tws: hinted death, passing out, almost dying, hallucinating for years at a time the same thing, schizophrenia [?], mentions of death, hospital

inspired by: Welcome to Wonderland - Anson Seabra

characters [main]: Technoblade, Tommy, Philza, Wilbur, Tubbo, Dream, Ranboo

this is lyrics

3rd person pov

Technoblade lives with 3 people: his father [adopted] Philza, his older brother Wilbur, and his younger brother Tommy [adopted]. They lived in a nice sized house, in a more forest-y area.

He didn't have too many friends, the closest to friends being Dream and Ranboo. And kinda this kid named Tubbo who was like a younger brother to him.

He rarely sleeps, and can't really get injured, he also can't die. He doesn't know why. When he asked his father, he didn't really respond.

One day, that changed. He was so close to death. It was dark. He was laid on the ground, and his eyes were closed. There was soft music in the background.

Techno's pov

I open my eyes, and look around. The scene fades into some odd magical yet calming looking forest.

" Welcome to wonderland, we've got it all. Potions and pastries that make you grow tall. Forests and cottages, castles and cards that can talk " Phil...I...I think, said to me.

" Welcome to wonderland, look where you're at. Maddest of hatters, the Cheshire Cat. Magical cabins and lovely white rabbits with clocks " Wilbur....I think...,said.

" Dancing through a dream, underneath the stars...Laughing till the morning comes " Tommy...It had to be Tommy..,said.

" Everyone that leaves has a heavy heart " Dream...yes, Dream. It /has/ to be them, there is no way it /couldn't/ be them, said.

" Oh.... Won..derland...I love... " They all said quietly

Phil takes my hand and we walk.

" Welcome to wonderland, I'll be your guide, holding your hand under sapphire skies " He said .

" Let's go exploring! " An excited Tubbo said. " Or we could just go for a walk " Phil said with a chuckle.

" Welcome to wonderland, where should we go? There's a tea party along down the road! " Ranboo said with a smile. " Make an appearance and maybe they'll sing us a song " Philza said with a smile on his face as well.

" Dancing through a dream, underneath the stars. Laughing till the morning comes " Tubbo and Ranboo said.

" Everyone who leaves, has a heavy heart " They all said with a small frown.

" Oooh, won-derland I love " All of them, including the others who had joined us to the tea party.

" Nothing around here is quite... as it seems. Not sure if anything is real or...a dream " I said quietly.

" And the only thing sure from the start, is the song that's inside of your heart " Philza said.

" Don't let....it leave... " Wilbur and Dream said.

" If this was a dream then at least I've got, memories for when morning comes " I say

" Now that you [I] must leave with a heavy heart " Dream, Wilbur, and Phil said.

I was confused, until I see everything start to disappear and fade away.

" Ooooh....Won...derland...I love... " I say, disappearing.

Dream's pov

I was looking down at Technoblade, holding his hand with tears in my eyes. I see his heart rate start to steady itself and him wake up. "Oh my god! DOCTOR!" I shout. The doctor rushes over to Technoblade, and I move back to let her do her thing.

" Where..where is Phil..w-where is Wilbur...where is Dream!?!?" I hear him say franticly.

This broke my heart into pieces. " Technoblade....Wilbur died 10 years ago, Phil doesn't exist, none of those people exist hun.." I say quietly.

"What!!??!No, Phil...my father...T-tommy...my little brother..." Techno said, panicking.

" Hun, you don't have a father, or one named Phil...Your father, Logan....died with Wilbur in a car crash, you are the only one who lived....You became an orphan, you still have no family, and only got out of the orphanage because you are over 18...I am your nurse of sorts..I watch over you...I...I'm sorry" I say, holding his hand, eyes teary.

The doctor stepped out at some point. "That...can't be...it all feels so real..." Technoblade said.

" You passed out yesterday, and you nearly died, so close to death...you were almost announced dead... " I say softly.

I just see him break down crying. It makes me want to cry too... I hate having to be the one who brings him down from his delusions, the one who makes him cry....but...it's my job...

"Y-you are real r-right?" Technoblade asks me, voice cracking. I hold his hand a bit tighter. "I am...I promise.." I say. "I-I need proof....." he said. "That's fair, doctor?" I call out. The doctor walks in.

"Yes mx.wastaken?" She askes me. "Nothing, I just needed Technoblade to know that I am really here.." I say quietly into her ear. She smiled sadly and nodded, understanding what I mean.

" Okay, Techno is free to go, take care of him." she said with a smile.

Then we left, off to home... That was the last time Techno saw Phil, or Wilbur, or Ranboo..or any of them...

Fast forward 3 years, and me and him are platonically married and raise a sweet little boy who we named ' Michael ', who has autism. He is only 6 years old, and is a zombie piglin.

We are happy now. He takes his meds, and doesn't get delusions much anymore.

Every year, on June 18th [the day he started to take his meds properly], we go to his father and brother's grave for a bit and just....give our respects to them and give them flowers and gifts.

You see, even when you are in a very difficult situation.....something good could come out of it or after it.

a/n: did that suck? idk- i wasn't gonna add that ending, it was gonna just be, he is in the hospital t h e e nd butttt i changed my mind :]