Author's Notes: Rate and message! Er, comment! ~~Alex

"OK IM GOING ALL OUT THIS TIME!!!!!!!!!!ADAM PISSES ME OFF!!!!!!!!!!IDC IF THE PUSSY CRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HE CHOSE TO BE THE DICKHEAD!!!!!!!!!!!HE CHOSE TO DO ALL THIS N HURT RACHEL!!!!!!!!!!!HE'S STILLL AT FAULT!!!!!!!!!!HE NEEDS TO GET THAT VIBE OUT OF HIS ASS N QUIT HIDING UNDERNEATH THE SHEETS!!!!!!!!HE NEEDS TO FUCKING APPOLOGIZE OR SO HELP ME I WILL DROP KICK HIS ASS IN THE YEAR

"OK IM GOING ALL OUT THIS TIME!!!!!!!!!!ADAM PISSES ME OFF!!!!!!!!!!IDC IF THE PUSSY CRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HE CHOSE TO BE THE DICKHEAD!!!!!!!!!!!HE CHOSE TO DO ALL THIS N HURT RACHEL!!!!!!!!!!!HE'S STILLL AT FAULT!!!!!!!!!!HE NEEDS TO GET THAT VIBE OUT OF HIS ASS N QUIT HIDING UNDERNEATH THE SHEETS!!!!!!!!HE NEEDS TO FUCKING APPOLOGIZE OR SO HELP ME I WILL DROP KICK HIS ASS IN THE YEAR HYPERLINK "http://2012.NO" \t "_blank" 2012.NO JK ON THAT SHIT!!!!!!!!!I'LL MAKE SURE TO DO IT!!!!!!!FUCKING PUSSY!!!!!!!DATING A DIMWITTED BIMBO!!!!!!HE LACKS A BRAIN N A DICK!!!!!!!!!YEAH I FUCKING SAID IT!!!!!!upload soon^^ <3 spazzy" -spazasaurus

"Adam and.... Slut!!!! And rache... She's like beyond perfect and Adam is a fucking ass hole for not seeing that. And now that he's back and Rachel has a new friend that will gladly kick his ass he should see how god damn perfect she is!!! And even thought Rachel luuuuuurves him I don't think she should take him back right away, no matter how sorry that bastard is!!! Fuck!!!! I mean damn, how could he just move on like that?! What the fuck is his problem?!?!?$?!? I'd kick his ass into next week! Rachel... Adam... Skank.... Grrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" GoldenAdia18

"K..... Lemme ponder n wat happened Pondering...... Pondering ..... Pondering...... K I hope he finds out bout the baby so he knos that SHE IS NOT A BITCH WHO WULD JUS LEAVE 4 NO REASON N SHE IS NOT SUM 1 like juil..... Julian... Jilie.... Awe who gives the fuck wat the hoe bags name is SHE'S NOT AS LOW AS HER Yea want him 2 kno so HE COULD FEEL STUPID N ReTARDED n. CALL HIMSELF A BITCH. U KNO The basics n want him 2 feel bad n bout the baby n I want it 2 HURT REAL BAD LIKE HISCOLD HEART IS BEING RIPPED OUT n STABBED BOUT 607995579032810 times if that's a # n it's been stomped on n put in a blender until it's made in2 a nasty liquefied substance that will b flushed down the toilet n given 2 rat 2 drink then throw up I want him 2 hurt the same way rachel did that son of a bitch p.s there might sum mistakes on my rant cuz I'm on my iPod N Adam is on my top hated listed actually he's #1 he culd go fuck himself N if u give me permission I can send him down the Mississippi n no 1 will no or find out I have friends who can help also fellow wattpaders can also help if they want jus give me the word " -imavampirechickx3

Thank you, my lovelies!

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"You have no unheard messages," Voicemail said.

Then it went straight to the most recent heard message...

"Hi, Adam. I'm sorry I haven't called or communicated or whatever, but I just think I should say this once and for all. You're an awesome friend, and you've been really awesome to me since I realized you weren't dead. But I'm just not that into you, and I don't think it's fair to lead you on. Truth is I'm in love with someone else. And no, it's not Ricky. That would be too weird, after everything. We're just good friends. Actually, he's the one who introduced me to Raul! He is so yummy, it's not even funny! And truth be told, you're just not hot enough for me anymore. After all, I am gonna be famous. I need someone more in my league. Don't get me wrong, you were a cute fling: and you were better in bed than Ricky! Please don't hate me! I hate it when people hate me, even nobody's like you guys. But you're a part of my past or whatever, so I'll be sure to send you a complimentary gift basket. That is, if I don't forget. I have more important things on my mind. Please don't try to contact me; I'm trying to make this a clean cut! I know you love me and yadda, yadda, yadda, but just don't. I'm happy without you now. Anyways, see ya sucka! -Rachel Anderson."

