ending: this isn't love
Have you ever wondered what hell looked like? People tend to imagine a firey pit ran by a guy with scary horns and a long pitchfork; that's what Shadow always imagined it to be like but the way his hell turned out to be was far from that description, he never imagined it to be a gray cold basement ran by a blue hedgehog he always believed to be his best friend.
Five years have passed since his abduction, five horrible fucking years. Everyday Shadow felt useless, like a toy only there to be used by the same person and everyday he was told the same thing: that he was loved. But was he really?
Sometimes he was starved for days and he never saw the outside only saw the same two people and that was his life at the point, always consisting of the same thing and after a while... Shadow got used to it. Nonconsensual acts soon turned consensual and Shadow started to force himself to love Sonic. But you can't just force yourself to love someone you hate, he tried his best to make it believable though even for himself just to save his own life
That took three years, it took poor Shadow the Hedgehog three years to accustom to it and he hated that it had to be that way! He hated himself most of all.
Soon, Mephilies had enough money to buy a house for the strange couple so they packed their bags and moved all the way to Antarctica legally changing their names and appearance so they could at least live a little normally.
Sonic got a job as an accountant and Shadow stayed home all day and even though everything seemed fine Shadow couldn't help but feel empty, this isn't the life he wanted. He missed his friends and family and sometimes just for that he'd burst out crying.
One day Shadow was making dinner when his so-called 'boyfriend' walks in after a long day of work.
"How's my favorite little pet doing, hm?" Sonic laughed setting his briefcase aside, bringing him into a hug, and kissing his cheek.
"G-great i guess." Shadow said shrugging as he cut tomatoes.
"Excellent. That just what i wanted to hear!" Sonic said cheerfully and reaching into his pocket. "Y'know Shadow we've been together for 5 years or fifteen if you count the years I've stalked you."
"... Yeah."
"And that got me thinking," Sonic got down on one knee taking out a ring encased in a small black box. Normally when people asked for the other's hand in marriage there would be excitement and maybe even jumping up down as they repeated 'yes!' But Shadow didn't feel any of that, he felt.. Sullen.
"Shadow the Hedgehog, will you marry me?" Sonic asked with a big smile.
Shadow felt a lump in his throat and he simply nodded making Sonic squeal and pull him into a hug kissing his lips.
As Shadow kissed back, he felt himself crying and those were not tears of happiness.
"Oh my little Shadow," Sonic said pulling away. "Why are you crying?"
"I don't even love you.." Shadow said in a small voice. "I.. I only said yes because.. It's not like i have a choice."
"Exactly," Sonic said hugging him tightly. "You don't even have anywhere to run, you don't have anyone left to save you, all you have left is me and i do love you."
"H-how am i supposed to b-believe that?"
Shadow was then pushed to the ground only to be grabbed by his legs getting him dragged to their bedroom. Shadow screamed clawing at the carpeted floor but it only took minutes before he was thrown onto the bed.
"Then i'll just have to teach you." Sonic angerly said taking off his tie.
Sadly, things didn't get any better for Shadow.
The end💕
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