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I am here with the next update
Let me tell u this is going to be an emotional one so sensitive people beware

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xx Aditi's apartment xx

Aditi was struggling to sleep. Her mind was flooded with thoughts of Zain and his words. She called Appu.

A: hello Appu!

Ap: Hello di! Kya hua? aapne haa keh Diya na?(what happened? Did u say yes?) She asked out of excitement

A: matlab Appu tujhe pehle se hi Sab Patha tha? (U knew everything?)She asked surprised

Ap: she bit her tongue thinking of her over excited behaviour jiju ne mujhe bohot pehle hi Bata diya tha ki wo aapse pyaar karte hai Lekin aaj ke surprise ke baare me aaj hi Patha chala mujhe bhi (jiju told me long back that he loves u but I got to know about the surprise today itself) she admitted having no choice

A: tabhi tho...mein soch Rahi thi ki usse kaise Patha hai mera favourite flower kounsa hai...tumne hi bataya na? (That's how he got to know my  favourite flower isn't it??) She accused

Ap: aaphi batau kya Karti mein? Jiju ne itne pyaar se aapkeliye surprise plan ki tho mera tho farz Banta hai unki help karne ka (u tell me what could I have done? Jiju planned the surprise for u with so much of love it was my duty to help him) she stated

A: Appu ki bacchi! Tu Mumbai aa batati hu tujhe aur yeh kya jiju jiju bol rahi hai haa meine Abhi tak haa nahi kaha hai usse ( I will kill u once u come to Mumbai appu and what is this jiju jiju.....I haven't said yes yet)

Ap: kya? Di aap ab yeh mat boliye ki aap Abhi bhi us online wale gadhe ke baare mein soch rahe hai(what? Di don't tell me that u are still thinking about that online monkey)

A: tujhe Patha tha? (U knew it?) She was surprised again

Ap: Jiju ne bataya ki aap Apne past Ko bhula nahi paa rahe hai....unhone pucha ki wo ladka kaun hai...mujhe tho Patha hi nahi tha ki aap kisise pyaar Karti thi....phir yaad aaya ki aap Ghanto tak phone pe chatting karti thi Wahi bataya meine unko....tab samajh aaya mujhe (jiju told me that u haven't forgotten it past and asked me about the guy....but I didn't even know that u loved someone.....then I remembered that u used to chat for hours on phone and told him the same and then I realised) she explained

A: sorry Appu meine tumhe nahi bataya.....pehle tho mein sure nahi thi aur jab sure thi tab usne baat karna hi chhod diya....mein nahi chahthi ki meri wajah se tumhari padhayi effect ho isiliye...(sorry Appu I didn't tell u....at first I wasn't sure but when I was sure he stopped talking to me....i didn't want to distract u from ur studies so...) she said in a guilty tone

Ap: di mein aapse koyi explanation nahi maang Rahi hu.....aur past ke baare me jaankar kya karungi mein agar kisiko batana hai tho jiju Ko batau (di I am not asking any explanation....and what will I get after knowing it? If I want to tell anyone tell to jiju)

A: phir se jiju? (Again jiju?)

Ap: di aapka tho Patha nahi Lekin mere liye tho wohi mere jiju hai (di I don't know about u but for me he is my jiju)

A: pagal ho gayi hai tu (u have gone mad)

Ap: haa pagal hi hu....di aap kya soch Rahi hai? haa bol dijiye na (yeah! I am mad.. .di what r u thinking? Say yes na)

A: kisi ke upar trust karna mere liye itna aasaan nahi hai Appu (I can't trust anyone so easily Appu)

Ap: di aapko nahi lagta ki aap unko trust kar sakte hai? Jabse wo aapke zindagi me aaye haina tabse aap muskurane Lage hai khush rehne Lage hai....meine aapko itna khush pehle kabhi nahi dekha.....aur kitne saal akele rahenge di ab tak tho akele hi the na hum koyi hamara saath Dena chahtha hai tho kyu nahi Maan Rahi hai aap? (Di don't u feel u can trust him? Ever since he came into ur life u have started smiling, being happy.....I haven't seen u this happy before.....and for how long will we live alone di? We were alone for all these years now that someone has come to offer u his support and company y r u not permitting?)