"That makes no sense. Why would she send this message a month after leaving, and then send those letters four months later?" Adam asked.

"I don't know..."

"Okay, replay the message so I can type it..." Kia instructed.

Adam replayed it and Kia typed it onto her laptop. She was a good typist, working quickly and effectively.

"How do you type so fast?" Adam asked her.

"Someone had to, since that wasn't one of Rachel's talents. I learned "for her", as she claimed."

"I'm hungry," Drew blurted out.

Kia rolled her eyes.

"Fine, let's go eat. I'll analyze tomorrow."

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"I don't feel like doing a concert tonight!" I whined.

"But you have to!"

"No! What if Adam is there, snogging his little whore again?!"

"Then you can call security!" Sierra insisted.

"S, for the last time: NO!"

"I'll give you this super-sweet frosted cookie..."

I grabbed the cookie and stuffed it in my mouth, mumbling, "Deal."

Later @ the Concert...

"Oh, dear God help me..."

Sierra was doing my hair. She really needs to think of my pain beforehand!

"Okay, it's done!" I yelled when she started spraying gallons of hairspray.

"Rachel, you're on in thirty seconds! Get your ass over here!" Dean screamed.

Tee-hee, that rhymes!

I ran out and shook off my bathrobe.

I ran out on the stage and there was applause.

I grabbed the mike and started my first song,

"Down to you 

you're pushing and pulling me down to you 

But I don't know what I..."

There was applause as I started.

"Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself 

From saying something that I should have never thought 

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself 

From saying something that I should have never thought of you

"Of you... 

You're pushing and pulling me down to you 

But I don't know what I want 

No I don't know what I want

"You got it, you got it 

Some kind of magic 

Hypnotic, hypnotic 

You're leaving me breathless 

I hate this, I hate this 

You're not the one I believe in 

With God as my witness"

Obviously, this song is about Adam as are most of my songs.

"Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself 

From saying something that I should have never thought 

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself 

From saying something that I should have never thought of you

"Of you... 

You're pushing and pulling me down to you 

But I don't know what I want 

No I don't know what I want

"Don't know what I want 

But I know it's not you 

Keep pushing and pulling me down 

When I know in my heart it's not you

"Hmmm... Ohh...

"Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself 

From saying something that I should have never thought 

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself 

From saying something that I should have never thought of you 

I knew, I know in my heart it's not you 

I knew, but now I know what I want, I want, I want 

Oh no, I should have never thought!"

My eyes met a pair of electric blue eyes; and instead of having trouble breathing, I glared and shook it off.

He is not going to make me cry, running off the stage in my pain.

It's not that it doesn't hurt.

Underneath this smile, I'm hiding tears.

But he will not see me cry because of him.

Humph.

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"Don't tell me you don't love her anymore, because we wont believe you," said Drew.

His words were directed towards Adam, obviously.

"Why don't you just dump Juliana? You don't love her, and she's a total bitch."

Adam sighed and didn't answer.

"Just listen to the song, listen to the lyrics," Kia instructed.

"Ah ah ah ah 

Ah ah ah ah 

I'm giving up on everything 

Because you messed me up 

Don't know how much you 

Screwed it up 

You never listened 

That's just too bad 

Because I'm moving on 

I won't forget 

You were the one that was wrong 

I know I need to step up and be strong 

Don't patronize me 

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

"Have you forgotten  

Everything that I wanted 

Do you forget it now 

You never got It 

Do you get it now 

Yea yea yea yea yea  

Yea yea yea yea yea  

Ah ah ah ah 

Ah ah ah ah

"Gotta get away 

There's no point in thinking about yesterday 

It's too late now 

It won't ever be the same 

We're so different now 

Yea yea yea yea yea

"I know I wanna run away 

I know I wanna run away 

Run away 

If only I could run away 

If only I could run away 

Run away 

I told you what i wanted I 

I told you what I wanted 

What I wanted 

But I was forgotten 

I won't be forgotten 

Never Again

"Have you forgotten  

Everything that I wanted 

Do you forget it now 

You never got It 

Do you get it now 

Yea yea yea yea yea  

Yea yea yea yea yea  

Ah ah ah ah 

Ah ah ah ah

"Have you forgotten  

Everything that I wanted 

Do you forget it now 

You never got It 

Do you get it now 

Yea yea yea yea yea  

Yea yea yea yea yea  

Ah ah ah ah 

Ah ah ah ah

"Forgotten 

Yeah yeah yeah 

Forgotten 

Yeah yeah yeah 

Forgotten 

Yeah yeah yeah 

Forgotten 

Yeah yeah yeah"

"It's... about... me?" Adam asked, dumbfounded.