardly do this, mi amore. Please don't get angry.

Esmeralda Aria: Holy shit! What's happening?!

Kadita Mia: Issue!!! Issue!!! Now calling Giyo!

Pacé Lambarde: Dox, mi amore. I love you with all my heart, my love. Please, let me, for now. I miss your lips, mi amore so much. ]

I froze and frowned. Dumami ang comments pagkatapos nun. Nakisali ang iilang kaibigan namin at mga empleyado ng kompanya.

[ Elizabeth Lambarde: I feel awful for having this surname in fb rn you piece of crap. Do you wanna die?! Hindi ko kayo ship, baliw!

Esmeralda Aria: Sapakin mo nga 'yang baliw na yan, Liz.

Elizabeth Lambarde: I can't. He's been hovering around the company! Ewan ko ba diyan! Naniniwala yata dun sa tradisyon bago ang kasal!

Pacé Lambarde: I'm just working and being with my mi amore, Elizabeth. ]

Ako ang nasusuka sa pinagsasabi ng gagong 'to! How fucking dare he?! Ikakasal na nga ito nang iilang araw, lalandiin pa niya ang akin?!

For the first time in forever I commented on a post on social media. Sa galit ko ay nakacapslock ang nasulat ko.

[ Gin Yoko Salvador: YOU FUCKING STAY AWAY FROM MY BABE, YOU PIECE OF SHIT. AKIN SI DOX TANGINA KA.

Pacé Lambarde: Ah. Giyo, my rival in love.

Gin Yoko Salvador: LUMAYO KA SA KUNG SINONG AKIN LAMBARDE.

Pacé Lambarde: He was not and never will he be yours.

Dox Kiel Avelo: SHUT THE FUCK UP IDIOTS!!!]

Dahil doon ay sumabog na naman ang comments.

[ Mordre Husson: I get it. These two are messing with Dox lol.. I love you Dox, oh my sugar plum cutie pie honey bunch! tsuptsup ]

FUCK.

Nagmadali ako sa paglabas ng convenience store at may narinig pang mga taong nag-uusap tungkol sa headline ng isang dyaryo sa bansa pero hindi ko na iyon pinansin.

My babe...

You're mine. Magkakamatayan muna bago kita ibigay sa tanginang mga babae at lalaking 'yan. Akin ka.

-

Wala akong sinayang na oras at dumiretso sa suite ni Dox sa Lambarde Tower. Sabi ni Mordre ay nandito raw ito kaya kahit pawis na pawis pa ako kakatakbo galing sa airport dahil nakakagago ang traffic, nandito na ako at kasalukuyang pinpindot ang doorbell.

I could even hear some angels singing when the door opened and I saw the greatest view of my life.

"Fuck, fuck, sino ka bang tangina-" Natigilan sa pagsasalita si Dox habang gulat na nakatingin sa akin. "Gin? You fucking look like shit."

I groaned and stepped inside his unit. He didn't say anything and just kept watching me with a grin.

"Thanks for the warm welcome, mi amore," sarkastiko kong sabi kaya nakita ko kung paano nanlaki ang mga mata ni Dox. "That fucker is pissing me off. Did he touch you?"

He didn't answer and just stared at me. Naghintay ako sa magiging sagot niya at matamang tiningnan ang kanyang suot na sando at boxers. His creamy skin looked so good under the light.

"It's none of your business."

Halos masira ang ulo ko para maintindihan ang sinabi niya pero hinayaan ko na muna dahil hindi ko na talaga mapigilang yumakap sa kanya. I buried my face on the crook of his neck and breathed in his alluring scent.

Fucking heaven.

"Fuck. I missed you so much, babe."

Naramdaman ko naman agad ang mga daliri niyang napasabunot sa aking buhok at narinig siyang umungol. My lips pressed on his skin and I nipped on his neck, leaving a mark there.

I could feel him melt like soft vanilla in my embrace as his knees buckled. My hands found his way to his ass and I lifted him up and guided him towards the bedroom.

He didn't say anything and just murmured some unintelligible sounds that sounded like cute little purrs to me.

"My little bitch, I'll fuck you hard so you can't fucking stand and meet other people anymore," sabi ko at marahan siyang nilapag sa kama. Dumagan ako sa kanyang katawan at saka ay humimas sa kanyang hita. "Akin ka lang 'di ba? Akin lang 'tong katawan mo, hindi ba babe? Hindi ka magpapagalaw sa mga tanginang yun 'di ba?"

