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Tara Pov
I was getting better day by day I even smiled today , not because he wants me to smile . I smiled because I wanted me to smile . But I am confused to receive that kind of reaction from him .. I mean I should not get that much attach to him as we will be part ways soon . As this marriage is fake and he is not my real husband .
I was seeing our old memories , when we were happy the happiest .. Suddenly the smile fades from my face , I can't be happy without Aarav.. . Suddenly parth entered inside the room with a box , I looked him with confusion
" What's that ?" I asked
" They are Iron man pics and toys " He said with a big smile
" So you're going to make baby an iron man fan " i said with a smile
" Yesss , Baby will be an ardent marvel fan like me .. We will watch all movies together " He said while hanging frames . .
" What if he/she hates marvel ?" I asked
" Its not possible , The baby is going to have Aarav genes .. Aarav loved Marvel too .. we used to watch all marvel movies .. I will not be able to watch new marvel movies with Aarav but I can watch them with his baby " he said his become glassy he quickly wiped his tears off
" By the way Parth , I am getting better you can sleep to your room " I said he looked me with surprise
" But why ?" He asked
" I am fine Parth , moreover we shouldn't be like this . After some years everything will change " I said
" Nothing will changed , I will be there for you forever " he said
" Parth , Please let me do whatever I want .. Its not good " I said in irritation he looked me with disbelief
" Ok , if you want this . Alright .. If you ever need me , I am always there for you.. You can even disturb me anytime you want " He said with a smile and left my room
I sat on the bed , Today I am not feeling good at all . My eyes fell on a cutter , I don't want to harm myself but there was something a sudden urge which I can't control . I walked slowly towards the cutter , I was getting better than what's happening now . I held the cutter just above my wrist
" Don't you dare to do this " Parth yell and took cutter from and threw on the floor , Tears streamed from my eyes
" Parth , its my life " I yell with my whole energy
" Don't take stress like this Tara , Its not good for your health " He said while holding me i yanked his hand
" Why do you even care , If I die you will not bothered by that "I yell but deep down I know he will care for me but I was saying all this out of frustration
" I will not care ? You don't even know how much happy a got when you smiled after fucking 5.5 months , You don't know how much scared i was at that day when you left without saying .. And you say I don't care .. I care you because I love you dammit " He shouted suddenly his eyes softened I was shocked to know this , This can't be possible . I mean he can't
" You know I am not in position to fall in love again " I said his piercing gaze met mine , my eyes brimmed with tears
" Tara , I don't have any intentions with you . I know this will end some day , but don't say I will not care . Right now I cared the most about you .. And I can't leave you alone .. Sorry " He said and sat on the couch .
" Parth , I am grateful for what you did to me but I can't love you .. Because I am not meant for love i guess just like you .. Its better to maintain some distance from each other .. And please don't hope for love from my side " I said he nodd his head and that night was the longest night for us .
I didn't expected this confession from his side , I guess he feels some sort of attraction with me and he is saying that he is in love maybe .. I wish he is not in love with me because his life will be ruined with mine .. Our destinies are already intertwined with each others but this can't happen . Parth deserves someone better than me , I am not his type moreover the kid . He can't , he shouldn't .
Parth Pov
I confessed her out of anger , She was surprised by that . I should not have loose control like this . She is already pregnant moreover she will take stress about this . I guess she is right i should maintain good distance from her . Its better for us , for her .. Her words still pierce my heart but I can't do anything as its her life her choice .. Tomorrow I will maintain good distance from her , I guess my presence made her uncomfortable .. I will control myself and not expect future with her as she is not in my destiny . But I will always love her , now I got to know why Aarav was head over heels for her . Her presence is enchanting , everything is so good about her . I just want to give her everything .
So how was the update guyssss Just 5 more updatess hehee
Finally parth confessed
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