Tara Pov 

I am so confused , what's happening . I mean why am I behaving like this with Parth? I should clear this maybe he will think I love him .. I don't love him .. He is just my best friend and I owe so much to him . 

" Hey parth! " I said while entering inside his room with my big baby bump , He saw me with his eyes widened 

" You should be in your room , don't move around unnecessarily " He said and made me sit on the bed , he is so changed now . I mean when I met him in college , he was totally different . He hated me he was a different guy . But he is responsible now , time can change anyone . 

" I wanted to spend time with you " I said with a smile , his face brightened with joy .He is  Beautiful! 

" Yes mam , lets spend time together " He said while kneeling while i was sitting on the bed , he caress my belly affectionately 

" Lil champ is going to come soon " He said with a smile 

" Yes , You'll be his favorite " I said with a smile and he smiled back 

" Ofc , I will be his fav " He said with proud and I laughed 

" Parth , I am sorry I mean because of me you cancelled your meetings and you didn't even went to your office for like 8 months .. I don't know how I will pay your kindness " I said 

" You already payed by smiling , by talking like before by staying happy " he said and I smiled this man is something else 

" You have changed a lot in these years " I said 

" I know I have changed and I know I changed positively " He said . 

" I guess  you have become that same Parth I met when I was 6 and you were 8 .. That same Parth who was epitome of kindness " I said and his sapphire blue ocean eyes met mine , his eyes are so peaceful . 

" Gold old days , you remember . We even promised to marry each other , when we were kids " He asked , I laughed 

" Yeahh , and see we are married now " I said and understood the gravity of my words there was an awkward silence .

" By the way , I know the gender of the kid " he said with a smile changing the topic 

" Don't tell meeee , let it be a surprise " I said 

" Aarav always wanted to be a father , you know when we were in 1st year . He even planned everything , he never wanted his kids to struggle .. He even started a startup in 1st year and it was kind of successful after few years ... He wanted to give his children a luxurious life " parth said . . 

" I miss him  very much . Every day , every hour , every minute . He just stays in my mind " I said 

" Everyone does miss him , because he was a nice person " He said with a smile , yeah Aarav was a nice guy 

" Parth , I wanted to say I mean . Don't take all these things as something else .. I mean you know I don't love you or anything .. I just consider you as my friend " I said and I fumble a bit 

" I know Tara " Parth said 

" I should go now " I said while standing up , he held my in his arms . I was startled 

" Now you will not move around like this , Now total bed rest " parth said and i wrapped my arms around his neck .. He put me on the bed , and while in this process his face was very closer to mine . Those sapphire blue eyes were piercing my heart with those gaze , I closed my eyes to feel his lips on mine . In a spurr of second he rested his lips on mine , it was a gentle kiss . We kissed for good 1 minute .. But suddenly reality hit me hard , I shouldn't do this . This is wrong , i pushed parth . He looked me with guilt in his eyes . 

" Parth , please go . I want to sleep " I said sternly 

" I--I-am-s-oor " before he could complete i cut him in between 

" Pleasee gooo for god's sake " I yell and he left my room , I opened my phone and Aarav's picture flashed in front of my eyes . Tears welled up from my eyes 

" I am sorry Aarav , I committed a big mistake " I said to myself , I cheated on Aarav . I am a cheater , I betrayed him . Why I couldn't control myself ? Such a whore I am .. I cried cried and cried that night while seeing his pictures ... Guilt was choking me from inside .   I opened gmail randomly and I saw a mail from Aarav .. It was on the day of his death , My heart was beating really fast . I opened that it was a pdf 

Dear Tara

When I saw you for the first time , I was smitten to see you . First I wanted a physical relationship with you but thanks to Parth who made me understand that you are that kind of girl .. Then in a year I fell for you very hard , you can't even imagine . You were in my mind 24*7 , I realized I can't imagine my future with you .. I needed you everytime , in my lowest and highest .. I just needed you , you complete me . You know to be honest the gifts you loved the most were Parth's choice . He was so sure about many things that you will love and actually it happened .. I am telling you all of this because I don't know I don't feel good . I feel something weird like something bad is going to happened , I can even send you this on whatsapp directly . You hardly use email but I always wanted to do that email interaction it is cute shit right .. I am the happiest that I am going to marry the girl I love the most .. But something is eating me from inside , I guess I am overthinking ... If I die Tara , I always wanted you to be happy . I don't want you to be a widow forever , You deserve all Tara . I don't know why I felt like saying this , I guess I have gone mad ... Few Hours Then you will be mine Tara . You know what matters is your happiness and I can even sell my soul for that smile of yours Tara . No matter what I always wanted you to be happy whether I am alive or dead I always wanted to see you happy .. It doesn't matter you are happy with someone else or with me but what matters is that you are happy my love .. That's not will be betraying , Tara you have to promise me that you will always be happy . Yes , You will be .. I don't know why Am I saying this shit but I just felt like saying this . You know If I die , Parth can be a better partner than me . Don't kill me afterwards reading this , I just said he knows you better than anyone else . You know I even saw something in his eyes for you in college . I don't know whether it was affection or what but he will be the best partner for you after me . I guess I am high on something I feel hehe ... I love you tara forever .

I was numbed after reading that , I don't know how to react after reading that .. He just gave answers to all my confusions ? 

So how was the update guys , Don't worry tara will fall in love soon .. 

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