A: mujhe Apne life me kisi sahare ki zaroorat nahi hai Appu (I don't need anyone's help Appu)

Ap: di Sahara aur saath dono alag alag hai mujhe Patha hai aapko koi Sahara nahi chahiye aur wo apko Sahara  nahi apna saath Dena chahthe hai....plz di ache se sochkar jawab dena.....agar meine kuch galat kaha tho sorry.....Kaan pakadke (di help and support are two different things.... I know that u don't need anyone's help and he doesn't want to help u he wants to support u.....plz di think again before u say no.....if I spoke anything wrong then sorry..... I am holding my ears)

A: Dramebaaz! Sorry bolne ki zaroorat nahi hai mein sochungi phir se (Dramebaaz! U don't have be sorry I will think once again)

Ap: thanks di bye

A: bye Appu take care

Aditi's pov:

Appu sahi hai. Zain bohot hi acha ladka hai Lekin mujhe pehle usse apna past batana hoga wo sab sunne ke Baad bhi mujhse pyaar karna chahtha hai tho tab sochungi (Appu is right.I know Zain is a very good guy but I should tell him my past first. If he still wants to be with me then I will think about it)

Pov ends

xx next day on set xx

Aditi was busy shooting an outdoor scene and Zain was busy with his rehearsals. Aditi had to wait for a while as there was a problem in lighting. She sat on the chair going through her Insta feed. When she raised her head she saw something which widened her eyes with rage. A man was sitting on the chair in a tea stall with a six year girl on his lap. He was stroking his hands inappropriately on the girl's body which was seen by aditi. She ran to that site pulled the girl from the man's hold and slapped him so hard that her fingerprints got etched on his cheek.

Soon people gathered and started thrashing the man. The girl's mother arrived there and found out the matter. She cried and the man apologized for his offence.

Everyone dispersed and the girl's mother started weeping "kaisi maa hu mein? Mujhe Apne bachi Ko uske saath bhejna hi nahi chahiye tha. Meine uspe Bharosa isliye Kiya kyunki wo hamara padosi tha.(turning towards Aditi and holding her hands) tera lakh lakh dhanyawad beta tum nahi Hoti tho aaj iska asli chehra saamne nahi aata" (How stupid of me! I shouldn't have sent her with this man. I believed him as he was our neighbour. Thank u so much dear. if u weren't there we would not have known this man's real intentions)

The whole unit were watching the sight with pride and Zain was busy adoring his girl's courage.

When Aditi came back she asked the director for a break and went to her makeup room. She had tears in her eyes which didn't go unnoticed by Zain. He followed her but found her room locked from inside. She was sobbing so badly leaning to the door and he could hear it. Her each tear pierced his heart like a dagger.

Zain knocked the door and the sobbing stopped. She wiped her tears and asked "kaun?" (Who)With a shaky voice

"Mein hu zain, darwaza kholo adi plz"(it's me Zain, pls open the door) he appealed.

She opened the door and let him in. He closed the door and asked her

Z: kya hua adi? Tum to kyu Rahi ho?
(What happened adi? Y r u crying?)

She turned about her back facing him

A: Zain aaj mein tumhe apna past batana chahthi thi lekin Mujhe nahi Patha tha ki mera past iss tarah phir se mere saamne aayega (Zain today I wanted to tell u my past but I didn't think that my past will come to me like this)

Z: adi yeh tum kya ( adi what r u?)

