I look at you, and can see the rest of my life standing in font of my eyes.

-Unknown.

******

Rooted to the place Sanskaar was still lost in the feeling of his first kiss, when Swara ran out with tears straining her Beautiful Chubby cheeks, Mixed feelings cocooned her heart not knowing what to feel, she can't withstand with it.

The emotions were overflowing, with her rigid mind not helping her out, and when a person cannot understand, or feel so many things together, it results in no conclusion but anger on self which ends up taking the form of tears. Same goes with poor soul Swara.

She was feeling the things she never felt before, the magic, her body always reacting to Sanskaar's touch, his proximity. The movement his lips were on hers she could feel her heart bursting with crackers, happiness overflowing from, she wanted it more and more kissing him back.

Where as on other side her thoughts were plagued with a missconclusion that she Loves Laksh, she was there to break the alliance, and for that thing she teamed up with Sanskaar who shared the same motive, they plotting against to separate KavLak but every time ended up being together, lost in each other. And this was really not a good sign her brain tells.

A corner of her heart was sad, as she can't be of Sanskaar's, while other danced with euphoria with the little time they shared together. She messed up everything, heart and brain resulting in nothing but hurting self.

Sanskaar followed her steps, calling her from back, but she wasn't listening, even it was also new for him, but he didn't messed up like her. She not understating what to feel, happy and loved from what just happened? Or to feel angry for letting Sanskaar kiss her and be her first?, or to feel as a cheater claiming to love Laksh and feeling Sanskaar's touch and attraction towards him?

Swara ran out of house in a hurry, as everyone was busy in preparations no one saw her state, and Sanskaar following her. -"Swara listen to me." Says Sanskaar caught hold of her Right arm pulling him back, turning to face him.

Swara looked up at him with tears filled eyes, which now flowed carelessly seeing his face, making His heart twist multiple times in painful knots. -"Swara.." He began to say, -"Leave me Sanskaar please." Says Swara in a chocking voice, trying to wriggle out of his unyielding hold.

-"Swara please, listen to me." He says in a slow voice, not loosing its intensity, he didn't want her to be so, guilty, he liked her smile not tears, and all above he didn't want to let go of her. -"Please Sanskaar leave me." She says trying to be calm, and keep the anger in control.

-"Swara.. I.." He tried to cup her face, making her go again nub with his caring touch, but not again her eyes flung opened pushing him away with her strength -"Leave me alone Sanskaar, I don't want any explanations." Anger unleased, breaking her down, he flinched seeing her bloodshot eyes.

-"Swara." Sanskaar says still, hating himself for making her so weak, he accused himself, because of his act she was so broken, so hurt, in pain, going away from him, far away. -"Leave me Sanskaar, for god sake leave me alone. Please let me be myself." She says collapsing on the ground, filled with green grass. She needed time to process everything.

Sanskaar took a back step still eyes glued on her, a lone tear slid down his eyes as he took Small back steps still looking at her, he turned away not able to see her this, his eyes squeezed shut, he could finally understand what was this feelings, he could finally understand why it hurts him to see her like this, why he feels happy when she is around, he finally knew that he is in love with her, his heart wanted to dance, engulf her in a bone crushing hug. He wanted to whoop in happiness, tell her about his new born feelings towards her, but does she love him? Will she accept his love? She loves Laksh, how could he even expect that she likes him? His winging heart sank with the questions that he would never dare to Answer.

Sadness, loneliness embraced him as he walked away from her, every step he took away from her made him feel she would never be his and he is going far away from her. Was it the end of his newly born love? Does his love has no destination? Will it be incomplete and one sided forever? He didn't venture to think about it, he never wanted to his love to be like this incomplete, this new feeling was giving him the unexplainable happiness, with also the pain and hurt.

Swara sat their lost in her own thoughts, she didn't knew what to do, what to feel. Everything shattered, relations entangled with only a kiss, with only the feeling she was going through, she needed time to think, understand what she wanted, to go with flow? Or what she has planned?

******

-"Hey Ansh, did you see Sanskaar?" Asked Swara, Sanskaar's cousin for the nth time, -"God Swara what happened to you, bhai will be here somewhere." Says Ansh, her nose scrunched, anger was a clear element on her face, with worries for Sanskaar, he was no where to he found, from morning with his phone switched off.

'Where the hell he is, gone like was never there.' She thinks, was his absence effecting her? To be true, Yes. In what way? Was still a Question. No one knew where he was? It was night and function was about to start.

A smile crept on her beautiful face, as soon as she saw his face, which instantly relaxed her all worries, not thinking for a second she ran to him, enveloping him in a tight hug, taking him by shock.

Happy, confused, that's was Sanskaar felt. Did she loved him? Because what happened in morning, how she pushed him away. He never thought this thing would ever happen, pulling the chain of his thoughts train he hugged her back. -"Swara are you OK? " he asks worried.

