I think I'm sinking again
I don't know how or why
I think I'm sinking again
But I keep up the lie.

I'm not as well
As I would have people believe.
They all think I'm better
And so did I.

Maybe it's the changes
That came so suddenly,
Or maybe I was hiding
Even from myself.

I can feel myself falling
Down to the darkness again,
Now I've forgotten
How to reach back out.

I don't know if I need help
If I even know how to ask
Or if I want to drown
In the bliss of alchohol
Where I can't be let down.

But I'll keep it inside
As I usually do.
I thought I was better,
And better I must be
For those all around me.

I know I'm sinking again,
Deep into the dark,
Sinking again,
I think now....
I've truly lost my spark.