A: plz Zain aaj mujhe bolne do.....mein paanch saal ki thi Zain jab hamare pados me ek family rehthe the. hum dono ladkiyan thi aur us family me dono ladke. Hum har Sunday Ko saath me khelthe the. Ek din unme se bade wale ne kaha ki hum hide and seek khelthe hai. Wo terah saal ka tha shayad. Game ke dauran wo mujhe Apne saath room me band kar deta tha aur mujhe godh me bitake yaha waha chutha tha theek usi tarah jaise aaj us Insaan ne us choti bacchi ke saath Kiya she hid her face in her hands weeping mujhe nahi Patha tha Zain ki wo mere saath kya kar Raha tha choti thi na(plz Zain let me speak......I was five years old when a family used to live in our colony. We were two girls and they were two boys. We used to play together every Sunday. One day the elder one of them suggested to play hide and seek. I guess he was thirteen years old. During the game he used to lock me with him inside a room and make me sit on his lap and touch me here and there inappropriately in the same way as that man did to that girl today....I didn't know what he was doing with me Zain I was so small)

Zain had tears in his eyes hearing this
Aditi knelt down on the floor and cried folding her hands. Zain too knelt beside her sideways held her by her arms and tried to calm her down by caressing her cheeks. She started speaking again

Mujhe Laga ki hum Khel rahe hai Zain par wo Apne Sukh keliye mere saath Khel raha tha  (I thought we were playing but he used me for his pleasures)

She said with an expression less face

Jab tak mujhe ye baat Patha chala ki wo mujhe sexually assualt kar Raha tha tab tak wo log waha se chale Gaye. mein kuch nahi kar payi Zain kuch nahi kar payi (when I came to know that what happened with me was sexual harassment they left that place....I couldn't do anything Zain I couldn't do anything)

She sobbed again and he wasn't able to calm her. He cursed himself for not being able to do anything.

Z: plz adi tum Rona band karo mein tumhare aankhome aansu nahi dekh sakta...plz (plz adi don't cry I can't see  tears in ur eyes...plz) he begged her

A: I don't remember his face Zain but even today the thought of him and his inconspicuous touches burns my skin.

Zain clenched his fist to control his anger. She wiped her tears and sat on the bed. Zain was kneeling down in front of her holding her hands.

A: I didn't trust anyone from then zain. I started hating men and vowed not to talk to any boy....but soon I realised that I have to face my fears rather than running away from them. I made myself strong and brave enough to run away from home and pursue my dream. And then I met him. 'Arjun'. Though we knew each other only through internet we were very good friends I thought.

The name Arjun echoed in zain's mind. he struggled to focus on what Aditi was saying. He stood up and turned away from her.

A: we both were in our struggling period. We used to talk about the most random things but never asked any personal details about each other. In fact he didn't even know my real name because I used a different username. May be he too but I least cared. I needed someone to share my worries because I couldn't get appu's studies effected with my concerns and probably he too needed someone like me. And one day he told me that he saved a girl from goons who were going to molest her and that day I fell for him. I didn't tell him because both we were still struggling to live in this city. The day I got Rachana in kumkum Bhagya I told him that I got work he felt so happy but indeed he was worried about his future. So I didn't want to confess and stress him more. I spent three months adoring him and imagining my future with him but I never disclosed my feelings to him. And then one day he told me that he had got work and suddenly disappeared. He didn't text me and didn't even reply to my messages. I tried contacting him but I didn't even know his mobile number or address. I was helpless. I gave up after a month but couldn't get over him. I trusted him Zain. He betrayed me he could have informed me atleast but he didn't. I was an emotional fool who got carried away in emotions and trusted someone who cared the least about me. All my life I craved for love Zain but I never got it. After Arjun left I stopped believing that love exists.
She let out a breathe which she was holding for God knows how long

This is my story Zain. I know this is hard to believe but this is the truth Zain. Now u decide. Do u still want to love me? She said with tears in her eyes

After hearing this Zain went out of the room without even answering and Aditi sat there weeping silently.

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Plz tell me what u felt after reading

I tried to show a girl's emotions when she goes through all this.....pls ignore this if u feel it's not well written. I am actually not that good in writing emotional parts but I tried.

I feel that there are many people who go through situations like these but have no courage to speak about it. I wish they garner the courage and bravely protest against the evil people around them.

Keep smiling 😉 and stay blessed 😇

Love,
Yoshi