KavLak who sated for the Henna function, gestures each other seeing Swara and Sanskaar hugging, not only them but everyone present there had smile on their face. -"I think one more love story is going on here." Kavya says to Laksh, -"Yeah, just look at them hugging each other this closely in public." Says Laksh.

-"You know, Swara was so worried not finding bhaiya Here, she was asking every second minute where he is." Kavya said adoring them, she thought Swara was perfect for her brother not missing the way her bro look at Swara. -"Even I can see their love for each other." Laksh tells reminiscing night's terras scene, they were sleeping hugging each other.

-"Where the hell you were Sanskaar, do you know how much I was worried about you." Swara jerks out from his embrace, she was damn angry on him for vanishing just like that Not informing her anything, -"I was here only." He tried to say, not even knowing what was he speaking listening that she was worried for him, he was flying high.

-"You liar, I searched you in every corner, don't lie." She hissed, -"I went somewhere, but why were you worried." He asked with lots of hope, his eyes not leaving her, she looked so beautiful, -"Because I was searching you, and no one knew where you were plus that phone of yours every time ringed switched off." She says adding more to his happiness.

-"Oh, but why searching me, koi kaam tha?" He asked -"Because I needed to see you." Words were out of her without her knowledge, Sanskaar's happiness knew no bounds, he was on cloud nine, -"Really?" He asked with sheer happiness. -"Err,, umm yes." Her words were not doing him something but everything. -"Because we need to discuss na, its mehndi today, we need to make a plan fast to separate them." Her next words stabbed his hearts, his happy face turned pale.

-"For that you were searching me." She could hear sad in his voice, she wasn't searching him for that, she didn't even knew for what she needed him, she wanted to see him, but reason she didn't knew, she cooked up a story. -"Yup." Swara lied, unknowingly killing all his hopes, hurting him. Does the kiss meant nothing to her? Didn't she feel the way he did? He thought.

-"BTW, where were you." Swara asked, -"I was just out for some work and met my collage Girlfriend." He lied feeling her, -"What, girlfriend, you said don't have any." She complained. -"I lied." A lie came again from his side, sadness occupied her heart with burning sensations. She didn't liked it.

-"See she is here." Sanskaar says calling his one of collage friend he met following day -"Naina." -"Is she here? But why?" Asks Swara not liking the idea of his GF being there in between them.

-"I've called her." He says as if it doesn't mattered, -"OK." She muttered slowly before being dragged away by girls for Henna.

Designer applied mehndi on her hands, but she was lost somewhere with no smile nothing, her face gloomy, staring Sanskaar all time with Naina standing beside him, flirting. -"What name I should write mam?" Ask the designer -"Sanskaar." Whispered the lost Swara, getting his name on his hands unknowingly.

Sanskaar was smiling and looked very happy with Naina which saddened Swara making her damn jealous, again a new feeling was developing inside her, -"Done mam," Designer smiled, Swara looked at her henna filled hands and was shocked to see Sanskaar's name in it, but some part of her smiled.

******

-"See Sanskaar this us our last chance, we can't fail this time." Says Swara really pissed off, Sanskaar just nodded, -"This time we've to take a big step." She says explaining him the plan which only made him angry and jealous imagining Swara and Laksh so damn close, this wasn't ready to understand after all their plans failed, the Holi party plan too, which they planned after Henna function.

-"Swara, am not in plan anymore." Says Sanskaar giving Swara shock. -"Why, what happened?" She asks thinking he is joking -"You're kidding Me right?" -"Nope Swara, am not." He replies calmly. -"But why Sanskaar? We want to separate them right, so that I can get whom I love." As soon as words left her mouth, she felt a sudden pain in back, realising Sanskaar has pinned he to wall. -"I wanted to but now I don't, they Love each other, and let me correct you Swara, you don't love Laksh, he is that toy to you whom you wanted to keep for yourself forever and now someone is taking that away from you." Sanskaar says in a dangerous voice, Swara was scared to see his this side.

-"Buy I love him." She manages to say, -"No you don't, by doing this you will just spoil everyone's life, including you, I too thought you love him and was helping you, but you don't Swara, I understood what I want and whom I love, don't be so blind Swara that for one misunderstanding within you, you loose what you can have." He says indirectly confessing his love. Swara didn't knew what to do.

-"I Love you Swara, and I understood it, I am not in plan anymore." He confess, bursting crackers in her, but mind overpowered. -"I don't need you to help Me, I can carry out the plan alone." She pushes him away, -"As you wish Swara, you will regret it later." Sanskaar  says leaving the place with heavy heart.

His sudden confession ranged in her like a alarm, she was doing everything under controlled by her stubbornness.

To be continued..

Sorry for late. I've written it hurriedly

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