Parth pov 

I can't love her , its a mistake i guess . Yeah I don't , What am I doing ? I can't love her . I am contradicting myself I guess . But does it matters , whether i love her or not . She will never love me and She is not in my destiny . 

" I will always protect her and make her feel secure , she deserves love and everything . I guess I can't give her all and to her baby .  " I said to myself . 

" Parth " she mumbled I quickly rushed towards her 

" What happened ?" I asked while caresssing her forehead 

" Just nothing I am not feeling well " She said in half sleep , I kept her head on my lap and caress her head she clutched my hand tightly . Things will change parth , she is not meant for you . I guess Purvi and I are same only . Now I understand how much one sided love hurts . 

" Parth , don't ever leave me " She said in half sleep  and my heart fluttered , I don't know whether i should get happy or what .. Maybe she needs me as a friend , I shouldn't think much about this I guess 

" I am always here with you Tara " I whispered and planted  a kiss on her forehead , she wrapped her arms around my neck and snuggle more into my neck . My head was on her shoulder , i just want to stay like this forever . 

Tara pov 

I woke up and found Parth beside me , suddenly yesterday's event rewind in my head . It's wrong to be this much close to him i guess . He opened his eyes 

" Hey , you're already awake " He asked while yawning 

" I am sorry for yesterday " I said in embarrassment  

" Its fine your comfort level matters the most . What matters me to see you happy and comfortable " He said . 

I was getting better day by day , we had to delay our Disneyland plan because doctor restricted me to travel . So it was 2 months delayed but we went on so many operas and different places . I enjoyed I guess but whenever I try to get happy , I feel I don't deserve to be happy . I felt like I am betraying Aarav . 

I am so grateful to Parth he took so much care of me , he treats me like a kid whatever i want he give me all . My mother was like that , parth take cares of me like my mother used to . He even studies about pregnancies and everything . He knows more about pregnancy more than me 

" I have to give you something , I'll be out for 3 hrs so for your entertainment I downloaded some videos and songs you can listen to them " He said with a smile and when I saw the movies and songs they all were non romantic and I was in awe how he found all perfect movies and songs 

" You're really nice Parth , your wife will be the luckiest women in the world " I said genuinely and he said nothing just passed a smile but it didn't looked a happy smile 

" Is everything okay ?" I asked 

" Yes , everything is awesome " he said with a smile 

2 months passed like a snap , sometimes I felt not to wake up because Aarav will not be beside me . Parth did everything to make me happy , I didn't get those dreams and hallucinations again . Parth took care of everything and he was more excited for baby . He even cried when he felt the baby's kick that was wholesome . I wish I could record that reaction 

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Parth pov 

Tara was now 5.5 months pregnant , and baby is on the way . I am very excited to hold my little champ in my hands . I saw him growing , I can give my life for the baby . 

" Taraaa Are you excited ? We are going to disneyland now " I asked she nodd her head no smile still 

I held her hand and ran towards the rides and all it reminded me of our childhood we used to do this when we were kids . Maybe she has forgotten all that . . 

I was doing most of the rides and she recorded me and I almost about to fell and then she laughed , SHE LAUGHED .. She laughed after damn 5.5 months , I felt so proud of myself at that time .. Finally she laughed genuinely . I kept seeing her how her eyes look so pretty when she laughed , how beautiful she looked!

I ran and gave her a bone crushing hug my eyes filled with tears ofc tears of joy , my girl deserved all of this .

" Thanks for giving me motivation to treat you more better than yesterday " I said and she passed a smile 

" You don't know I missed your smile so much " I said my face was wet but a smile was crept on my face , She wiped my tears off and kept her head on my shoulder and held my hand . We walked like for an hour in hand in hand . We clicked pictures together after so long 

" I am hungry " she said , I quickly bought something for her and she quicky gobbled up the food  and i kept seeing her . I am deeply love with her i guess

We enjoyed the most at that day in Disney land , actually that day has became my favorite day . Maybe for others its a small thing but I brought her lost smile . Yes I did it , I was never that much proud on myself . 

I guess I really love her , Aarav had said that if you love a person that person is in your mind 24*7 and you put their needs before yours . I love her , I can give up on anything for her happiness . She matters me the most . 

We reached home and I was smiling like a maniac , I was just looking at her smiling picture continuously . Her eyes look the prettiest when she smiles , she looks enchanting when she smiles . 

" You know I still had that " Besties forever tara and parth " engraved on the wall of my room's balcony " I said with a smile and she smiled back 

" Oh I remember all childhood memories with you " she said 

" I didn't expected you to remember all of this " I said 

" You are my best friend parth " She said and headed to her room I gave her medicines , She was healing now . She is getting better day by day . 

I am happy to see her growing like this . 

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