tws: idk what to call it but hating your body-

characters mentioned: Sapnap, Karl, George, and Dream.

inspired by: me wanting to start doing bday specials for mcyts,anime characters ect- also kinda thought of this before sleeping, not realizing it was gonna be Sapnap's birthday and I would need to actually write it

Karl's pov

Me, Dream, and George were planning a surprise birthday party for Sapnap. He's turning 20, so he isn't a teen anymore.

Anyways, we were going to have a small party with just the 5 of us due to the fact COVID doesn't really let us throw large parties. It's a bit sad,he finally becomes a 'man' and he can't even truly celebrate.

Well anyways, I had gotten him a gift a while ago that I was planning. I was going to confess my feelings to him.... if I don't chicken out that is. It was a dumb present in my opinion, but I didn't want to get something normal and kinda boring like a ring..... Don't get me wrong, rings look pretty and all that but I just don't want to give him a ring that early on. I have heard of some people giving promise rings but I would rather wait until later on.

I heard a knock on my door. "Karl, you can text Sapnap now and ask him to come over, we are done with decor" George said from the other side. "Oh, okay, will do" i said back. I texted Sapnap

//in text//

Karlisvery_swag : Hey Sapnap, wanna come over to my house?

*3:30am*

birthdayguy: Sure, I'll be there soon

*3:32am*

Karlisvery_swag: Okay, see ya then :)

*3:33am*

//irl, Sapnap's pov//

I smiled at the text and got up and brushed my teeth, did my hair and changed into a black turtle neck, black dress pants and my normal checkered shoes and obviously my white bandana (?).

I look in my mirror. 'eh....i guess i look presentable' I say, smile faltering a bit. I shook that bad feeling off and went over to Karl's house, via bike as we live close together (lets pretend mk-). I ring the doorbell and Karl answers. He looked nice, in his outfit

(the outfit)

(plus black shoes and pants)

I smiled as he, as usual, was wearing the necklace I got him for his birthday last year. "Hey Sapnap" he said to me with his usual sweet smile. "Hey Karl, how are ya?" I asked. "I'm good, come on in birthday guy" he said, opening the door all the way and gesturing for me to enter. I laughed a bit at his energy and walked in. I sat down on the couch then Dream and George came in. "Hello Sapnappppp" George said to me with a wide smile. "Hey George" I said to him. "Sup Sapnap" dream said. "heyyy dreamm" I said.

//timeskip to near the end of the party which tbh is more like a hang out since it was boring and i wanna get to the good stuff .-.//

3rd person pov

"Okayyyyy it's time for us to go, bye karl! bye sapnap!" dream and george said. "okay bye you two, take care" karl said to the blonde and brunette sweetly. "bye, thanks for the gifts" the black haired male said.

"Hey, thanks for tonight Karl" Sapnap told the other male. " No problem. you are welcome to stay the night by the way" Karl said with a smile, hoping the ravenette would stay over. "Sure, I'll stay" he replied. The very swag male smiled. " Okay, I'm going to get tidied up. Feel free to mess with the spare bedroom so it will be more comfortable later on" Karl said to the slightly younger male. "okay, will do" the younger male said.

Karls pov

I didn't really need to clean up, I just wanted a cover up so I could get Sapnap's present I got him and prepare myself to confess to him. I paced back and forth, box in hand then stopped moving. ' Its now or never Jacobs' I think to myself. I go to the spare bedroom and knock on the door. I hear a faint 'come in' from Sapnap. " Heyyy Sapnap" I said nervously. I see him turn to face me,and I freeze for a moment, unintentionally looking into his eyes for a bit too long.

I shook my head and took a breath in. "Um..I have something to tell you" I say carefully. "Yes? What is it Karl? " He asked. I could tell he became a bit nervous after I said that so I sat down on a chair in the room and sent him a small smile for him to, hopefully,tell it wasn't going to be a bad talk or anything.

"Well what is it that you wanted to say?" He asked me. I took another deep breath and cleared my throat quietly.

"Sapnap, there is something I have been wanting to tell you for a while...Every time I awkwardly hold your hand, make eye contact for a longer than a moment,see you in a particularly flattering outfit,hear your beautiful laugh or whenever you fall asleep on my shoulder I feel my heart flutter. It took me a while to realize why my heart did that. But I realized that flutter or that warm feeling I felt was love...that feeling I get when I see you smile or hear you laugh is there because I love you with all I have. I don't have nearly as much money or fame as some others may have but I can promise that I would never break your heart and if I did somehow break it I would spend any length of time I have to to repair it. Every time I see your beautiful eyes,fluffy hair and hear your voice, I know it sounds cheesy and all,but I feel warm inside and I feel butterflies in my stomach. And so I want to ask if you feel the same and if so do you possibly want to be my boyfriend?" I say, looking at sapnap nervously.

Sapnaps pov

I freeze at his words. Tears form my eyes."w-what?" I asked,not believing what he said. " I said that I love you Sapnap." Karl told me again. I started sobbing and I couldn't help it,tears were streaming down my face. "Hey hey hey,I'm sorry did I say something wrong?!?" I hear Karl say nervously.

Tw; sapnap hating on himself and feeling self conscious also mentions of body shaming

" No no,what you said is beautiful but...it can't be for me right? I mean,I'm fat and annoying and boring and I'm just a side character..." I say quietly. " Who the hell made you think that?!?" Karl said, surprisingly.... angrily? He isn't the type to get mad and is sweet and chill. "N-no one....." I say nervously.

I see him walk over to me and hold one of my hands. " Sapnap... You are beautiful and whoever tells you otherwise is blind." Karl told me. I cried more,but they were happy tears."I love you too Karl...and I would love to be your boyfriend" I say. " Oh meh gorsh are you serious?!?" I look up and see a very excited Karl. " Yeah,I am" I say with a smile.

"Oh my! I didn't expect you to really say yes. You dont understand how happy this makes me" Karl said. " Oh wait,I nearly forgot your gift from me!" Karl told me." Really?what is it" he handed me a box and I slowly opened it. It was a white bandana with red,yellow,and orange colored shiny things that looked like jewels.

"It's beautiful,thank you Karl" I say with a smile. I have a sneaky idea. " The only things that would make this any better is if I got a kiss" I said with a small cheeky smile.

Suddenly I feel soft lips crash onto mine and 2 hands holding my waist carefully. My eyes closed after a moment and I kissed back. I melted into the kiss but unfortunately,air exists and we need it to live so we had to put back. My face was red for sure and his lips were parted ever so slightly and I could tell he was panting.

Needless to say,best birthday ever.