He needily squirmed beneath me, making me smirk knowingly.

I effortlessly pulled down his boxers and put both his legs on my shoulders. He didn't even protest so I immediately unzipped my pants and let my hard cock meet his pink asshole.

"Gin..." he moaned. "Tangina ka... Anong ginagawa mo sa akin?"

"I'm gonna fuck you now," I whispered hoarsely. "Over and over," I murmured as I slowly went inside his still dry asshole. "No lubrication. No foreplay. I'll fuck you real hard you'll forget that fucker's flirtatious messages."

Marahas akong umindayog habang unti-unting bumaon ang aking kargada sa kanyang loob. His flesh greedily clamped my cock as if he didn't want to let me go.

Perfect. So fucking perfect. Walang-wala ang mga pantasya ko noong nalayo ako sa kanya ng iilang araw. Tangina talaga.

"Ahhh..." He encircled his arms around my shoulders as he pulled me close. "God, Gin... Fuck! Ba't ang sarap pa rin?!"

I grinned at that.

In your fucking face, Pacé o kung sinumang naghahabol sa babe ko. I'm the only one who could make this annoying loudmouth weaken with just a few thrusts.

"Your asshole's so tight, babe. Nadadala kita kada galaw ko," sabi ko habang ninanamnam ang init ng kanyang masikip na loob. Fuck. I couldn't get enough of having him under me like this. Tangina. Siya lang ang nakakapagparamdam sa aking ng ganito. Wala siyang kasingsarap.

"Gin..."

"Sarap mo babe. Halos mabaliw ako nung 'di kita nakita."

"G-God, Gin... Shut up," umuungol niyang sabi habang namumula na ang kanyang mukha. He looked so irresistible with his plump lips that looked so ready for me.

I was about to kiss him when he moved his face away. Something finally snapped because of that little action.

Hindi ako bulag para hindi makita ang pag-aalinlangan sa mga mata niya. Natigilan ako kaya bumalik ang tingin niya sa akin. Nag-igting ang bagang ko nang makita ang takot sa kanyang mga mata.

"Someone kissed you, huh?" I murmured and slowly moved my cock in and out of his asshole. I clawed on his waist as I rammed hard, fucking him in quick thrusts that made his body tremble under me. He bit his lips suppressing a moan so I growled. "Sumagot ka, babe. May humalik sa mga labing, 'yan 'di ba?! May lalaki bang humalik sa'yo?! Sagot!"

"Y-Yes!" he gasped as I thrusted so deep and paused pressing my cock so hard on his prostate. Hindi ako gumalaw at saka ay marahas na hinawakan ang kanyang panga at nagtagpo ang aming mga labi para sa isang mainit na halik. "Please..." he whimpered in need.

His tongue licked my lips as he tried sucking my mouth. Lumayo ako para matitigan siya nang maigi.

He looked fucking excited.

This bastard.

"Tell me. You kissed him back, didn't you?"

"Yes," he murmured and slowly grinned. He looked fucking wicked and beautiful with that look matched with his flushed face. "I liked the kiss."

Anger boiled up inside me and I grabbed his neck to choke him hard but with his flesh squirming around my cock, I knew he liked seeing me mad.

This greedy person is mine.

"You liked that bastard's kiss? Nagustuhan mo ha, babe?" I pulled out and slammed again, making his hips shake.

"Gin!"

"So fucking tight for me." I stroked his cock with my hand and stuffed my length further in his wanton asshole. "Tangina, parang lalabasan na ako agad sa init ng loob mo."

"Oh Gin! Gin~"

"Yeah, fucking remember who's inside your tight slutty little hole babe," I said and clenched my hand around his neck as his eyes rolled up in pleasure. "Do you love my cock in you?"

"Yes!"

"Want me to cum inside, babe?" Pulang-pula ang kanyang mukha habang pinangingiliran na ng luha ang kanyang mga mata.

Beautiful.

"Yes, please," he softly pleaded and writhed in pleasure. "Ohhh Gin, iputok mo sa loob please..."

Fuck everything.

I rubbed my cock on his insides and circled my hips before making him tighten his thighs around my hip while I mercilessly drilled his very core. Nakita ko kung paano siya tumitig sa akin habang unti-unti na niyang naaabot ang sobra-sobrang sarap.

