Tara Pov

I was so stunned by Parth's confession , I didn't knew how to react . But I can't love him he knows that very well . After that incident , Parth was behaving strangely it did affect me but I guess this was well for both of us . But still he took care of everything about my checkups , medicines but he talks so formally to me , deep down I wasn't liking that . He even talks to the baby but not me . 

2.5 months passed , But everything remained the same between us . He hasn't even seen  in my eyes from past 2.5 months . I should not be bothered by this but , I don't know but its bothering me . 

" Tara , I have to go out for sometime . Purvi wants to meet me " He said casually but I don't know why it hurted me deep down . I mean he is not my husband or boyfriend , but still I guess I have got attached to him in these months . I guess its natural to feel like this , I don't own him but something is churning my heart . I left my food , I lost my appetite to eat something 

" What happened ? Why are you not eating ?" He asked with concern 

" Nothing , I just don't feel like eating " I said dryly 

" Please eat some more , you have to take medicines " He said 

" Then feed me " I said , damn these mood swings . He looked me with surprise , He came closer and took a bite and put in my mouth . What Am I doing ? I shouldn't but I can't control myself . I want to be with him , I want him to take care of me only no one else . I finished entire food . He cleaned my face and I don't know why I went close to him and kissed his cheek softly . I don't know why I did that but I couldn't control myself . He was so stunned to speak 

" I am going " I said and left the room and I entered my room , and closed the door . I don't know why I did that ? I shouldn't .. He will think I have something for him , I don't love him . But why I did that ? I betrayed Aarav . 

I didn't even faced him , neither he came to me . He doesn't wants me to be uncomfortable I guess . But I yearned for his presence , But why? I can't love anyone . Not even parth 

He left the house , Everything felt empty . I had sudden urge to go in his room , His room was well organized . Everything was so perfect about his room , color combinations and the accessories everything was perfect .   My eyes fell on one frame of Aarav and his , I took that in my hand and smiled . They both look so happy together then my eyes fell on a journal , its bad to touch someone's personal things like that but I wasn't able to control myself . So I started reading . 

Journal 

Day 1 - Today she hallucinated about Aarav on the Airport , and she lost her smile . It hurts to see her like this . But I will make her smile very soon . She will be happy again and she will be better .I will even go to office for 9 months . I will take care of her .

A smile spread on my face that diary was filled with my daily progresses . I feel good , that someone take care of me like this .

Day 106 - Today I got so scared when she left the restaurant without saying anything , I was so scared . I was numbed by that , I felt like a loosed my whole world . Fear surrounded my heart , I Don't know what's that purvi said that I love her . Even I am confused whether I love her or not , but I always wanted to see her happy . And I wanted to bring colors in her life again she deserves everything .. I want to give her everything , I can die for that smile . I know she doesn't loves me but I am happy as her friend also . If in future she falls for someone else , I will be still happy to see her happy . Her happiness matters the most 

My tears brimmed with tears , Why he loves me? Why he is ruining himself because me . I also want him to see happy . 

Day 150 - FINALLYYY!!!!! she laughedd genuinely , I even cried so much out of joy to see her happy again .. Finally I succeeded , now I can sleep peacefully for a day .. Her eyes looks so beautiful when she smiles , I don't want to take my eyes off from her when she smiles , the way her eyes twinkle that's enchanting . She is the most beautiful I have ever seen , I love her very much  . 

Day 151 - I did a blunder , I confessed her my feelings out of anger . I don't want her to know about this . Now things will change , I don't want things to change . We will not be together in future its better 

Day 152 - We didn't talked much entire day , I felt empty . But if she wants this , I will gladly accept this . 

I closed his diary my heart felt heavy .. But still he take cares of me after all this . I am grateful to him .. But I can't betray Aarav , Ofc Aarav will not like me to see with someone else . Moreover Parth will move on soon . 

I stood up in his balcony , Then Parth came he opened the door of his car . Unknowingly a smile spread on my face to see him but then other door of the car also opened and Purvi came out and they both passed each other smiles . Why it hurts me ? 

Parth's eyes met mine , he was kind of surprised to see me in his room . I left his room and entered my room . 

After some time , I heard a knock on my door my heart fluttered 

" You can come in " I said , Purvi entered inside my room suddenly my heart felt heavy to see her . She passed a smile and sat on the bed 

" How are you Tara ?" she asked 

" I am fine . What about you ?" I asked dryly 

" I am awesome , actually I and Parth are new business partners too . So we had a meeting " she said with a smile and her smile was irritating me . 

" Oh , why are you telling me this ? " I asked 

" Because you are his wife " she said 

" Its fake , This marriage is fake . We will not together in future " i said 

" Ohh , that's awesome . I can have parth for myself " She said with a laugh and my blood boiled in anger . Am I jealous? I can't .. I mean she is perfect for him , but I don't want them to be together . I don't want him to be with someone else .. But why? 

" I guess I should leave " She left and I was cursing her . But why? 

Parth entered inside my room , with fruits . He placed the plate in front of me . 

" Finish them all , OK " He said with a smile 

" Parth " i called him he turned back and raise his brow 

" What ?" he said 

" Nothing , Leave " I said and he came to me and sat in front of me facing me . I hugged him , he hugged me back . 

" We will always be together right ?" I asked while digging my head in the crook of his neck , I missed his  touch 

" We will , I promise " He said with a smile 

" Shall I go ? I have to discuss something with Purvi " He said softly 

" Don't go , I want you with me " I said while clutching his shirt 

" Ok miss I won't go , Let me bid adieu to her at least " He said and broke the hug and left the room . He cancelled his meeting for me , I hate that woman . She wants to parth away from me 

Parth pov 

She was behaving very different from few days , I guess mood swings , maybe she feels something for me too .. I guess shouldn't think about this topic its useless .. I shouldn't take it as a hope  , She doesn't loves that's it .  I come and saw Purvi sitting . 

" I am sorry Purvi , I had to cancel this meeting because she is not feeling well . And you know she is 8 months pregnant and all that mood swings and you know she is going through whirlpool of emotions right now " I said and purvi smiled 

" You know a woman can hide her feelings but not her jealousy " she smiled I was perplexed by her words 

" What ?" I asked i was perplexed 

" Nothing , Just best of luck for ahead . She will be yours only  " She said and hugged me again confusing me . These women are so complicated 

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