So close... I can feel him building up as he began meeting my thrusts with his hips.

"Please," he whispered.

Putangina.

"Fucking cum for me," I demanded while staring at him intently. He held my gaze in confidence, showing me how the pure passion and pleasure that we shared colored his cheeks and made his lips part deliciously.

And he came undone, shivering wildly while arching his back. He spurted so much liquid in between us with his hips shaking as I fucked him like I promised.

Iilang ulos pa ay sumabog na ako at nanginig sa sobrang pagkakasakal niya sa aking alaga.

Fucking heaven. Fucking bliss.

He looked at me as if he was caught in a daze so I pressed my fingers on his lips and he lovingly licked it. Tumigil din ako dahil pumintig muli ang aking alaga sa kanyang loob.

Muli akong umulos, dahan-dahan at malugod niya naman akong tinanggap habang napapaawang ang kanyang mga labi.

"Has anyone been inside you while I was away?"

"No," he said with a frown so I paused and gently held his waist to guide him on the pillows on the bed. I let him lay down comfortably before I slowly thrusted.

"Only me, babe?" I inquired with a smile.

"Only you."

"Hmm," I hummed and leaned to meet his lips. Just a few inches away and I could feel his mouth but I paused, waiting for him.

And my babe didn't disappoint.

Kinabig niya ako para sa isang mariin at malalim na halik na nakisabay sa kung paano ko siya inulos nang walang tigil.

-

"Babe..." I murmured while hugging him in my arms. After taking him for the nth time, we lay on the bed panting while I had to control myself to stop trying to bang him until he passes out. "Sulit ang mga araw na hindi tayo nagkita."

"Fuck, Gin. Nakakahiya ang pinagsasabi mo," he mumbled.

"What? It's not like there are people listening. Isa pa, totoo naman eh. Halos mamatay-matay na ako kakapantasya sa'yo, babe."

"Sapak gusto mo?" naiinis nitong sabi kaya natawa na lang ako.

Naghari ang katahimikan sa loob ng kwarto habang nararamdaman kong lumalim ang paghinga ni Dox. Sumilip ako sa mukha niya at nakitang para siyang may iniisip na iba. Malungkot na naman ang kanyang mga mata.

"Babe..." tawag ko sa kanya kaya nabigla siya at napatingin sa akin. "You okay?"

Umismid naman ito habang magkasalubong ang mga kilay.

"I'm fine." But he clearly wasn't. Tangina. Ano bang ikinalulungkot nito?! Hindi ko na rin ito pinilit at nanatili lang nakatitig sa kanya. "Ba't hindi ka galit?" I blinked and found his eyes glassy. "Dapat magalit ka dahil may hinalikan akong ibang lalaki. I cheated on you."

I shook my head.

"Yeah, you cheated." It dawned upon me but the anger wasn't there anymore. "Hindi ako pupwedeng magalit sa'yo nang matagal, Dox, babe." Hindi siya makapaniwalang tumitig sa akin kaya ngumiti ako at saka namula na siya. "You love me, right?" He swallowed hard and blushed harder. Mahina itong tumango kaya hinalikan ko siya sa noo at mahinang natawa. "I know you're mine. The way you look at me, the way you longingly squeezed my cock with your tight ass, I know you want me babe."

Umiling siya.

"You're crazy. You should know how to fight for what's yours. Kailangan mong magalit."

What's mine.

I chuckled at that.

Fuck. I felt so happy hearing that from him.

"Babe, you have no idea how I wanted to kill the man who made you cheat on me." I felt his face on the crook of my neck and he began licking my skin there. "What are you doing now, babe?"

"I'm fucking turned on by that, Gin." My breathing hitched as his hands found their way on my massive cock, rubbing slowly and squeezing hard. Tangina. "God, Gin. I want to suck your cock so hard because you look so hot when you get jealous."

I swallowed the lump in my throat as I grabbed his hair and stared at his hazy eyes.

"Then why don't you give me a mind-blowing blowjob, babe?"

He cursed while I felt his own hard on on my skin.

"Oh fuck you. Gagawin ko talaga 'yan gago."

I laughed hard because of what he called me but then groaned loud when he began playing with my balls.

Fucking hell. It feels so good to sin with him.